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Joined 03-18-17, id: 8945298, Profile Updated: 03-11-18
Author has written 21 stories for Grey's Anatomy.

Twenty, Indian, obsessive reader and hopeful writer. I love Grey's, even if Shonda has turned it into a graveyard. I mostly write fics to see my favorite characters get the endings they deserved (you know, instead of DYING) and also because writing is my stress buster. So go ahead and send me prompts - I'm open to any pairing, but Addek, Maddison and MerDer are my crack.

Also, I love hearing feedback from you guys. Just saying.

Updates will be infrequent for a while. Please don't stop reading, though!

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The Climbing Way by winter machine reviews
In the wake of Derek's Christmas Eve confession, he and Addison are forced to start working through their differences for a common goal: her survival. Set in Season 2, AU after 2x12. Reanimated in 2017. Updated June 2018.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 32 - Words: 282,998 - Reviews: 642 - Favs: 107 - Follows: 130 - Updated: 6/25 - Published: 7/27/2011 - Addison M., Derek S.
Flaws In Science by recycled-stars reviews
An AU version of Season 3, featuring a slightly introspective Mark trying to figure out when exactly, in going from A to B, life became such a melodramatic mess. And an attempt to reach a resolution with Derek and Addison.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 74,749 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 10/3/2011 - Published: 1/20/2007 - Mark S., Addison M. - Complete
A Three Legged Workhorse by Xyliette reviews
Set in late Season 2, various points in time wherein Derek and Addison think that their marriage may just be on the road to reconciliation. Derek/Addison.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 12,061 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 9/5/2010 - Published: 9/16/2009 - Derek S., Addison M.
The Clockwise Witness by Xyliette reviews
Trust versus love. Plainly, an attempted reconciliation set in Season 5. Derek/Addison.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 21,079 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 4/6/2009 - Published: 1/6/2009 - Derek S., Addison M. - Complete
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How The Light Gets In reviews
Late season two Addek - spending a little more time with each other might have saved their marriage. What happens when they take the advice?
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 772 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 8 - Published: 7/24 - [Addison M., Derek S.]
And We All Fall Down reviews
Set in late season 2, featuring the Seattle Grace surgeons -attendings and interns both. One patient, a mysterious death. What happens when accusations are made? Do they stand together, or turn on each other to save themselves? And whose fault was it, really?
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 13 - Words: 31,216 - Reviews: 149 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 7/20 - Published: 3/25 - [Addison M., Derek S.] Richard W.
Everywhere You Go Now reviews
New York, preseries(yes,I know it's 2017), immediately after the night of the affair. I'll put up a better summary when it won't be a spoiler. Addek with some Maddison, like it always is.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 14 - Words: 26,766 - Reviews: 134 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 6/30 - Published: 8/31/2017 - [Addison M., Derek S.] Mark S.
Twice reviews
Post Jen Harmon's death in An Honest Mistake. What if no one could get Derek out of the woods - except someone who knows him well enough to get to the root of his pain? Addek endgame, plenty of backstory, angsty and painful but ultimately worth it. NOT MERDER.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 19 - Words: 41,260 - Reviews: 206 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 6/12 - Published: 10/1/2017 - [Addison M., Derek S.]
One Way Or Another reviews
Picking up the morning after If/Then; follows the characters as they pick up their lives after the revelations in that episode. MerDer. Maddison.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 6 - Words: 16,199 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 5/31 - Published: 11/3/2017 - [Derek S., Meredith G.]
Oh, The Places We'll Go reviews
"I love your children." Cristina said to Meredith. What if she had to step up and make good on her promise as godmother? Featuring the adventures of of Zola, Bailey, and their Aunt Cristina.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,535 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 5/22 - Published: 5/16 - Cristina Y., Meredith G., Zola S., Bailey S.
There Is Joy Not Far From Here reviews
Derek says the goodbye we never saw. Set in the hotel, sometime between the divorce and Addison leaving for LA.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,672 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/13 - [Addison M., Derek S.] - Complete
Empire State of Lost Minds reviews
