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Joined 03-03-17, id: 8881517, Profile Updated: 03-03-17
Author has written 9 stories for House, M.D., Mentalist, Once Upon a Time, If/Then, Chess, Misc. Books, and Dear Evan Hansen.

~ 19 ~ bio major, music minor ~ books are better than people ~ running on coffee ~ pumped for med school, dreading the application process ~ probably somewhere studying or running ~

House, MD * Castle * The Mentalist * Harry Potter * Bones * Broadway * Once Upon A Time *

- and there were always those nights when she preferred the rain over people. because the rain would remind her of how she was supposed to feel and people would remind her of the things she always wanted to forget -

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Coffee shop windows by Ironicallycanon reviews
Dear Evan Hansen Coffee shop/Poetry AU "Evan!" Connor called, already starting on the next order. He turned to grab something off the ordering counter and froze. His first thought was that the boy grabbing the mug had the prettiest eyes Connor had ever seen.
Dear Evan Hansen - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 6,991 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 9/29/2018 - Published: 11/18/2017 - Alana B., Connor M., Evan H., Jared K.
What a drug (A House MD fanfiction) by SpecialPotassium97 reviews
House is bored, and scotch and Vicodin go oh so well together. Wilson finds the results. Attempted suicide fanfic, warnings for swearing and triggers of suicide. Hope you enjoy!
House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,052 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 9/28/2018 - Published: 3/25/2015 - G. House, L. Cuddy, J. Wilson
Save the Last Dance by SKRowling reviews
Regina's future as a ballerina, changes because of the sudden death of her mother. Now back with her father, who left her behind. A new school, a new life and a new love. SwanQueen through and through. Disclaimer: I do not own OUAT or any of the characters. Loosely based on "Save The Last Dance"
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 18 - Words: 35,035 - Reviews: 103 - Favs: 156 - Follows: 245 - Updated: 3/22/2018 - Published: 5/31/2015 - [Regina M./The Evil Queen, Emma S.] - Complete
Chromaticity by The Forgotten Nobody reviews
In a world where you see in colour when you touch your soulmate, Connor Murphy pushes Evan Hansen.
Dear Evan Hansen - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 74,188 - Reviews: 115 - Favs: 283 - Follows: 199 - Updated: 12/23/2017 - Published: 6/6/2017 - Evan H., Connor M. - Complete
Abasement with Heavy Hearts by fxns reviews
What if Connor hadn't freaked when he found Evan's letter? TRIGGER WARNINGS Evan x Connor Slower updates
Dear Evan Hansen - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 24 - Words: 26,142 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 120 - Follows: 99 - Updated: 11/5/2017 - Published: 6/19/2017 - Evan H., Connor M., Heidi H., Jared K.
Absence by Iane Casey reviews
Cuddy gets drunk after her miscarriage and calls House. What's meant to be a time of comfort goes downhill when she starts ranting. Angst and drama ensues. On impulse, she fires him, asks him to leave and never show his face again. House listens to her.
House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 51 - Words: 201,145 - Reviews: 1065 - Favs: 187 - Follows: 228 - Updated: 9/23/2017 - Published: 9/14/2009 - L. Cuddy, G. House
For Forever by UltimateDrarryQueen reviews
Have you ever wondered what would have happened if Connor had just given the damn letter back? Well, now you can find out. Rated M for (trigger warning) mention of suicide and self harm.
Dear Evan Hansen - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,720 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 7/27/2017 - Published: 7/25/2017 - Evan H., Zoe M., Connor M.
Dear Connor Murphy by KewlKidBoi reviews
AU where Connor Murphy finds Evan after he jumps out of an oak tree. Connor's life changes as everyone mistakes him as Evan's friend.
Dear Evan Hansen - Rated: M - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,007 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 46 - Published: 6/24/2017
Dear Evan Hansen One Shots by fxns reviews
One Shots about the characters from Dear Evan Hansen. Mostly Evan or Evan and Connor. All will be angsty and possibly involve suicide, self harm, or drugs. I haven't seen the musical, only read fanfiction and summaries, listened to the music. Enjoy these shorts. I apologize for when things are OOC.
Dear Evan Hansen - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,244 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 10 - Published: 6/18/2017 - Evan H., Connor M., Heidi H., Jared K.
A Sorry Excuse by SkullOfRoses reviews
They were both a mess.
Dear Evan Hansen - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,282 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 5/24/2017 - Published: 5/21/2017 - Connor M., OC
The Wonder of Purple Summer by RevolutionaryWarlock reviews
They were together, and that was the most important part. Because they had always been alone. But now that Connor had found Evan, and Evan had found Connor, that was all behind them. TW: suicide
Dear Evan Hansen - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,481 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 5/12/2017 - Published: 2/24/2017 - [Connor M., Evan H.] Zoe M., Heidi H. - Complete
Safe by honeyseed reviews
Evan saves Connor from attempting suicide, becoming Connor's only safe space.
Dear Evan Hansen - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 696 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 25 - Published: 4/22/2017
Crazy, Beautiful, You by xxwickedapplexx reviews
Complete AU. Emma Swan is an elementary school teacher. Regina Mills is a pastry chef. I'm not good at summaries...there is fluff, sex, and some drama...check it out?
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 49 - Words: 62,428 - Reviews: 112 - Favs: 113 - Follows: 102 - Updated: 4/3/2017 - Published: 2/26/2017 - Emma S., Regina M./The Evil Queen - Complete
The Bunhead in the Toy shop by addison223 reviews
Emma is a battered ballerina with a three year old son. Regina is a lonely toy shop owner in need of company. Will these women find solace in one another? How about love?
