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Joined 07-28-17, id: 9529599, Profile Updated: 07-26-18
Author has written 6 stories for Harry Potter, and Sherlock.

“Words were different when they lived inside of you.” - Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe

ANNOUNCEMENT: I’m currently on a hiatus while I figure out how to fix my sucky writing and learn how to write narrative. If anyone has any tips, feel free to PM me or whatever, but an apology to everyone who was waiting for Per Aspera Ad Astra. To put it lightly, life has had no mercy on my mind. I hope you’re all doing good.

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STORIES

Harry Potter-

Per Aspera Ad Astra: When Sirius Black- reckless, boisterous marauder- begins his sixth year at Hogwarts, he expects a normal year. But he’s haunted by the abuse inflicted on him by his parents, and when the Marauders find out, Sirius realized he’s breaking- and there’s nothing he can do to stop it. TRIGGER WARNINGS: suicidal thoughts/attempts, cutting, child abuse, swearing, slash. WolfStar and Jily.

Shadows of the Screams: Bellatrix Lestrange character study. Darkly emotional. “She has a talent for crafting screams, pulling them from her enemy in chilling cries.”

What Is Love?: Inspired by the fic Four Essays. The Marauders and Lily have to answer the question “What is love?” on a test. WolfStar, Jily.

The Same Blood: A poem from Sirius Black’s perspective, binding together his family situation, depression, and a memory of muggle-hunting with his father. Rated K because I’m paranoid.

Sherlock-

See My Reflection: “I’m at the bottom of a pit, and I’m still falling, and I’m never climbing out.” Set after Season 4, Sherlock is struggling to combat his PTSD, depression, and memories, and reluctantly turns to Ella Thompson. Told through therapy notes, transcripts, and scribbles on forgotten scraps of paper. Slow burn Johnlock, trigger warnings, angst like whoa.

In My Veins: “And Sherlock Holmes had always, always hated touch.” Intense character study, told through Sherlock and his fear, inspired by Sleeping At Last’s song “In My Veins.” Implied child abuse, rape/non-con, quite emotional. Johnlock if you squint.

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Name: You can call me Novalie.

Nickname: Nova

OTPs: WolfStar, Johnlock, Ari/Dante, Victuuri

Weapon: Most likely a knife. I couldn’t handle a bow and swords seem too annoying to lug around. I support gun control, so I suppose that going for one would be a touch hypocritical.

A color that describes you: Purple, not of the neon kind. Quiet and oft unnoticed, carrying myself with the weight of the world. I am quiet and live in my head and fear so many things, but the violet is streaked with anger and anxiety, because the smallest of things set me on edge and the biggest make me reject everything I love out of some crazy spite.

Three things you are obsessed with: Sherlock, reading fanfiction, and pizza.

Song stuck in your head: Colors (Halsey)

Why you wake up every morning: Why I wake up? I just do it naturally. Why I get up? I have self-control to make up for my lack of motivation.

Best Disney Character: Um, I actually have no idea?

Can you speak multiple languages?: Yeah... English (of course), Spanish, and a few words of French.

Most useless thing you've ever made?: Everything I’ve ever made.

What you’re wearing: Black pants, black shirt. No socks. I hate socks.

Battery Percentage: 39% (oops)

Most recent thing you've stressed over: Socials

(Questions copied from DeadlyHuggles. Though I fixed the grammar on a few.)

