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Author has written 102 stories for Sailor Moon, Fullmetal Alchemist, Prétear, Slayers, and Once Upon a Time.
VERY IMPORTANT NOTE: On March 24 2016 my beloved uncle passed away from a brief but painful battle with pancreatic cancer. He was a huge supporter of my writing, my cooking, almost everything I did. I feel empty and hollow now that he's not in the world anymore. All of my fanfiction is dedicated to him.
Please keep me and my family in your thoughts.
A special thank you to Rinoaebastel, LopezV97, OTP, and Mals for your unwavering support for me in not just this time but for all the times I've needed you. I love you all so much.
Some people/programs are making illegal mirror sites to this one. The fics on this site are being mirrored on those dangerous sites.
If you are reading my fics on any site other than my blogs, this one, mediaminer (I only have one or two fic there), or Archiveofourown . org, please know that it is a STOLEN WORK, I have NOT given Permission for it to be there. If you're paying to read it, you're being cheated, because you can read it for FREE on this site, ao3, my blogs or mediaminer! Also be warned that Illegal Mirror sites are havens for spywear and viruses so beware. I am NOT associated in any way with those mirror sites.
IMPORTANT NOTE: It seems like a few people lately associate character beliefs with the beliefs of a writer, so I wanted to put up that my character's views DO NOT necessarily represent my own.
Going Home is Hell: Site deleted it. AGAIN I assume due to Hell being in the title. You can find the story on AO3 at (Put typical http stuff here ) archiveofourown(dot)org/works/5877397/chapters/13545418 May post on here again with a different title at a later date.
Vacuous Heart of Blood: Updates in July
Best Kept Secret: Updates in July
Love and Loyalty: Royai Romance Collection: Updates in July
Useless When Wet: Royai Comedy Collection: Updates in July
Rumbelle Story Collection: Updated Sporadically
I write fanfiction and original work as a way to deal with anxiety and depression. It feels as if the anxiety makes it hard to post and the depression makes it hard to write, by pushing through those things the best I can (many times I fail) I can cope. Writing has been the best therapy that I have found. This is the first time I’ve ever publicly talked about this. I talk about this issues on my profile because as much as I like or dislike it, they're with me and will be with me probably my entire life. This isn't a pessimistic view, it's making the best of a struggle. I know there are people out there struggling, some more than me, some less, but we're fighting the same things just with different masks. If you're going through a lot and still here, just realize you've made it through a day of pain you didn't think you'd be able to make it through. If you made it through this one, you can make it through another. You are not alone! Remember that!
A significant portion my stories come from issues that I have in my life and other portions come from other people or my imagination. I mainly try to write happy endings because it gives me hope. It's a depressing world out there, so I want my stories to have a feeling of hope and make people smile. My dream is to bring that to people in novel form as well.
I hate bullies, having been on the receiving end of bullying for my entire life, it’s made me want to jump to the defense of anyone that’s been bullied. Sometimes it’s really hard to keep my mouth shut when I need to in regards to that. I include internet trolling as bullying. I really feel sorry for people who get their kicks making other people feel terrible. If you need to bring someone else down to make yourself feel important or superior, it’s time to reevaluate your own issues. You’re turning yourself into a piece of shit by doing what you’re doing, but you can improve by NOT making other people feel that way. Look for self improvement by being kinder, by finding out the real root of your problem. Before you bully or troll, think about how you’d feel if it were someone you care about or love on the other end of that bullying.
I am not politically correct, but at the same time I don’t set out to intentionally offend. I won’t censor myself to spare feelings but I also won't outright say something mean or rude to someone to hurt them. I'll avoiding hurting anyone if possible. There's a difference between blunt and being an arsehole. However, if I worry about offending people I would have no stories up since everyone is offended by something. It’s getting to the point that no one will be able to say anything without someone throwing a fit over it. I don’t get along with people who are easily offended.
I’ve made some of my best friendships on this site, so it will always be a treasure to me. You know who you are.
I’m pro-choice, I support LGBT rights, I'm pro-gun as well, but I do respect those who have the opposite view of mine. I’m what they call a Deist. That means that I believe that a god set the universe in motion and then abandoned it without further interactions. I respect every belief out there, so show me respect and I’ll do the same for you. I would love to believe there’s a creator out there that loves us, and I envy those who can believe in such, but I've pretty much lost all hope of that through life.
