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Author has written 31 stories for Lost, Friends, 24, Grey's Anatomy, Castle, and NCIS: Los Angeles.

I've always loved to write. I enjoy getting to know the characters enough that they lead the story and I follow behind writing it.

After a lengthy break from writing, I got back into it a couple years ago writing NCIS: LA fanfiction. I love the depth of the characters. I was drawn most to Kensi and Deeks, but not to their relationship, as many may guess from my stories, but to their partnership. These are two well developed characters with flaws and pasts, but who were able to come together and build trust and friendship together. And I love that we got to see them from the beginning, and saw the struggle they went through to become partners and build trust together.

I'm currently focusing most of my writing time on a long-term project called A Different Love Story. I've also put out a few oneshots. Overall, I'm overwhelmed with the response from this supportive community.

To every reader to ever read any and all of my Grey's Anatomy stories:

It was always my intention to finish Here We Are (HWA). This storyline unfortunately got pushed to the side when I was working to finish WYB. I've appreciated every PM and review over the last several years showing continued interest in this story. I spent a great deal of time making my way through What I'm Here For (WIHF) and Still Here (SH) to remind myself of the story, nuances and inside jokes that ruled this 'universe.' Unfortunately, as has happened before, the death of one of main characters I was writing about has stopped me in my tracks. More than half of the main characters included so much in this story are gone, most having died. I struggled to continue writing the characters after each death, but Derek was maybe too much. I gave it some time, but I've not been able to move this story line forward at all and have not been part of the GA's ff community in years. I'm so very sorry to everyone who has read, reviewed/PM'd support for this whole storyline, but at this time I just don't think I'll ever be able to continue. If anyone out there is interested in continuing HWA, or writing in the WIHF universe, I'd be happy to see it go forward. Let me know and I'll even send you the basic notes I still have for what I had planned for the future (not that you would have to follow it in any way).

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To Love At All by SadieGrace reviews
"To love at all is to be vulnerable..." A collection of mostly unrelated Densi one-shots. Chapter 46: Law and Order. An alternate possibility for starvingstudent's version of Deeks and Kensi in her story by the same title.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 46 - Words: 62,706 - Reviews: 766 - Favs: 197 - Follows: 304 - Updated: 9/22 - Published: 8/30/2014 - [Kensi B., M. Deeks]
All Along The Watchtower by AriaAdagio reviews
Post S6 finale fic, set immediately after Sanctuary/Death And All His Friends. MerDer. Following the shooting, Derek struggles to recover from his wounds, both physical and spiritual. [WIP]
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 67 - Words: 760,836 - Reviews: 1384 - Favs: 295 - Follows: 297 - Updated: 9/26/2015 - Published: 6/3/2010 - [Derek S., Meredith G.]
Newton's Law by truhekili reviews
Begins about one week after the Season 6 Finale: Alex and Cristina discover the perils of playing with physics. One-shot. Complete. Standard Disclaimer: I do not own these characters and do not profit from this work. Alex/Cristina.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,278 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/7/2010 - Alex K., Cristina Y. - Complete
Beautiful Disaster by M. Pond reviews
Ellis Grey's suicide leaves Meredith alone in a world that she is far too young to understand. Passed from home to home, unwanted, she must struggle to find out just who she is and to attempt to move on from the disaster that is her childhood.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 14,863 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 5/28/2010 - Published: 3/13/2010 - Meredith G.
SMS by skye3 reviews
His wife had become a texting machine. Merder. Oneshot.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 829 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 5 - Published: 10/12/2009 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Love in the Time of Science by Morgen86 reviews
Love. Tragedy. The things we’ve left unsaid. This is their story. Set after episode 5.05. Mer/Der
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 155,278 - Reviews: 435 - Favs: 182 - Follows: 165 - Updated: 9/20/2009 - Published: 10/27/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S.
Want a Dog? by melody's muse reviews
Meredith and Derek get a puppy. Hilarity ensues. Takes place during season 3.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,717 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 7/19/2009 - Published: 7/18/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
More Reasons to Love You by ipacacdoll reviews
Continuation of 'Midnight'.Meredith and Derek are married and in love,but don't know EVERYTHING about each other.The fun is in finding out.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 52,964 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 7/1/2009 - Published: 2/7/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S.
