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~A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and sings it back to you when you forget the words

~Your touch brings back memories forgotten.

~"to see a world in a grain of sand and a heaven in a wild flower, hold infinity in the palm of your hand and eternity in an hour."

~'The Greeks didn't write obituaries. They only asked one question, "did he have passion?"'

-I can't fly, at least not yet, I have no halo on my head, but I know things that angels only wish they knew...

"Immediately Jesus stretched out his hand and caught him, saying, 'O you of little faith, why did you doubt?'" -Matthew 14:31

~"That's the girl he chose

And Heaven knows

I'm not that girl"~

~"Don't wish, don't start

Wishing only wounds the heart"~

"But when he saw the wind boisterous, he was afraid; and beginning to sink, he cried, saying, Lord, save me. And immediately Jesus stretched forth his hand, and caught him, and said unto him, O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?"
-Matthew 14:30-31
To think, we could walk on water, if we but only, fully believed.

Be careful of your thoughts, for your thoughts become your words.
Be careful of your words, for your words become your actions.
Be careful of your actions, for your actions become your habits.
Be careful of your habits, for your habits become your character.
Be careful of your character, for your character becomes your destiny.

"The future is not meant to be seen, it is meant to be created."

~"You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel."

~ "There is one pain I often feel, which you will never know. It is caused by the absence of you."

~ "People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain."

~"I can't heal your pain but I can see it. And you don't have to be lost. Not forever."

~ When you walked into my life you meant nothing but you left it meaning everything..i hate you

~ What makes you sad is that you can't help me this time, only because you don't know what's wrong. What makes me sad is that I can't tell you, but only because I don't want to hurt you.

~ " One day you'll ask me, "which is more important to you, me or your life" I'll say, "My life" and you'll go and leave me with out knowing that you are my life... "

~ Sometimes it's a form of love just to talk to somebody that you have nothing in common with and still be fascinated by their presence.

Let it bleed
Take the red for what it's worth
Watch the fire
Fill your lungs with smoke for the last time
If you feel like dying you might wanna sing

The bells are told not to chime until the trumpets blare
The willow-wisp jive and wail
The once slow and steady dance is turned into a raging gale
All the while laughter strikes the air

~"I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out."

~"And enough for me that when my hand touched your shoulder, you leaned on me; and when you felt me slip away, you called my name."

We're born alone, we die alone.

"Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small people who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary. Impossible is nothing."

"We are...Nothing. Nothing left to feel. Not sure this life is real. As we fall apart. They say it's free. They say it's mine. But they don't know what I'm feeling. Something left behind. Something left to find. It was here, but was it? I could feel it, but was it? It was my comfort through all of my pain. It was the sidewalk to this lonely lane. It was you. It was me. It was us."

“Don’t cry. Life begins and it ends. All pain will fade away.” (From one of my favorite authors here)

