Author has written 103 stories for Harry Potter, Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them, and Avengers.
To anyone who reads this;
This is probably my permanent goodbye to fanfiction... Yeah, like anyone actually gives a fuck. I'm done.
I'm done. Done trying. Done faking. Done with everything.
I'm not sure what words to really put here. I could go one for hours about how I'm not good enough, I'm never fucking good enough. I'm so fucking tired. Everyone here acts like they don't make mistakes.
Actually, has anyone ever got that feeling, that they were doing something so right, so true, that they don't stop to think about the repercussions? No one's ever been impulsive? That's how I felt doing what I did. But no. Hell, I could even explain to you that I have a legitimate Impulsive disorder. That doesn't excuse it no, but I can't help myself sometimes.
Anyways. The point of this...
I'm no longer going to be writing. It's shit anyways so why should I waste my time?
I'm no longer even fucking wanted, so why should I bother with that either? It's always like this, in the end.
You know, no matter what I do, I always end up in this position...
I have literally no one in real life. I thought I had people here, but I don't. Not really. You see that doc up there? Yeah, I know only one person [who signed their name] who actually means what they wrote.
I... just wanted somewhere. Somewhere to call home. Someone to call a friend. A place where I wasn't the loser for once.
Maybe I'm not even meant to be here. So many people have told me to kill myself already so it must be true... The majority is always right, right?
This is my final goodbye. Don't worry, you don't have to worry about hearing from me again. I'll no longer be around.
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