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Speak to Me by Lady Lynn reviews
HPSS Slash, Following Fifth Year- Hogwarts is has closed for a year, and Harry is thrown in the attic, locked from the outside world, forbidden to speak. What happens when he forgets he has a voice? When school starts up again, who's going to teach him to speak
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 35,867 - Reviews: 554 - Favs: 525 - Follows: 659 - Updated: 5/5 - Published: 12/8/2003 - Harry P., Severus S.
Broken Mind, Fractured Soul by SensiblyTainted reviews
What if there was a darker truth hidden in Harry's story? Summer before third year, Harry begins to question his memory blanks. What happens when he finds himself before Snape for help? includes mentor Severus, MPD, child abuse, protective Remus
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 54 - Words: 398,081 - Reviews: 3929 - Favs: 4,333 - Follows: 1,383 - Updated: 5/11/2015 - Published: 8/11/2005 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
The Mistake by relative1983 reviews
Ten years ago, Dumbledore left young Harry at his relatives. Now, ten years later, he cannot be found. Severus is sent to investigate. What shall he find? Warning, childabuse! UP FOR ADOPTION!Finally decided to let this story go. Please PM if you wish to adopt.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 17,600 - Reviews: 404 - Favs: 383 - Follows: 510 - Updated: 9/4/2014 - Published: 7/1/2004 - Harry P., Severus S.
A Walk Into Hell by Sabrith Alastar reviews
Harry spends the summer working in a Goth clothing store with a mysterious blonde girl who shows him what its like to be himself without fear of what others will say -slash- Shes baaaaaaaaack
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 22,163 - Reviews: 509 - Favs: 290 - Follows: 231 - Updated: 1/22/2014 - Published: 5/27/2004 - Harry P., Draco M.
Had I Known by kayly silverstorm reviews
After killing Voldemort during seventh year, Harry vanished without a trace. But now, 8 years later, a deadly secret forces him to return and it seems that only Snape will be able to save him. SSHP, no slash
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 50 - Words: 167,745 - Reviews: 4614 - Favs: 4,102 - Follows: 3,335 - Updated: 9/12/2013 - Published: 8/21/2005 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Changing Hearts by ncis slythindor reviews
AU - Harry Potter is eight and living with his muggle family and they are beating him. Some one from the wizarding world must rescue and raise him. Contians hints of non con and severe abuse. DO NOT read if that subjsect matter offends you.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 5,163 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 77 - Updated: 7/19/2011 - Published: 3/16/2005 - Harry P., Severus S.
Darker Shades of Grey by forgottenveritas reviews
Dark Harry is losing control. Will he accept the darkness within? bah I suck at summarys. Just read it and review!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 9,737 - Reviews: 203 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 153 - Updated: 10/12/2007 - Published: 12/3/2004 - Severus S., Harry P.
Skin Deep by Vingilot reviews
Harry and his friends create a new type of magic embodied in Harry’s tattoos to keep him protected from his uncle. When the new magic works Harry is removed to Hogwarts where Dumbledore finally tells him the truth. Severitus. Written PreHBP HarryBill
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 72 - Words: 231,238 - Reviews: 3032 - Favs: 3,368 - Follows: 2,000 - Updated: 7/27/2007 - Published: 8/5/2005 - Harry P., Severus S.
Jachyra by celtic7irish reviews
HPSS. COMPLETE! Third story in the trilogy. Rated M to be safe. MPreg which you knew if you read the first two parts, angst, and fluff, all in one. Enjoy!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 29 - Words: 76,768 - Reviews: 117 - Favs: 336 - Follows: 119 - Updated: 10/16/2006 - Published: 11/10/2005 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Realizations by BloodRedEnd reviews
Things only get worse for Harry as summer begins. Abused by his relatives, he is saved by an unlikely person, and finds out something that could change his life forever. Severitus fic.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 31 - Words: 62,344 - Reviews: 891 - Favs: 1,211 - Follows: 385 - Updated: 7/18/2006 - Published: 5/28/2004 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Protect Me From What I Want by melancholy-angel reviews
Harry's summer is filled with drugs sex and exploration. how will he fit back into the routine life at hogwarts and what happens when a blonde headed slytherin notices the change in him?