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If There Be Thorns by Entropy Empathy reviews
Updated. After Mai HiME, what would it really take for a happy ending? Angst, of course. Natsuki searches for truth, understanding, and closure. Action, romance and Shizuru. What more does one need?
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 116,456 - Reviews: 330 - Favs: 161 - Follows: 141 - Updated: 3/16 - Published: 5/16/2006 - Natsuki K., Shizuru F.
Time To Grow Up by NatsuHime reviews
ShizNat - A new year at Fuuka begins. Natsuki has slightly changed her behaviour towards her classmates. She has new friends, she stops ditching classes. Yes, changing is great. All seems to be so perfect. But one thing should never have been changed...
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 48,496 - Reviews: 175 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 86 - Updated: 3/25/2012 - Published: 9/7/2006 - Natsuki K., Shizuru F.
Shadows of Honor by syncron reviews
New Chapter! Brief Interlude - and setting things for what's to come!
Ranma - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 13 - Words: 146,261 - Reviews: 216 - Favs: 122 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 12/1/2010 - Published: 1/8/2004 - Ranma, Kasumi
My HiME: Fresco by Aku-dono reviews
AU fic In a world populated by thousands of HiMEs, 13 years old Kuga Natsuki, who volunteers with the Minato ward Police for undisclosed reasons, finds herself juggling a newfound partnership and an investigation that is not what it seems... Not NatOC.
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Mystery - Chapters: 9 - Words: 107,963 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 7/4/2010 - Published: 11/11/2005 - Complete
Shadows of the Heart part 1 by saron reviews
-OLD VERSION- AU story with Hime and Otome character. All chaps back up. plz check the re-make too to see the differences THX R&R!
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Mystery - Chapters: 29 - Words: 127,122 - Reviews: 89 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 12/3/2009 - Published: 12/14/2005 - Shizuru F., Natsuki K. - Complete
My Girl by Ashishu reviews
NatsukixShizuru, More into the future, Shizuru invites her old friend to her parents' estate and spend time with each other for oldtimes sake. Meanwhile, Natsuki determines her relationship with Shizuru. CHAP 11! Epilogues to start!
Mai HiME - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 112,317 - Reviews: 410 - Favs: 463 - Follows: 210 - Updated: 8/24/2009 - Published: 10/30/2005 - Natsuki K., Shizuru F. - Complete
Blazing Waves, Burning Rain by Ormiss reviews
[Suikoden III] [Chris & Hugo] In a world that twists around the promise of power emanating from the 27 True Runes, can the minds of two opposites who are thrust against each other in battle see past the illusions and find each other's hearts?
Suikoden - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 20 - Words: 186,031 - Reviews: 247 - Favs: 137 - Follows: 90 - Updated: 7/12/2009 - Published: 11/6/2005
Unbridled Essence by BarbaraB reviews
How are two teachers who loathe each other with a passion ever going to live under the same roof? Maybe its impossible. Maybe not. One thing is certain. Things are going to get a lot worse before they get better. Storm Wolverine (violence)
X-Men: The Movie - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 23,274 - Reviews: 170 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 76 - Updated: 5/18/2009 - Published: 7/13/2004 - Storm, Logan/Wolverine
Fake by Vega62a reviews
A continuation of sorts of MariMite. Sachiko has graduated, and as her arranged marriage looms over her shoulder even her house seems like a prison now. Rated for yuri probably not so much implied as shoved in the reader's face. Story now complete.
Maria-sama ga Miteru - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 107,023 - Reviews: 381 - Favs: 185 - Follows: 115 - Updated: 3/26/2009 - Published: 4/24/2006 - Complete
Only Enemies by leave this world reviews
In the aftermath of the Final battle a misplaced spell sends HP and Bellatrix to an alternative world. It holds everything each of them have lost to the war and yet they find themselves inexorably drawn back to each other. HPBella done right.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 81,169 - Reviews: 752 - Favs: 1,300 - Follows: 1,215 - Updated: 3/26/2009 - Published: 4/16/2006 - Bellatrix L., Harry P.
Whisper from the Forest by Icemera reviews
AU. In the midst of an ancient war, Shizuru and her friends must face the trial of faith and trust. With divine will and great strength, they shall rule over destiny. Sunrise's HimeOtome.
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 57 - Words: 250,394 - Reviews: 412 - Favs: 312 - Follows: 123 - Updated: 1/21/2009 - Published: 12/20/2005 - Complete
In May by inpassing reviews
It was about time someone made her happy for a change. shiznat
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 2,317 - Reviews: 91 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 11/12/2008 - Published: 4/14/2006 - Shizuru F., Natsuki K.
Into Every Life a Little Rain Must Fall by NemesisZero reviews
Even killing a god can't make Ranma's life any easier... all he got for his trouble was a new brand of nightmare, a dangerous new chi technique he can't control, and a swarm of angry fiancees. It seems no matter how low you sink it can always get worse.
Ranma - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 154,445 - Reviews: 230 - Favs: 202 - Follows: 177 - Updated: 6/20/2008 - Published: 1/20/2002 - Ranma, Nabiki
For Whom the Wind Blows by The.Hoppy reviews
/We all have our vices, Ms. Pirate.../ When everyone has their own demon to run from, what happens when they meet on the same path? Come on in, the water's fine. /cornucopia of pairings/ //hiatus//
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 72,328 - Reviews: 234 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 70 - Updated: 4/18/2008 - Published: 9/5/2006
Losing Her by asthalanthil reviews
Natsuki must confront losing her most precious person...
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 21,877 - Reviews: 181 - Favs: 157 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 10/16/2007 - Published: 3/31/2006 - Complete
Walking a Thin Line by rapancheese reviews
The events of the wedding have really woken Ranma up. It's time to come out of hiding and show everyone the real him. But how to keep this from ending in tragedy?
Ranma - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 18,550 - Reviews: 149 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 107 - Updated: 7/15/2007 - Published: 5/10/2005 - Ranma, Nabiki
Knights Tale by 808tenshi reviews
AU with HiMEOtome characters. A romanticized Medieval story. ShizNatish.
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 19 - Words: 47,287 - Reviews: 227 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 85 - Updated: 6/17/2007 - Published: 11/3/2006
My One and Only by entanglednthorns reviews
[Mai Otome] Natsuki gets in trouble the first few days of school, resulting in having an Oneesama to teach her the right things. Who better than Shizuru Viola to do it? From digging up unsightly pasts to odd ways of teaching Natsuki. ShizNat.
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 17,045 - Reviews: 127 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 96 - Updated: 1/29/2007 - Published: 4/20/2006