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,527 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 93 - Updated: 12/12/2015 - Published: 8/8/2014 - Emma S., Regina M./The Evil Queen
The Last Good Day by claireeleven reviews
Thirteen's "good" days are getting few and far between. Adams is all she has now. Until a dead man rings their doorbell, ready to keep his promise. Trigger warning: Death
House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,073 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/11/2015 - [Thirteen/R. Hadley, J. Adams] G. House - Complete
Skirting Around It by captainofswans reviews
Emma Swan was well on her way to becoming a Prima Ballerina. She'd been used to being alone, being the best, being without love in her life-so devoting all of her time to dance was easy. Well, until a man by the name of Killian Jones entered her life and changed everything-perhaps for the better. (CS Ballerina AU)
Once Upon a Time - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,471 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 25 - Published: 1/7/2015 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook
Knowing by Zebrastreifen reviews
Bruised, beaten and crying, Allison is standing in front of House's apartment, hoping that this time she'd finally have the courage to ring the doorbell... *Trigger warning for domestic violence!*
House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,800 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 1/26/2014 - Published: 10/13/2013 - A. Cameron, L. Cuddy
Deep in the Darkness by Laurenhd08
Looking back now she couldn't help but feel that she hadn't even been in the vicinity of damaged, hell she hadn't even known the definition. Trigger warnings for abuse, self-harm, depression, drugs, and rape. I do not own house or it's characters. Eventually Cadley, don't like, don't read.
House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 876 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 15 - Published: 2/3/2013 - A. Cameron, Thirteen/R. Hadley
The Skinny Ballerina in the Biology Lab by Italian Sea Raven reviews
Dr. Brenann gets a new grad student; a genius 12 year old, finishing up her doctorate. She's a great help to Bones in a tricky case involving anorexia, man eating goldfish and a missing body.
Bones - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 667 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 6 - Published: 2/12/2012 - T. Brennan, S. Booth
Secret Scars by sashsweetie reviews
She can't help but care for those who are hurting, and I am hurting. Cameron discovers a secret about Thirteen and mutual fascination brings them together. Camteen. warning: Potentially triggering. Graphic.
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 10,174 - Reviews: 76 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 63 - Updated: 7/25/2009 - Published: 5/13/2009 - Thirteen/R. Hadley, A. Cameron
The Past Will Catch You Up As You Run Faster by fromawhispertoascream reviews
Cameron did cheat on her dying husband with his best friend. That's past, but when something triggers her in the present everything gets to the surface again. Warnings: Graphic description of selfharm.
House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 4,416 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 9/26/2007 - Published: 8/31/2007 - A. Cameron
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slow, slow, quick, quick reviews
Evan takes a chance with ballroom dancing. It's a complete train wreck, until he crashes into a long haired stranger in the hallway... TreeBros dance AU
Dear Evan Hansen - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 935 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 11 - Published: 9/29/2017 - Evan H., Connor M.
Second-hand Sorrows reviews
A shitty one shot I'll probably rewrite later about Zoe finding Connor TW: mentions of suicide
Dear Evan Hansen - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,303 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 9/25/2017 - Published: 5/31/2017 - Zoe M.
Gone reviews
What happened before Chess? And what happened after? Story following Florence Vassy as she enters the world of competitive chess through events after Anatoly's return to the Soviet Union. Rated T for domestic violence and mature-ish content
Chess - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 41 - Words: 27,119 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 9/19/2017 - Published: 4/16/2017 - Anatoly S., Freddie T., Florence V.
when it all feels so big reviews
Evan's flash backs to the day he let go Trigger warning: suicide attempt
Dear Evan Hansen - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 524 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/10/2017 - Evan H., Heidi H.
Drabbles
Short pieces I've written that don't really fit anywhere else. Usually one shots built off a phrase that got stuck in my head. Who knows what all will end up here.
Misc. Books - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,089 - Updated: 4/27/2017 - Published: 4/21/2017
walking away
Beth's perspective/thoughts Standing there and knowing/ The world will never seem so lonely/ As when you're walking by a wedding/ And waiting/ And watching/ Then walking, walking away
If/Then - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 658 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/9/2017
Give Him His Best Chance reviews
A one shot of Emma giving birth to Henry, focusing on her emotions. Rated T because it's birth?
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 986 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/21/2017 - Emma S.
Abuse? reviews
AU: Justification of abuse in the thoughts of a nineteen year old Teresa Lisbon. AU: her mom didn't die, and their relationship was a bit complicated. Not explicitly about Lisbon, but in my mind it fits into who we see she grows into. Poss. trigger warning. A brief outlet for my thoughts on a couple subjects. *THIS IS AU PLEASE DON'T HATE ME*
Mentalist - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 451 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/11/2017 - Teresa L.
Twenty One reviews
It's amazing all that can happen in a year
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 432 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/4/2017 - A. Cameron