Many the Miles by GreysAddict522 reviews
What if it hadn't started with sex? When MerDer first meet online, the connection is palpable. But when Derek moves to Seattle, will the realities of working together interfere? An alternate look at season 1 and beyond. AU for people that don't like AU.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 107,869 - Reviews: 398 - Favs: 320 - Follows: 172 - Updated: 6/1/2009 - Published: 2/13/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Behind His Blue Eyes by Im Always Sorry in the Morning reviews
A little bit of a different take on 5x18 Stand By Me...Everyone is counting on Meredith to bring him back, but she has to find him first.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 25,454 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 5/27/2009 - Published: 3/24/2009 - Complete
Remember Me as a Time of Day by Morgen86 reviews
Life is a circle. It goes on. Post S5 finale fic. Largely MerDer, but also a bit ensemble-ish in nature compared to my usual MerDer festivals. Some shades of Cris/Owen and Alex/Izzie. Warning: includes character death.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,880 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 13 - Published: 5/16/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
I won't lie by ipacacdoll reviews
Cristina needs Meredith after the talk with Owen the night before. Follows on from 5.21.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,642 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 11 - Published: 5/3/2009 - Cristina Y., Meredith G. - Complete
My Lady's House by Morgen86 reviews
“Her voice came calling to him from out in the hall. Soft and hopeful. The voice of the woman who would be his wife.” Meredith and Derek on their engagement night. A post Elevator Love Letter one shot.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,588 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 126 - Follows: 25 - Published: 4/3/2009 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Here's To Us by ShepherdGirl2113 reviews
The world can fall apart around them, but she said she'd spend the rest of her life with him. They're engaged. Now, there's nothing left to do but to toast to the future. MD. Post 5x19
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,343 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/27/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Details in the Fabric by GraveDancer reviews
A post 5.17 Mer/Der one shot based on spoilers about Mer talking Derek into going back to work.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,958 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 8 - Published: 3/17/2009 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
One Step Back to You by TortieCat86 reviews
Before Rose, there were a hundred steps to go. After Rose, the path to their happy-ever-after seemed endless, but even the most arduous journey begins with one step. Derek and Meredith need to meet in the middle. M/D. Post 4.11. Reviews always adored
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 21 - Words: 182,410 - Reviews: 318 - Favs: 111 - Follows: 133 - Updated: 3/8/2009 - Published: 10/20/2007
Two Points for Honesty by GreysAddict522 reviews
Mer/Der One-Shot. Derek finds out Meredith was in therapy. Post 5.16 An Honest Mistake.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,495 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 9 - Published: 3/8/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Dreamer's Disease by AriaAdagio reviews
Oneshot MerDer, post An Honest Mistake. Meredith discovers the obnoxiously large white teddy bear in Derek's study.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,221 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/7/2009 - [Meredith G., Derek S.] OC - Complete
Diamonds for Tears by AriaAdagio reviews
MerDer, post Before and After two-shot, Meredith learns a little about what Derek needs.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,939 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 3/1/2009 - Published: 2/24/2009 - [Meredith G., Derek S.] - Complete
Porcelain Fists by Morgen86 reviews
Meredith, Derek and tequila. Vanquishing the demons. Or trying to, anyway. A post 5.16 one-shot.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,985 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 13 - Published: 2/24/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
I'll Cover You by skye3 reviews
Pre-5.16 MD oneshot.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,268 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 6 - Published: 2/18/2009 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
They Bring Me to You by TurnMyGriefToGrace reviews
She’s not big on holidays. He knows that. That’s why he didn’t go out and buy bouquets of roses or a teddy bear or anything else that she’d hold against him forever.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,907 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 13 - Published: 2/13/2009 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Easing The Pain by tracyh reviews
Following on from Season 5 episode 13, Meredith and Derek's final scene. What happens next?
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,215 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 1/29/2009 - Published: 1/24/2009 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Midnight by ipacacdoll reviews
Snapshots at midnight. M/D
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 13 - Words: 53,517 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 1/11/2009 - Published: 10/4/2008 - Complete
Auld Lang Syne by GraveDancer reviews
Meredith and Derek ring in the new year...the only way Meredith and Derek know how to do. An MD one shot.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,272 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/3/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
My Dear Acquaintance A Happy New Year by TurnMyGriefToGrace reviews
A MerDer New Year's Eve one shot based after episode 5.10. Enjoy. :
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,422 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/31/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
The Golden Floor by GraveDancer reviews
What if Derek had entered Meredith's life when she got back from Europe, before med school, before Derek was ever married or a famous surgeon? A slightly AU Mer/Der fic.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,333 - Reviews: 113 - Favs: 74 - Follows: 123 - Updated: 12/30/2008 - Published: 11/17/2008 - Derek S., Meredith G.