First Impressions by batman.wolverine reviews
Two people, two totally different lives….a chance meeting. Are first impressions always correct? [AU, RoLo, Jott, others]
X-Men: The Movie - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 44,888 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 10/30/2006 - Published: 1/21/2006 - Logan/Wolverine, Storm
Strength by Kraven Ergeist reviews
My attempt at an Ed x Riza fic. :: CH 4 IS UP!
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 17,676 - Reviews: 85 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 66 - Updated: 10/15/2006 - Published: 10/27/2005 - Edward E., Riza H.
I Want Out by malko050987 reviews
One has decided not to be used anymore. The other has no more use. Now, both sides want to catch them. But really, how do you catch two of the best duelists alive? HarryBellatrix, Postseventh year. Some HBP major events will be included, some won't.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 5 - Words: 16,161 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 126 - Follows: 218 - Updated: 9/17/2006 - Published: 8/14/2006 - Harry P., Bellatrix L.
Crisscross by asakura89 reviews
ShixNat. [Full summary inside] Events occur, truth revealed...getting closer and closer to the burning night that Shizuru thought she would never have to remember again. Chapter Three Complete.
Mai HiME - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 9,392 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 9/15/2006 - Published: 1/8/2006
Lillian Days by yeyeo reviews
[Complete] Epilogue is up! YumiSachiko. Post Haru series. You know when they say love needs time to grow, they tend to forget the weeds that grow with love. Weeds that prevents the love from flowering. [Note! A better CHAP 16 is out!]
Maria-sama ga Miteru - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 33,010 - Reviews: 128 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 9/7/2006 - Published: 6/7/2006 - Yumi F., Sachiko O. - Complete
Bunker Fever by Cavalyn reviews
M K are stuck in a bunker hiding low from an assassin hunt. But both keep getting really bored. Read this as they try to entertain themselves, involves romance too.
Noir - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 9 - Words: 22,356 - Reviews: 216 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 54 - Updated: 7/2/2006 - Published: 8/21/2005
What do you feel? What will you do? by xofrevlis reviews
[SuikodenIII]Disliking the ending I saw after seeing what potential existed, decided to write my own version. Hugo and Chris pairing.
Suikoden - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,161 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 4/18/2006 - Published: 4/16/2006
Cher Oneesama by mer007 reviews
Sachiko and Yumi are struggling to overcome their troublesome emotions as they discover a need for each other. But will Yumi's fear of her feelings stand in the way? Or will the silence between them be too much for their shakey relationship to bear?
Maria-sama ga Miteru - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,313 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 3/23/2006 - Published: 8/20/2005
The Quarry by Scatterheart reviews
5 yrs. after Ep. 3, ObiWan Kenobi has settled into exile on Tattooine, spending his days in meditation and keeping distant watch on the young Luke Skywalker. Everything changes when he rescues Stormtrooper A186 from a sandstorm. Obi, OC pairing.
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 48,586 - Reviews: 105 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 3/9/2006 - Published: 6/2/2005 - Obi-Wan K.
Braided by MistressColdblood reviews
You have to understand, the poor guy is helpless when it comes to hair EdxRiza multichapter
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,758 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 12/15/2005 - Published: 11/28/2005 - Edward E., Riza H.
Prophet, Thing of Evil by yimmy-kins reviews
[KOTOR Femslash: BastilaRevan] Fate is not kind. At the Star Forge, Malak, Bastila, and Revan come together for the final time. Secrets are revealed. Lives are cut short. Existence will never be the same. [Completed]
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 6 - Words: 23,314 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 114 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 12/12/2005 - Published: 4/10/2005 - Complete
Coming Together by Helena L reviews
A prequel to 'Let Your Hair Down', following Revan and Bastila through the slow, painful process of getting to know and understand each other. Begins on Dantooine.
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,262 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 11/18/2005 - Published: 10/30/2005
When a Job Goes very wrong by Cavalyn reviews
My first attempt at a humour.A job goes wrong and Kirika is affected by a drug, which sends her into lust for Mireille. NOT YURI, HUMOUR. With Romance within the humour. No flames. [FINISHED]
Noir - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 28,220 - Reviews: 228 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 7/29/2005 - Published: 5/1/2005
Let Your Hair Down by Helena L reviews
KOTOR: A series of vignettes showing the developing relationship between Bastila and Revan, aka 'Jacob Sora', as they draw closer together during their mission to defeat the Dark Lord.
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 14,540 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 6/6/2005 - Published: 5/16/2005 - Complete
The Choices I Make by HimuraAlucard reviews
Troubled by nightmares...the feeling of true friendship and then love...endless chaos...what lies ahead for one Saotome Ranma? (Chapter 4 now up)
Ranma - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 25,528 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 5/8/2005 - Published: 2/10/2005
Older' by WFROSE reviews
One way for Ranma to find a woman who sympathizes with him... (COMPLETE) (Yeah, I know, I shoulda left well enough alone...)
Ranma - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 34 - Words: 317,575 - Reviews: 512 - Favs: 267 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 5/5/2005 - Published: 5/5/2003 - Complete
Scattered Shards by Shigan reviews
AU. KxM. Called by their common nature, hitwoman Mireille Bouquet meets the amnesic girl vampire Kirika. A meeting that brings them to unlock what ties them together, and to discover that sometimes, the forbidden was maybe meant to be. CHA 5! BANZAAAIII!
Noir - Rated: T - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 6 - Words: 31,244 - Reviews: 81 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 2/20/2005 - Published: 4/6/2004
A Kotor Tale by Kudara reviews
KOTOR Revan Bastila ff romance Comments and suggestions for improvement welcome.
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 25 - Words: 132,781 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 83 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 7/12/2004 - Published: 3/17/2004
Wanderlust by tkioz reviews
Abandoned! Irresistible impulses drive people to do insane things in insane situations. Femslash, KOTOR Fic.
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,848 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 2/2/2004 - Published: 1/11/2004 - E. Piell
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