I can get along with almost anyone as long as they’re reasonable people who can take a joke.
I have a horrible memory when it comes to things I need/want to do. There's a fanfiction out there that I know the author asked me to read and beta, but for the life of me I can't remember who it was and the fic. If you're that author, let me know please. I'm terribly sorry.
I love cute things with stuff like cupcakes on it, Hello kitty items, Cinderella merchandise, chibi things, etc.
Favorite pairings: Royai – Havoc/Rebecca (FMA) -CaptainSwan -OutlawQueen (before the Zelena stuff) Dragonqueen (Regina/Maleficent pairing and I blame you Izumi's Apprentice for this. XD) –Season 1 Rumbelle- Xellosfilla - Serena/Sapphire
- Serena/Mamaoru -Galavant/Isabella - Kagome/Sesshoumaru - Bulma/Vegeta - Bulla(Bra)/Goten – Sam/Jack (Stargate SG1) – Riker/Troy (Startrek TNG)- Snape/(LEGAL) Hermione -Harry/Draco (this happened so suddenly LOL) - Harry/Hermione - Hayate/Himeno from Pretear - Miyaka/Hotohori Miyaka/Tamahome Miyaka/Tasuki
Favorite Music: I like a little bit of everything, though I've yet to find an instrumental Jazz or Bluegrass song I enjoy. I favor Korean and Japanese pop music because it cheers me up.
Favorite Movie: I rarely sit down to watch a movie since I can't sit still. On the rare occasional I do watch movies, I usually watch things set in the Victorian or Medieval time frame, or I tend to favor classic movies from the 40's to the 70's. I love the classic Disney from Snow White up to Aladdin. After that, other than Tangled and Princess and the Frog, I don’t care much for newer Disney. Other than Elsa, I found Frozen overrated. Cinderella (all three of the animated movies) is my favorite.
TV show: I like documentaries and shows like Dirty Jobs, and Ghost Adventures. I enjoy Once Upon A Time, Galavant, The Nanny, I Dream of Jeannie, Stargate SG1 and all the Star Treks. Despite not being very conservative, I hate shows that have too much nudity and too much cursing.
Books: The Blue Sword and Hero and the Crown both by Robin McKinley. Everyone else grew up with Harry Potter. Though I enjoyed HP I couldn’t love it as much as everyone else, so these books were kind of like my Harry Potter. They’re my childhood, so I can understand the HP love even if I can’t really participate in it as much. I also like Fairy Tale stories and Jane Austen’s Pride and Prejudice (stock answer I know XD).
People who attempt suicide aren't cowards, people who have committed suicide aren't cowards. They're people in pain who have given up hope, see no hope. Instead of calling them names and labeling them, how about be a little hope in their world. They get enough negativity as is. I'm not romanticizing it by saying that either. There's nothing "romantic" about it. It's a sad dark place. I'm saying be there, help them get help, tell them you love them before you have to tell it to a stone. You can't always help, but there's always changes that you can. - Part of a conversion I had with a friend who called it selfish and cowardly.
Destroy this new idea that a woman can’t be strong if she cries over a man she’s lost. Destroy the idea that you have to be cold and emotionally detached in order to be a strong woman. - tarcaryen on tumblr.
Screw writing “strong” women. Write interesting women. Write well-rounded women. Write complicated women. Write a woman who kicks ass, write a woman who cowers in a corner. Write a woman who’s desperate for a husband. Write a woman who doesn’t need a man. Write women who cry, women who rant, women who are shy, women who don’t take no shit, women who need validation and women who don’t care what anybody thinks. THEY ARE ALL OKAY, and all those things could exist in THE SAME WOMAN. Women shouldn’t be valued because we are strong, or kick-ass, but because we are people. So don’t focus on writing characters who are strong. Write characters who are people.
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Best Kept Secret - Raw and unbetaed in detail. This site won’t let me link there but it is bestkeptsecretmsd (dot) wordpress (dot) come
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Big big thank you to everyone who read, reviewed, faved and followed me and/or my stories! I hope you enjoy my fictions. Much love and hugs.