Blood and Peanut Butter by McSassy37 reviews
Meredith and Derek finally have some time off from the hospital. They plan to spend the day together but when a phone call changes their plans, chaos ensues. MerDer, Meredith centric.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 16 - Words: 56,267 - Reviews: 183 - Favs: 111 - Follows: 95 - Updated: 12/24/2008 - Published: 7/18/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
All That I Want by TurnMyGriefToGrace reviews
A MerDer Christmas one-shot based after 5.10. Talking, progress, holiday fluff. Hopefully a nice holiday fic. Enjoy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,149 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 6 - Published: 12/19/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
One Day Closer To You by GoofyGal2008 reviews
Sequel to "Lost and Found": After nearly seven months of waiting, Derek and Meredith come together to build a healthy, stable relationship and to take steps toward the future they've both been dreaming of. Mer/Der, but includes all major characters.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 23 - Words: 73,348 - Reviews: 406 - Favs: 237 - Follows: 126 - Updated: 11/30/2008 - Published: 6/26/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Twenty Four Seven by comesinwaves reviews
You love her. It was as simple that. You love her with every fibre of your being and every fibre of your soul even if it’s a full time job. But you’re sure as hell determined to spend the rest of your life doing it. Twenty four hours in Derek's life. M/D!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,260 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/30/2008 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
How Far You'd Go by ShepherdGirl2113 reviews
Derek and Meredith realize just how far they'd be willing to go for each other. Post 5.08
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,802 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/14/2008 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Someone Else's Life by TurnMyGriefToGrace reviews
A post 5.05, "There's No "I" in Team" one shot. MerDer progress and learning, told from Meredith's POV. Enjoy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,563 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 5 - Published: 10/26/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Breakthroughs by starclouds reviews
There’s something about breakthroughs that makes things a whole lot different. Sometimes, you surprise people, even yourself. MerDer/character based story. Read and review!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 13,532 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 10/11/2008 - Published: 10/1/2008 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
And Then You by TurnMyGriefToGrace reviews
A MerDer one shot that takes place after the season five premiere, told from Meredith's perspective. I wanted to give her a little hope, since she seems kind of lost and scared right now. Hope you like it. Reviews are appreciated.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,760 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 6 - Published: 9/27/2008 - Complete
Beating My Heart by peach-lover13 reviews
What happens when Meredith wakes up from a nightmare and has a much needed late night discussion with Derek? SPOILERS: Follows directly after Season 4 finale up through first episode of Season 5, Dream a Little Dream of Me. ONE-SHOT
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,332 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/24/2008 - Complete
Picking At The Edges by Leni reviews
Snapshots about and around Meredith and Derek. Prompts from 100moods LJ community.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,079 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 9/6/2008 - Published: 8/17/2008 - Complete
The List by comesinwaves reviews
Derek has a lot of people he never said sorry to. It's time to make a change.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,585 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/28/2008 - Complete
Under the Milky Way by TurnMyGriefToGrace reviews
A post-Freedom one shot. Derek returns to Meredith in their house of candles, written from Meredith's perspective. Just a sweet little one shot. Enjoy.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,775 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/8/2008 - Complete
If by Chicleeblair reviews
Meredith Grey did not grow up with a family. But she could have, in many different ways. Collection of AUs
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,094 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 97 - Follows: 19 - Published: 8/5/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Candles by SilverStarsAndMoons reviews
Mer/Der fic, takes place during the candle house scene in the season finale. One-shot request fic.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,117 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/2/2008 - Complete
Not The End Of The Road by surrendersomething reviews
“You’ve never been here before... it’s only your first time.” Meredith and Derek – how season 4 could’ve played out, from 4.07 onward.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 34,984 - Reviews: 84 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 94 - Updated: 8/2/2008 - Published: 5/4/2008
Victory Dance by tigerlily25 reviews
M/D post S4 Finale - 'You forget that it’s been two hours and you’re freezing and a little annoyed… and that you doubted him for even a minute. It doesn’t fix everything: there’s still a lot you need to say - but for now you just want to bask.'