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 34,633 - Reviews: 235 - Favs: 129 - Follows: 113 - Updated: 3/11/2006 - Published: 2/4/2005 - Gregory G., Draco M.
It's all my fault! by Kirsti-Lee reviews
Another angsty HarrySnape hurt comfort story. Most likely slash. Read at your own risk.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,694 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 1/4/2006 - Published: 5/5/2005 - Severus S., Harry P.
Escapology by Molvanian Queen-In-Exile reviews
R! Slash & Mpreg! Severus is forced to house Harry at Christmas, but things get much more complicated...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 15 - Words: 69,896 - Reviews: 331 - Favs: 643 - Follows: 176 - Updated: 12/16/2005 - Published: 12/15/2004 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Release by lightvails reviews
Harry is depressed after Ootp and doesn't no how to deal with the death of Sirius.He decides to do the only thing that will make things better,but someone gets in the way of his plans. I do not own Harry Potter
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,718 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 11/12/2005 - Published: 10/23/2005 - Harry P., Severus S.
Plan of Action by natangel reviews
Another Severus mentors Harry fic. But with some interesting differences. Not Slash. Join Harry as he tries to get his life back after the events in OOTP.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,535 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 10/6/2005 - Published: 4/16/2005 - Harry P., Severus S.
Falling Abyss by LabRats89 reviews
Harry casually begins to fall into a deep and dark depression from the fact that everyone who mattered in his life has been murdered. Will his friends be able to help him before he committs a serious and selfish act? Please R&R! Rated M for adult situa
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,460 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 8/22/2005 - Published: 8/17/2005 - Harry P.
Blood by Tortured Chaos reviews
AU.. Harry ran away from the Dursleys and joined a street gang...Dumbledore finds that he isnt the golden boy they expected once they find him... BellaHarry eventually... Dark Slytherin Harry... R&R i love other peoples ideas...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,946 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 8/16/2005 - Published: 8/14/2005 - Harry P.
Terrible Lie by GypsyCoyote reviews
Harry is not the Gryfindor Golden Boy any longer. Sarcastic!Harry, Nice!Slytherins, Mean!Gryfindors. Self injury and other dark themes
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 5,775 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 105 - Updated: 8/10/2005 - Published: 8/6/2005 - Harry P., Draco M.
No One Knows by Wellington reviews
Something weird is going on with Harry Potter and Severus Snape is going to figure what it is. This story contains child abuse, depression, and suicidal tendencies. Will eventually be slash.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 52,604 - Reviews: 1070 - Favs: 772 - Follows: 770 - Updated: 8/8/2005 - Published: 1/8/2004 - Severus S., Harry P.
Running Away From Myself by Kelliekins reviews
How much is too much? 'He felt the last of his energy leave him as his arms give way from the slight pressure of his thin frame being placed upon them, and he fell, broken, to the cold stone floor' ReDone! Features suicidal Harry...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,718 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/31/2005 - Harry P.
HARRY'S WILD NIGHT by Morgan Dumouriez reviews
Harry Potter gets loaded on cheap booze, does five different types of drugs, engages in sexual activities, and then defeats Voldemort. All in one night. (Fairly realistic)
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Humor/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,768 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 8 - Published: 5/25/2005 - Harry P.
Scarlet Pain by Ashe Crow reviews
Ch.110 EDITED more soonHPSS Slash: A spell in the dark and Harry has the most hellish summer at home yet. Can Severus find out the truth before Harry falls into despair? Explained OOCness MM, NC, HC
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 16,700 - Reviews: 138 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 84 - Updated: 4/25/2005 - Published: 3/10/2005 - Severus S., Harry P.
