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Joined 07-13-01, id: 92746, Profile Updated: 10-08-12
Author has written 37 stories for Buffy: The Vampire Slayer, Angel, Smallville, Firefly, Harry Potter, and CSI.

I write BtVS/AtS fan fiction, centered largely around Spike and lately I've written a bit of Ethan. My stories often deal with friendship issues. I also write a lot of m/m slash. I am best known for my S/X stories - which are too naughty to be posted here.

I'm a full subscriber to ffnet, so if you want to know when I update (and if you are registered) you can turn on the author alert. I haven't posted anything here in donkeys years, because I was busy with RL and mostly posted in my livejournal. I will try to be more active here in the future.

Like most writers I love feedback, so don't hesitate to tell me what you liked and what you didn't. I can't improve my writing without constructive criticism.

For those of you who left feedback and never got a reply: My sincere apologies. All my notification mails disappeared in the Nirvana of a discontinued email account... :( So here's my belated THANK YOU!

I would also like to mention my friend Marcee. She is co-author of our popular story "Things Present - Things Past". She is also my beta-reader and expert on American culture. If you ask me, every author should have one... Enjoy.

ANNOUNCEMENT: Fanfiction net's new policy regarding NC-17 stories means that I won't be able to post ALL my stories here. I have written several NC-17 stories. Het and slash. If you'd like to read them please visit my site.