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,305 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/2/2008 - Complete
Just One Second by tracyh reviews
One moment, one choice, one decision, can have consequences for all the other moments, choices and decisions that follow. They can also have consequences that Meredith and Derek would never expect. A story of how just one second can change a life.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 33 - Words: 125,084 - Reviews: 226 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 86 - Updated: 8/1/2008 - Published: 5/30/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S.
Fade Away by Chicleeblair reviews
A pink-haired girl sitting on the stone steps of a high school finds herself strangely attracted to the surgical intern on a motorcycle sent by her mother to bail her out of the principal's office.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 53,946 - Reviews: 337 - Favs: 183 - Follows: 97 - Updated: 8/1/2008 - Published: 6/19/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S.
Till Death Do Us Part by GraveDancer reviews
An epic AU MerDer fanfic that spans year and years. Cross posted on the GA fanfic board. The name is stoen from Till Death do us Part by Skylar Blue but that's not that important. Completely MD.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 23,122 - Reviews: 202 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 97 - Updated: 7/30/2008 - Published: 6/17/2007
Lightning Strikes Twice by AriaAdagio reviews
MerDer, post Time After Time. Derek takes Meredith to meet his family in Connecticut, but nothing goes as planned. [Lightning Series #1][COMPLETE]
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 58 - Words: 488,337 - Reviews: 1688 - Favs: 640 - Follows: 265 - Updated: 7/18/2008 - Published: 4/29/2007 - [Meredith G., Derek S.] OC - Complete
Still Holding On by Chicleeblair reviews
Meredith and Derek are learning to live their lives together. Alex and Izzie try to understand each either. Lexie is trying to do what no woman has succeeded at yet, understanding George.. Will what they learn help or hinder their relationships? .
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 61,300 - Reviews: 294 - Favs: 105 - Follows: 96 - Updated: 6/30/2008 - Published: 5/27/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
The Proposal by LW107 reviews
Three vignettes about the marriage proposals of MERDER, McSTIZZIE, and ADDEX. Fun and fluff.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,060 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/26/2008 - Complete
Sweet and Low by GraveDancer reviews
A Mer/Der season finale one shot. Probably not what is going to happen on the show at all, but it was a fun guess.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,539 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 5 - Published: 5/18/2008 - Complete
Gravity by GreysAddict522 reviews
Sequel to Nothing Else Matters. MerDer have been living together for a few months and are finally letting their relationship progress. But when tragedy strikes, everything that they've built together gets called into question. Can they make it all work?
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 34 - Words: 145,939 - Reviews: 575 - Favs: 238 - Follows: 107 - Updated: 4/14/2008 - Published: 9/30/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
So Are You To Me by AriaAdagio reviews
Post-4.11 MerDer one-shot. In Vino Veritas.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,282 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 104 - Follows: 19 - Published: 3/1/2008 - [Meredith G., Derek S.] - Complete
Home by MortalCity reviews
"I didn't die," she hissed vehemently, meeting his forlorn expression with a biting glare. "You did." One-shot. MerDer. Post 4.11. Meredith and Derek return to the scene of the crime and search for solace in the wreckage.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,542 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 8 - Published: 2/16/2008 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Scratch by Tanz reviews
So here I was a snivelling pathetic mess, hiding in a closet'MD One Shot
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,559 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/30/2007 - Complete
Addicted by MeredithGreyPotter1 reviews
Season Four, MerDer. Derek is addicted to Meredith, and Meredith to Derek, but she won't admit it. What happens when one day Meredith's love for Derek is tested, as Derek's love for Meredith is constantly being tested? Rated T for mild sexual references.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,986 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 5 - Published: 10/5/2007 - Complete
Woman by like a criminal reviews
I hate to call this my version of the finale, but I guess that's what it is because yes. Meredith and Derek finally get somewhere!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,604 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/17/2007 - Complete
Love is Hell by like a criminal reviews
A very angsty idea that's been bouncing around in my head. MerDer and a baby... but it's not what you're thinking. I can assure you.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 15,702 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 4/1/2007 - Published: 1/26/2007 - Complete
Overture by like a criminal reviews
A slightly fluffy MerDer New Year's oneshot. And Happy New Year everyone!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,897 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/1/2007 - Complete
All He Needs to Know by Bella Lumina reviews
Derek discovers a secret.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,809 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 13 - Published: 5/25/2005
Movie Magic by Girl Who Writes reviews
She only comes up to the caves for one reason, and he’s lying beside her, his hand cupping her hip and sleeping lightly. KateJack
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,062 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/6/2005 - Kate, Jack - Complete
Pictures by KNS reviews
The ceiling is white and the walls are bare, but sometimes they giver her paper and crayons to ease the boredom.
