Nickname: Silence

Years Writing: 18

Current Fandoms: Supernatural, Avengers, Justice League/Young Justice, Hawaii 5-0, Sherlock, Star Trek (2009) and TOS, Inception, Transformers, NCIS and NCIS:LA

Current Writing: Supernatural

Original Works: None posted/published. Hopefully one day.

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Bio: Uh...what to say, what to say. I am in my thirties, female, and work at a VFX studio in the PNW. I'm just your friendly neighborhood techie by day, writer by night (and lunch hour). Standard disposition is a pretty bubbly, happy-go-lucky soul with bouts of pure fangirling, mixed with periodic turns toward a neurotic, semi-depressed, OCD mess of creative chaos (but oh so very organized).

Writer: I love writing, and spend a lot of my free time doing it. It's my happy place, for sure. But even more than writing, I love planning out stories. I love flushing them out, making complex and often cyclical plots. I love analyzing characters and recreating them as accurately as possible in my stories. I spend hours just thinking about them and plots and dialogue. It's a good thing I have a dog, because now I look less crazy just wandering the neighborhood muttering to myself at all hours of the night.

Dog: I have a Staffordshire American Terrior/ChowChow mix named Kodak, illustrated beautifully in my profile pic, drawn by a friend of mine :) He is the love of my life and mah big giant baby boy. I'm not exaggerating. Giant. Friggin. Baby. People cross to the other side of the street to avoid my little #pibble, but you will never meet a bigger baby. He wouldn't just not hurt a fly; he's literally scared of them. Like, won't sleep, tail tucked, crying-until-I-let-him-into-bed-and-under-the-covers level petrified. Of flies.

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Current Works (IPs)

The Road So Far (This Time Around

My beast of an undertaking. It's nowhere near done, but I've estimated a rough 100,000,000 words as we rewrite the first five seasons of the show in an epic timeline AU. With this monster of a story, I'm striving to keep the characters in character despite a never ending slew of timeline changes, misteps, slip-ups, and mistakes. The Apocalypse roars right on ahead as Dean desperately tries everything he can to stop it without altering the timeline to the point of unpredictability. And fails. Mostly he fails. A lot. We get to see old faces, like Bobby, Jo and Ellen, Gabriel, and Adam while throwing in familiar faces who just can't stay out of the Winchester's lives, like Jody, Nickifer, and Charlie. It's a crazy, chaotic, beautiful mess of then and now, with the apocalypse all over again, all the same angst with all new jokes, and Dean swearing like a sailor. It'll probably be the death of me. Slash, T rating.

Progress: 1/3 complete.

Completion Timeline: rough guess, 2017-2025

CURRENT UPDATE STATUS: On Sundays, every two weeks

UPDATE 09/01/23 - Hi everybody! I'm alive!! (And also haven't given up on this story!). I owe you guys a heck of a story considering I fell off the face of the earth for six months. So, the first review asking for a profile update came five months ago, and I thought, "yes! That's a great idea. I should update my profile. I will absolutely do that. Tomorrow."

And that went on for five months . I am so sorry for that! I definitely link updating-my-profile with not-updating-the-story, and not-updating-the-story with failure/letting you all down. Which I know, not true. You all have been nothing but supportive of the breaks I have had to take during this story, especially before COVID, and then very much with the last couple years of general upsidedown-ness that was COVID, COVID fallout and then COVID recovery.

Long story short (too late) you all have been super understanding, yet I still have some guilt-driven hold up in my mind about providing a profile update instead of a story update

So, sorry about that, and also: profile update!

Two weeks after I posted the last chapter and said I needed to take a break to write

..my landlord served me an eviction notice . He wanted to move his daughter into my unit. He did have to pay me a very nice relocation fee to do that, but ugh. Renter shopping always sucks, but add to it LA and a 60 day deadline? FML, April and May sucked. Aaanyhoo, I did find myself a new place, but moving was hell! Fun fact: all of my moves leading up to this one have been from a college mindset (I am broke and own nothing) to a expat mindset (I will eventually leave this country and return home, so only buy what you're willing to move). When I moved to LA, both of those mindsets ended. And it was COVID, and retail therapy is a thing for me . Which means, between those two realizations, I became a friggin hoarder, y'all! This move was SO PAINFUL. I was used to not-really-an-adult-yet moving. I LIED to myself and thought, "how much more stuff can it possibly be?"

Anyway! I finally, in the last month, got my house feeling livable. In the meantime, work imploded, I lost all my routines (which kept the depression at bay) aaaaand I fell into a depression without actually realizing that was what was happening.

Good news? I am starting to pull out of it! Guys, guys, guys, I'm WRITING. LIKE, A LOT. I'm only three chapters in, but they're friggin long ass chapters (because of course they are -_-) and all I wanna do is write right now. I make no promises of 'being back' but it's totally what it feels like!!!

No formal commitment to when I will start posting. I would like to get a couple more chapters written. I am on a road trip with my mother for the next two weeks (which will either go fabulously or we'll murder each other) in which I'm hoping to get some writing done...but it's a bit hard to say.

Hopefully I'll get some progress over the next month and feel good enough to start posting come fall. Either way, thought, please be reassured that despite the lengthy wait, I do have new chapters in the works and this story will resume!

Cheers,

Silence

Cohabitation

A little plot-bunny that struck me recently. Of all the time Cas's been dying, sometimes trapped in his vessel, it occured to me no one's ever tried to get him out of that thing. I mean...well, obviously because we'd lose Misha as a cast member, which is so not acceptable. But what would happen if the only choice our boys could make to save their angel, was to say yes to him? Dean makes the sacrificial play, and now the two have to learn to live together, quite literally. No slash.

Progress: 5/8 complete

Completion Timeline: Likely will never fully be complete. After five chapters of solid plot, it will turn into a collection of oneshots of life in that world.

CURRENT UPDATE STATUS: Temporarily stalled, as I only write this one when it hits me, and TRSF(TTA) is my primary focus.

Cadence

Another dastardly blot bunny where my Muse decided to pose the question of: What would the world be like if Cas had died trying to rescue Dean from Hell, but managed to hand his soul off to Balthazar, of all angels? The answer? A lot of bickering. So, so, so very much bickering (that's not a completely sentence...)

Progress: 7/8 complete

Completion Timeline: Theoretically there's only one chapter left...except for the fact that the Muse keeps going, "Yeah, but what if..." which means it could be five more chapters -_- We'll see, next time I get around to writing it.

CURRENT UPDATE STATUS: Temporarily stalled because I am unable to write two stories at once, apparently.

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Questions? Curiosities? I love questions. I love chatter. Send both my way! Wanna talk stories? Oh, be still my beating heart, please do.