Set after 8.02. Addison,Derek,Meredith,multiple Shepherds and other characters. Secrets from seven years ago,revelations,realisations , regret and drama in general. I swear I'll put up a better summary when it won't be a spoiler.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 19 - Words: 47,621 - Reviews: 206 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 65 - Updated: 5/11 - Published: 6/17/2017 - [Derek S., Meredith G.] [Addison M., Mark S.]
Tis Our Season reviews
Picking up after 2 12, where Derek tells Addison it wasn't a fling...but he isn't leaving her. What if they decided to go celebrate their season with the whole family? Backstory, fluff , some family arguments, and a whole lot of Addek.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,112 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 3/23 - Published: 12/10/2017 - [Addison M., Derek S.]
Back At You reviews
"It was pedestrian, so dirty and common." in reverse. Addek,someMerDer,hints of Maddison.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 26,525 - Reviews: 172 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 3/20 - Published: 7/7/2017 - Addison M., Derek S.
All We Are reviews
Sequel to What We Could Have Been, featuring the Shepherds, and the rest of the Seattle crew. Angst, fluff, and all the stuff in between. Open to requests and suggestions!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 9 - Words: 22,104 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 3/9 - Published: 9/27/2017 - [Addison M., Derek S.] Mark S.
Dare, Devil reviews
Amelia's journey post the ending of 14.03. Omelia. Featuring the Seattle Sisters, Shepherd backstory, Derek mentions, people from the past and the struggle of the present.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,897 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 11/5/2017 - Published: 10/6/2017 - Amelia S.
Nothing Like You reviews
What if Arizona needed a little familiar comfort after she got ghosted? Picking up the night of 14 2, featuring Arizona, Callie, their lives more entangled than they ever thought possible, and results no one ever imagined. EVENTUAL CALZONA ENDGAME.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,035 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 112 - Updated: 10/27/2017 - Published: 10/1/2017 - [Arizona R., Callie T.] Sofia R.S.T.
What We Could Have Been reviews
A reimagining of what happened after Losing My Religion ,wishful thinking and eventual Addek endgame. If Derek had walked away from Meredith , if Addison had stayed. Slightly AU. Humor, fluff, romance along with the heartbreak that goes along with it. Complete. SEQUEL UP.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 47 - Words: 122,693 - Reviews: 341 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 9/24/2017 - Published: 3/18/2017 - [Addison M., Derek S.] Callie T., Mark S. - Complete
Paint Me Pretty Pictures reviews
Meredith, Alex, an alternative way to cope with Season Two. Dark, twisty, adult, depressing. MerAlex.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,780 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/13/2017 - [Alex K., Meredith G.] - Complete
Worth The Wait reviews
Sixty day sex bet, fulfilled. That's all I'm going to say. Pure Maddison. If you like it,I'll continue.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 9,528 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 8/5/2017 - Published: 5/30/2017 - [Addison M., Mark S.]
You Think You Have Forever reviews
My first ever Meredith fic. Slightly dark, mostly twisted, just like our heroine.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,798 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/4/2017 - [Derek S., Meredith G.] - Complete
Lady Lazarus reviews
A little look at Addison's life, loosely based on 'Lady Lazarus' by Sylvia Plath. Mentions of suicide, sexual assault and depression.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,028 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/29/2017 - Complete
Absolution reviews
Addison deciding to tell Derek about the affair, in a world where he doesn't walk in on her and Mark. Based on winter machine's prompt.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,298 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 6/29/2017 - Published: 6/27/2017 - Addison M., Derek S., Mark S. - Complete
The End of The World reviews
Set in episode 2.16 by the same name. Something that could easily have happened, and left Derek with an impossible choice to make. Warning:Character Death. *Surprise Epilogue up!*
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 16,956 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 6/13/2017 - Published: 5/15/2017 - Addison M., Derek S. - Complete
These Are The Ones I Keep reviews
One shots and drabbles; pre-show, New York and other memories, mostly Addek, Maddison, MerDer, but also various other characters.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 21,476 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 5/16/2017 - Published: 4/24/2017 - Addison M., Derek S., Mark S.