Lost - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 478 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/19/2005 - Kate
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Law & Order reviews
When Kensi agrees to go on a date with a lawyer, this isn't exactly what she expects. He isn't what she expects. (Not a crossover or related to the show Law & Order).
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 23 - Words: 61,030 - Reviews: 584 - Favs: 172 - Follows: 267 - Updated: 10/6 - Published: 4/8 - [Kensi B., M. Deeks] - Complete
A Different Love Story reviews
A different version of the Kensi/Deeks love story. What if they were married before the show started? Follow a different version of the Kensi/Deeks love story as the rest of the team finds out about their marriage.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 47 - Words: 319,219 - Reviews: 2245 - Favs: 622 - Follows: 843 - Updated: 4/8 - Published: 5/27/2015 - [Kensi B., M. Deeks]
Look Who's Coming to Dinner reviews
Post 7.23 - Kensi and Deeks have dinner with Roberta Deeks and her boyfriend.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,188 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 26 - Published: 4/27/2016 - [Kensi B., M. Deeks] - Complete
Releasing the Mind reviews
Tag to 7x07-An Unlocked Mind. Kensi deals with the aftermath of her experience, which leads to positive change in her relationship with Deeks. "Her knees sag, and when he catches her with an arm around her waist she feels the ghost of a motorcycle seat under her."
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,168 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 111 - Follows: 32 - Published: 11/15/2015 - [Kensi B., M. Deeks] - Complete
A Gun Thing reviews
Deeks focused oneshot set post-6.14 (Black Wind), but with mention of 2.8 (Bounty) and very briefly 5.3 (Omni). Deeks's trust has evolved over the years since the early days when he couldn't even let Kensi hold his gun and now he's willingly giving it up to Callen/Sam.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,781 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 15 - Published: 4/26/2015 - [Kensi B., M. Deeks] G. Callen, S. Hanna - Complete
Cactus Karma reviews
Oneshot follow up to episode 6.14 'Black Wind." Kensi and Deeks deal with the fallout from his unfortunate run in with the cactus...
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,148 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 13 - Published: 3/11/2015 - [Kensi B., M. Deeks] - Complete
Subterfuge reviews
When Deeks is accused of being the mole, his team has his back and is prepared to fight to prove his innocence. But when the evidence continues to stack up against him, does he have the right answers? Like why has he really remained a liaison this long? And what really happened in that first case with NCIS?
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 52,189 - Reviews: 200 - Favs: 185 - Follows: 179 - Updated: 3/9/2015 - Published: 11/15/2014 - [Kensi B., M. Deeks] G. Callen, S. Hanna - Complete
Living in a World of Our Own Creation reviews
Kensi/Deeks. Missing scene from Three Hearts. "They see what we let them." "So, we need to control what we let them see." "Exactly."
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,790 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 40 - Published: 11/3/2014 - [Kensi B., M. Deeks] - Complete
When Knives, Boxes and Raccoons Collide reviews
Kensi/Deeks. Begins immediately following episode 5.21 (Three Hearts) and moving forward from there as Kensi and Deeks figure out their Thing. Originally a oneshot - now being continued.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 6 - Words: 55,684 - Reviews: 153 - Favs: 204 - Follows: 196 - Updated: 9/15/2014 - Published: 6/5/2014 - [Kensi B., M. Deeks] - Complete
Where You Belong reviews
What if Derek and Meredith had been together through all of season two and beyond? A different look at season 2 Includes all major events from the *COMPLETE*
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 131 - Words: 686,328 - Reviews: 3551 - Favs: 885 - Follows: 667 - Updated: 9/28/2013 - Published: 9/28/2007 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Prepared to Fight for You reviews
Post S5 finale, Watershed. "I thought I'd have to fight for you." She must have said something right because his eyes softened and his body relaxed before her. No spoilers.
