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Author has written 14 stories for Instant Star.

Wrapping your head around the unfathomable is, at best, a mission for the impossible.

When does the trip end?
They tell you it exacerbates the issues already implanted in your head but in the same time they offer help,
they ask you if it's the right time to "get ok".
They know it isn't.

25 years of insanity and nothing has taken the edge off.


You know it doesn't even count, right? You know they can see you laughing.
You know so much to be so god damned stupid.
I wish you knew how much I loved you.
But hey. You are in your speedball of bliss and suicide, so why the fuck should you care?
You don't.
That's the problem with today's kids. So much damn sugary ambivalence across your overt lips.
I hate telling you how much you matter, because you don't.
You don't matter and that's the price of fame, the price of a supposed rockstar.
Frailty is the name
of the game and I live to know when I'll die.
It's all for anniversary's sake.
And I'll wake up tomorrow, laugh and quake, and it will be another pawn to your rook.
Check mate, fancy that.
Bubblegum and champagne to that...

How long before you screw it up?
How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up?
With everything I do for you, the least you can do is keep quiet!

Be a good girl...
You've gotta try
a little harder...
That simply wasn't good enough to
make us proud.


Care is just another four letter word.

Twenty-four.
Some stupid state of reformation and "The New South".
Brianny. Bri. B. : verb more than noun
Thinker, feeler, doer, purveyor.

It's ok now, love.
It's always been ok.
Don't worry now, love.
Worry gets you no where.


Care to elaborate? Not really.

It's always been here.


And, if you have the incessant need to hit me up, try me at _im:
aim: bad wolf five

As The Story Continues by Depps My Husband reviews
FINISHED! A 4 part story. Season 3 through 6 written in episode format, dealing with Jude's music life, love life, and personal life. There's a lot of drama, but that's what makes the show good right? Give it a shot.
Instant Star - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 58 - Words: 413,156 - Reviews: 565 - Favs: 101 - Follows: 87 - Updated: 5/1/2013 - Published: 7/18/2006 - Complete
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Enchanted Hunters reviews
Some are forgotten. Some are immortalized. Some are better than the original. [AUHeavy]
Instant Star - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 13,761 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 4/16/2008 - Published: 5/4/2007
B City reviews
Even God loves girls. Update to MoreShot.
Instant Star - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 406 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/7/2008
Lithium Crash reviews
Like. Love. Miss. Kill. I've already cracked. Commitment is never easy.
Instant Star - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 17,302 - Reviews: 120 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 2/5/2007 - Published: 12/9/2005
Kids in America reviews
You turn your back only to return over and over again... [Borderline M for implied subject matter]
Instant Star - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 864 - Reviews: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/16/2006
Of Hell reviews
The reality behind such bitterness.
Instant Star - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 849 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/9/2006
Half Fade reviews
Tommy and Jude happened. Two years later, what happens when you settle for less?
Instant Star - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,576 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 4/4/2006 - Published: 3/27/2006
Bermuda reviews
Just read it.
Instant Star - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 588 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/30/2006 - Complete
Kited reviews
You'll just have to read it.
Instant Star - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 740 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/23/2006 - Complete
Animal Kingdom reviews
What will it all say?
Instant Star - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 368 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/5/2006 - Complete
Unsent reviews
Milanese mornings and melancholy madmen : Tommy's Truth.
Instant Star - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,949 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/9/2006 - Complete
Antithesis reviews
What happens when it’s the same yet totally different?
Instant Star - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 986 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 6 - Published: 12/12/2005
The Wall reviews
When Jude’s world begins to become unglued, the only thing left is the man that began it all.
Instant Star - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 32 - Words: 44,444 - Reviews: 198 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 12/6/2005 - Published: 10/5/2005 - Complete
Stockholm Syndrome reviews
What happens when Tommy finally loses control? What happens when it's with Jude? [original concept]
Instant Star - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,221 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 12 - Published: 11/16/2005
Verse & Point reviews
Sometimes clarity is as close as the words of a song. [Tommy & Jude] [borderline T»M]
Instant Star - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,317 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 10/30/2005 - Published: 10/17/2005
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