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Two Weeks With William by Edith1 reviews
Our favourite vampire has amnesia. B/S, B/Wlm Complete.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 29,904 - Reviews: 137 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 3/7/2003 - Published: 11/8/2001 - Complete
Here Is Gone by Terri Botta reviews
COMPLETED 2/6/2003. Spike gets the chance to change a few things
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 49 - Words: 103,626 - Reviews: 496 - Favs: 505 - Follows: 66 - Updated: 2/5/2003 - Published: 8/27/2002 - Buffy S., Spike - Complete
That I May Cease To Be by cousinjean reviews
*Complete!* After withstanding the First's attempts to break him, Spike suddenly finds himself living William's life as if he'd never died; but how did he get there, and why? And does this mean he'll never see Buffy again? (6/6)
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 18,758 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 1/16/2003 - Published: 12/7/2002 - Spike - Complete
Recalculation by BK the irregular reviews
Maybe it's about the money. Then again, maybe not. (Jayne POV, post-Ariel)
Firefly - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,662 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/30/2002
Half a League Onward by mikelesq reviews
Halfrek grants a wish that creates a demon even she cannot control, and only Xander can help her stop it. Set approximately four weeks prior to the “Lessons” episode of BtVS.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,120 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/26/2002 - Complete
The Wacky Adventures of Spike and Buffybot by mr. monkeybottoms reviews
Warren makes a Buffybot, and wouldn't you know it, it ends up at a frat party. Starts off in 'Where the Wild Things Are' and goes from there. This is, of course a S/B ship, with a Buffybot thrown into the mix. FINAL CHAPTER NOW UP, THANKS FOR READING!
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 44,084 - Reviews: 192 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 11/23/2002 - Published: 5/20/2002 - Spike, Buffy S.
A Passing Shadow by VicNoir reviews
Alternative season 6 and 7.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 38,479 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 10/19/2002 - Published: 10/12/2001
Perfect World by cousinjean reviews
9 & 10 added. Now complete! A slip of the tongue creates a whole new world of problems for Spike. Picks up about 4 months after Grave.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 58,190 - Reviews: 96 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 9/22/2002 - Published: 7/14/2002 - Spike - Complete
Burn, Baby, Burn by mikelesq reviews
Anya retains Angel Investigations to help her obtain the Urn of Osiris.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,243 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/26/2002 - Anya J., Cordelia C. - Complete
After Dust by emg reviews
COMPLETE Spike gets staked! That's just the beginning of his troubles. What happens next is the last thing either Buffy or Spike expected. S/B S/Dawn friendship AtS crossover. FINAL CHAPTER (23) UP!
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 53,608 - Reviews: 178 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 8/4/2002 - Published: 4/5/2002 - Spike - Complete
The Long Walk Home by mikelesq reviews
Sophie, Clem & Spike face a demon after Buffy's birthday party. Spoilers up to 'As You Were.'
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,020 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/24/2002 - Complete
Super Food World by Valerie X reviews
Spike and Buffy go grocery shopping. Post DMP. Not as stupid as it sounds, I promise.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 12,526 - Reviews: 157 - Favs: 121 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 3/27/2002 - Published: 3/17/2002 - Spike, Buffy S.
More Fun than A Crypt Full Of Kittens by JodithGrace reviews
Winner of Fire And Ice Comedy Award: Nominated for World's End Award http://www.angelfire.com/vamp/worlds_end. I think the title pretty much says it all.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,615 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/28/2001 - Spike, Buffy S.
Recognition (new) by Julbie reviews
Buffy comes back with amnesia. Spike helps her remember. If this isn't formatted correctly, I give up.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,505 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 9 - Published: 9/19/2001
Group Fanfic the First by BuffyRP reviews
A group collaboration S/B story. After Buffy's death Spike and Giles care for Dawn. Things are tense between watcher and vampire. Drusilla returns to Sunnydale. Buffy is brought back, but her Watcher is no longer himself...
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 24,611 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 9/12/2001 - Published: 7/11/2001
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This Time reviews
Set some time after Season 5 of Angel the Series. SpikeXander friendship. With a hint of slashy subtext. Set in Cuba.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,279 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 10 - Published: 9/23/2007 - Xander H., Spike - Complete
Death of a Santa reviews
It's Christmas Eve. Grissom and Greg get called to an unusual victim...
CSI - Rated: M - English - Suspense - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,669 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 12/11/2006 - Published: 12/4/2006 - Gil G., Greg S.
No Postcards From the Edge reviews
Ficlet. What happens to Riley Finn after As You Were.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/4/2006 - Riley F. - Complete
Poison reviews
The act of poisoning is a simple matter. Character Study. Snape during HBP.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 736 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 8 - Published: 9/1/2006 - Severus S. - Complete
Ice reviews
Ficlet: A chance encounter between Giles and Ethan. Can be read as either friendshippy or slash.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 686 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/5/2006 - R. Giles, Ethan R. - Complete
Bitter reviews
Ficlet: Set after 6x22 Grave: Drusilla finds him in a dumpster in the back alley of a stripclub in one of the seedier parts of town, not far from the airport...
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 815 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Published: 2/5/2006 - Spike, Drusilla - Complete
Four Fear reviews
Sunnydale 1993. A Circus is in town. Xander, Jesse, Oz, and Jack [OC] set out to sample the attractions but instead they find fear itself. pre—Series story. WIP.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Horror - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,353 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 10/16/2005 - Published: 6/27/2005 - Xander H., Oz
Grief That Does Not Speak reviews
Set after S5. Giles and Angel visit Buffy's grave. Old wounds open.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,408 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 6 - Published: 8/12/2005 - R. Giles, Angel - Complete
One reviews
Ficlet. Slash. Spike and Xander.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/12/2005 - Spike, Xander H. - Complete
Knaves and Forks reviews
River doesn't make sense — or does she? Jayne can't quite decide. Hints of slash: Jayne—Simon subtext.
Firefly - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 588 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Published: 7/12/2005 - Jayne, River - Complete