Castle - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,806 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/5/2013 - Rick C., Kate B. - Complete
Finding the Magic reviews
Follow Meredith over a series of Christmas Days, from childhood to motherhood.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,193 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 10 - Published: 1/7/2012 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Making the Most reviews
Mer/Der Christmas. "Last year was our first Christmas together and it almost became our only Christmas together."
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,026 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 8 - Published: 1/3/2011 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Road to Recovery reviews
Post season 6 with an emphasis on Meredith and Derek. COMPLETE.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 22 - Words: 89,966 - Reviews: 771 - Favs: 391 - Follows: 262 - Updated: 8/21/2010 - Published: 5/21/2010 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Here We Are reviews
Follow Meredith and Derek through the ups and downs, and happiness and tears of their first months and years of marriage.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 18 - Words: 56,536 - Reviews: 471 - Favs: 243 - Follows: 293 - Updated: 4/17/2010 - Published: 12/31/2008 - Derek S., Meredith G.
One In Four reviews
Post S5. With two characters stuck between life and death, there are four potential outcomes. This fic is a series of four oneshots exploring these outcomes. Tragedy. Friendship. Happiness. Love. Hope.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 11,357 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 12/31/2009 - Published: 7/29/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S.
Being PreEmptive reviews
Mer-Der oneshot. Post Holidaze. Where Meredith has worries and Derek is there...
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,600 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/31/2009 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Of Trust and Taking Steps reviews
Meredith/Derek progress. Season 5.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,016 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 5 - Published: 11/14/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Still Here reviews
She may have lost faith in the world, but never in him...' Sequel to 'WHAT I'M HERE FOR.' MerDer wedding.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 113,733 - Reviews: 323 - Favs: 277 - Follows: 114 - Updated: 6/23/2008 - Published: 4/18/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Happenings reviews
MerDer progress. 'Her hand returns to your cheek. You venture a glance at her face. Her expression is pensive and unsure. This is new territory for you both. You’ve never done this before. She’s never comforted you. And you’ve never let her.'
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,737 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 6 - Published: 5/9/2008 - Derek S., Meredith G. - Complete
Tomorrow reviews
Post 4.10. Oneshot. MerDer. Derek shows up and does what he should have from the beginning...
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,071 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 9 - Published: 3/1/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
What I'm Here For reviews
Meredith runs, but this time lets Derek find her...' MerDer from Susan's death to 'yes' with all of the steps in between.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 46 - Words: 207,757 - Reviews: 885 - Favs: 492 - Follows: 201 - Updated: 2/29/2008 - Published: 5/27/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Life Without Tequila reviews
MerDer. Oneshot. What would life be like without the influence of tequila during that first meeting?
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,095 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 7 - Published: 1/31/2008 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Far From the Tree reviews
The apple really did fall far from the tree... Future MerDer Halloween. One Shot.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,617 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 93 - Follows: 9 - Published: 10/28/2007 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
Epiphany reviews
Three days after Michelle left him, Tony comes to a realization...
24 - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,685 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 4/18/2007 - Published: 2/12/2007 - Complete
TOW Chandler's Last FreakOut reviews
During TOW Monica and Chandler's Wedding: Chandler freaks out, but doesn't run away. He goes to the only person he knows can make him feel better. MC.
Friends - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,889 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 1/9/2007 - Published: 5/18/2006 - Complete
TOW 'Hoyt' reviews
Joey got everything right but the name... Major C&M. Set years after Joey talks Monica out of the sperm bank
Friends - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,451 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/19/2006 - Complete
TOW Round Two reviews
Who knows who better the girls or the guys? A seond competition during season five, with Monica and Chandler trying to keep their relationship secret. Major MC
Friends - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,947 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 4/15/2006 - Published: 3/13/2006 - Complete
TOW the Misunderstanding reviews
Midseason 5, Chandler takes some of Monica's words to mean something much worse than they were meant to. Once she realizes, can she fix everything? Major MC
Friends - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,012 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/17/2006 - Complete
TOW the Good Lie reviews
Two years after the finale, Monica gets news that makes her realize Chandler has lied to her, but was it to protect her? Major MC.
Friends - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,678 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 5 - Published: 3/4/2006 - Complete
Smallest of Smiles reviews
She couldn’t pinpoint the exact moment of her decision, but at the present time, Kate Austin wanted nothing more than to be Kate Shepard.
Lost - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 13,389 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 12/9/2005 - Published: 10/3/2005 - Kate, Jack