Have Mercy On Your Soul by avadakedavra14 reviews
Harry is having horrible summer. Who will save him from his uncle? A man in black. Warnings: abuse, rape nondescript, eventual slash ON HOLD for now...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,421 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 91 - Updated: 4/4/2005 - Published: 4/1/2005 - Harry P., Severus S.
Untitled by Untitled-Soul reviews
Harry has been cutting himself. What will happen when he get's caught? Will someone be there to save him before he goes too far?
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,334 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 3/27/2005 - Published: 11/29/2004 - Harry P., Severus S.
In This Space Where I Can Breathe by corporealdreams reviews
COMPLETE - Harry can't breathe. HPSS slash. Warnings: mentions of rape, suicidal attempts of the extremely graphic nature.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 22,821 - Reviews: 90 - Favs: 183 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 3/4/2005 - Published: 2/5/2005 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Silence in the Crowd by Chocolate Teddy Bear reviews
Rating for Language and self-harm. Dark!Harry. Evil!Ron. Harry has been secluded all Summer, no-one knows what brought around such sudden changes in him. Who will save him from Death? HD
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,846 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 13 - Published: 1/29/2005 - Harry P., Draco M.
Rifts by Nemati reviews
To Harry the three months of muggle school are a refuge from everything, even the Gryffs. He is finally free to be a normal teenager and he flees from his horrific memories in his artwork, and his new Slyth roomies. DARK. Abuse, rape, cutting and slash.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 5 - Words: 19,941 - Reviews: 281 - Favs: 163 - Follows: 156 - Updated: 3/10/2004 - Published: 1/27/2004 - Harry P., Draco M.
Harry Potter And The Onset Of Darkness by zdanz reviews
Harry and friends are back for another year at Hogwarts! Takes place right after OotP . THis story involves Harry acting slightly out of character, THis summer Harry seems happy but he is really only burying his grief in drugs and alcohol. pg13 someR
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,390 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 1/31/2004 - Published: 7/5/2003 - Harry P.
Things Change by evil-turd reviews
AU written pre-OotP, Harry's going into his last year at Hogwarts. Makes some new friends over the summer, look for low hanging slash. Harrys got a new look and attitude.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,388 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 1/14/2004 - Published: 1/10/2004 - Harry P., Draco M.
Small Incision by Bastet H Meresger reviews
HPSS DMBZ mild DMHP. Set right after Harry's 5th year. Harry is depressed over the death of Sirius and begins to cause himself physical pain to take the edge off of the emotional pain. Harry and Draco to begin with, and eventually major Harry and Severus
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,885 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 11/16/2003 - Published: 11/15/2003 - Harry P., Severus S.
Tomorrow Is Another Day, Unfortunately by cecilia potter reviews
It is the summer after Harry's 5th year, and he has begun to drastically change. Can anyone help him? Rated R for some language, self-mutilation, and suicide themes. RR!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,532 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 6 - Published: 8/23/2003 - Harry P., Hermione G.
Secret Lives, Secret Intentions by snapescookiejar reviews
An alcoholic Severus Snape is forced to tutor a depressed Harry Potter.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,118 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 9 - Published: 8/22/2003 - Harry P., Severus S.
L' Estate di Suicidio by Clynn reviews
*Attempted Suicide* Harry is sinking deeper and deeper into depression. When Dumbledore's kindness can't even reach him, what chance does Snape have? Chapter 25 is finally up!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 25 - Words: 49,454 - Reviews: 435 - Favs: 182 - Follows: 83 - Updated: 6/14/2003 - Published: 2/26/2002 - Harry P., Severus S.
When Help is Needed by Blue Sage reviews
Harry is depressed and tries to escape in cutting. Then he finds out a secret one day that will change his entire life. Sucidal/Depressed Harry.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,811 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 9/28/2002 - Published: 9/27/2002 - Harry P., Harry P.