Parched reviews
Something that could have happened to Tara McClay but never did. Horror.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 691 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/29/2005 - Tara M. - Complete
Just Like Old Times reviews
Slash. Spike and Angel are undead and kicking. Feelgood fic, set after Not Fade Away. Co—written with Tania.
Angel - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,277 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/28/2005 - Spike, Angel - Complete
Host reviews
Giles gets a surprise visit from his old friend Ethan. Set after Chosen. Slash.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,970 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/28/2005 - R. Giles, Ethan R. - Complete
Catching Up reviews
PostNFA Spike & Lorne cross paths. Friendshipfic.
Angel - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,235 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/27/2005 - Lorne, Spike
Cherries reviews
Set after the Series. Inara gets an unexpected contract. Mal & Inara.
Firefly - Rated: M - English - Romance/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,734 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/27/2005 - Mal, Inara - Complete
Losers reviews
Even being a loser is relative... Spike & Xander friendship Set during S7
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 893 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/17/2004 - Xander H., Spike - Complete
Artistry reviews
Rumors of another souled vampire lure Angel back to Sunnydale. Set in an alternate S7 hurtcomfort, angst, friendship.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,686 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/17/2004 - Angel, Spike - Complete
Survivors reviews
A set of 100 worddrabbles set postChosen canon pairings
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,205 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Published: 2/16/2004 - Complete
Cats and Dogs reviews
One night at the cemetery Evil is afoot, but Spike and Tara are a little tied up Set in an AU S7 where Warren killed Buffy instead of Tara SpikeTara
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,578 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 20 - Published: 2/16/2004 - Spike, Tara M. - Complete
Oysters reviews
FICLET There is nothing fond about Lex's childhood memories... set during 3x08
Smallville - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 656 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/24/2004 - Complete
The Crusader's Veil reviews
Post S5 - Buffy is dead, but the Scoobies carry on fighting. When the Crusader comes to Sunnydale Spike has to fight an old enemy...
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 7 - Words: 19,152 - Reviews: 6 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 1/19/2004 - Published: 5/20/2003 - Spike
Who's Afraid of Red, White, Green reviews
complete For the first time in known history the L.A. branch of W & Hart are celebrating Christmas. Mayhem ensues. - Crossover with BtVS (yes, that means guest appearances) - Advent Calendar Fic
Angel - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 29 - Words: 38,013 - Reviews: 153 - Favs: 18 - Updated: 1/19/2004 - Published: 12/5/2003 - Complete
Haunting reviews
Post5x02 Just Rewards Fred does a little research...
Angel - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,135 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/8/2003 - Complete
Porch reviews
Set during S7x21 Spike and Xander and the End of Days mild slash
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,153 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/30/2003 - Spike, Xander H. - Complete
Take the Heat reviews
Post S6 A chance encounter between Oz and Spike
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,164 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 8 - Published: 7/30/2003 - Oz, Spike - Complete
Free Will reviews
Willow and Spike have a lot in common Set in S7, during 'Dirty Girls.' S,W friendship
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,428 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/7/2003 - Willow R., Spike - Complete
My Only Friend, The End reviews
Spike asks Clem for a favor Set in S7, just after 'Lies My Parents Told Me'
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,198 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/7/2003 - Spike - Complete
Things Present Things Past reviews
Two timelines. Two Slayers. One problem! How does Buffy get back to her own time when she's sucked into the body of a Slayer in 1880? Can another Scooby who tries to rescue her survive the past? Plus, meet William and witness Spike's decision! **COMPLETE*
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 46 - Words: 152,959 - Reviews: 615 - Favs: 254 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 5/28/2003 - Published: 10/28/2001 - Buffy S., Spike - Complete
Hope reviews
1000wordficlet. Set after 'Dirty Girls' Buffy and Giles have a much needed talk...
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,079 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/21/2003 - Buffy S., R. Giles - Complete
Body Language reviews
Set during S7 'Sleeper' Spike and Anya talk about sex. Anya wants to get laid.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,143 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 14 - Published: 4/5/2003 - Spike, Anya J. - Complete
Perdition catch my Soul reviews
S7. Post-'Beneath You'. - What if Xander, instead of Buffy, had followed Spike to that church... ***slash - but no PWP***
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 21,166 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 3/10/2003 - Published: 10/8/2002 - Spike, Xander H.
Useful Commodities reviews
Post-'First Date' - Anya talks a lot, Spike listens... (Anya/Spike - friendship) *** complete ***
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,155 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/18/2003 - Spike, Anya J. - Complete
Wear your Rue with a Difference reviews
Ficlet. Post-'Lessons' - Fragments about a fractured mind - 'And now, everybody is talking in here...' (COMPLETE)
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,264 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/4/2002 - Published: 9/26/2002 - Spike - Complete
Starcrossed reviews
FICLET: Clem talks about love, destiny and his friendship with Spike Set between S6 and S7
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,610 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/12/2002 - Spike, Buffy S. - Complete
The Week After: Promises reviews
The first of the 'Week After'Series. Post'Gift'. After Buffy's Death Spike has to deal with his grief and his relationship with the Scoobies. SpikeDawnWillow
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 837 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/22/2001 - Spike, Dawn S. - Complete
The Week After: Visitors reviews
The second of the Week After Series. PostGift. Tara visits Spike in his crypt, when other more hostile visitors appear...
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,834 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 5 - Updated: 7/28/2001 - Published: 7/26/2001 - Spike, Tara M. - Complete
The Week After: Watching me, Watching you reviews
Set in the week after 'The Gift'. Spike is captured and interrogated conclusion of the 'Week After'Series
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,588 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 6 - Published: 7/15/2001 - Spike, R. Giles - Complete