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Harry Potter and the Dogfather II: Chamber of Secrets by LadyClassical reviews
The summer before second year is a crazy one. With a new house, a new baby sister, a court date, a camping trip, a short-lived summer job and a wedding on the way-not to mention dinner parties, unexpected romantic entanglements and even a strange new discovery about himself-can Harry make it through? And what will happen when he does? (SB/OC, RAB/OC, HP/HG, DM/AG, RL/NT, year 2 AU)
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 33 - Words: 128,623 - Reviews: 237 - Favs: 277 - Follows: 507 - Updated: 9/12 - Published: 2/8 - [Harry P., Hermione G.] Sirius B., Regulus B.
Harry Potter and the Dogfather by LadyClassical reviews
What if Sirius rescued Harry before Hogwarts and took him under his wing? What if Sirius taught Care of Magical Creatures and ended up starting a Defense Against the Dark Arts club? What if Hermione chose Harry? What if Sirius reunited with someone special he thought was gone forever...and they got a second chance? Read on to find out! (Harry POV, year 1 AU, slight Dumblebashing)
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 75 - Words: 168,128 - Reviews: 574 - Favs: 801 - Follows: 892 - Updated: 2/9 - Published: 6/29/2017 - [Harry P., Hermione G.] Sirius B. - Complete
To You, From Me (I Am Sorry) by LadyClassical reviews
The first ten years were lonely, the first ten years were painful...until I met you. You taught me to love, you taught me to trust, until you paid the ultimate price for my mistakes...a poem of remorse for the one who brought hope to my life.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/13 - Complete
As Time Will Tell by Lilac19822 reviews
The Marauders are in their sixth year at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardy. In addition to studying for the NEWTs, performing prefect duties and dealing with monthly transformations, Remus Lupin must traverse the evolving landscape of young adulthood and the unexpected feelings of love and lust awakened by his best friend. MoonyxPadfoot pairing with (eventual) intimacy.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 9 - Words: 52,653 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 97 - Updated: 11/14/2017 - Published: 11/18/2016 - [Sirius B., Remus L.] [James P., Lily Evans P.]
Against the Moon by Stoplight Delight reviews
The odds were stacked against him: a child from a blended home with no friends, no social skills to speak of, and a terrible secret. Yet slowly Remus Lupin began to discover there was a place for him in the world, if he could find the courage to claim it.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 134 - Words: 852,703 - Reviews: 4754 - Favs: 1,566 - Follows: 1,527 - Updated: 10/2/2017 - Published: 8/19/2011 - Sirius B., Remus L., James P., Peter P.
Casting Moonshadows by Moonsign reviews
Lonely and outcast by his classmates, Remus wishes on a moonshadow for a friend who understands him. To his amazement his wish is answered not once, but three times, by his former enemies, the Marauders. SBRL and some JPLE as well, of course.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 86 - Words: 393,500 - Reviews: 8521 - Favs: 5,214 - Follows: 4,828 - Updated: 9/19/2017 - Published: 2/5/2007 - Remus L., Sirius B.
Christmas in Cokeworth by Rosaria Marie reviews
A loose sequel to "Harry Potter and the Road Trip to Remember" (still in progress), about Harry being forced to spend Christmas with Severus Snape in Cokeworth during his second year. Features a blend of humor, drama, and just a tuft of holiday fluff.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 30,542 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 6/14/2017 - Published: 1/2/2017 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Towers of Fire by dyinq reviews
Sirius Black is good at fighting, and flirting, and faking, and smoking. Wolfstar. (TW for graphic self-harm and mentions of abuse.)
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,356 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 6 - Published: 10/13/2016 - Sirius B., Remus L. - Complete
Mind palace journals by 221Bme reviews
Sherlock takes night walks about London, and does a bit of thinking. *I suddenly thought of this idea of an 'introspective Sherlock before John' while I was out on a walk-no idea if the actual application will really work, and I found that writing in first person, especially for him, was incredibly difficult.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,857 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 10/24/2014 - Published: 10/19/2014 - Complete
Only Human by BlackBandit111 reviews
Sally Donovan didn't think she'd ever see Sherlock cry. No slash. Character death.
Sherlock - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,179 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 141 - Follows: 21 - Published: 3/8/2014 - Sherlock H., John W., Sgt. S. Donavan - Complete
High by Basser reviews
HLV's 'high' scene from Sherlock's point of view. Character motivation study. SPOILERS ME HEARTIES.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,250 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 11 - Published: 1/16/2014 - Sherlock H., John W., Mycroft H. - Complete
Breakdown by Basser reviews
THoB's 'breakdown' scene from Sherlock's point of view. Character motivation study.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,357 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/11/2013 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
The Mind Palace Minotaur by Not Poignant reviews
Trauma reaches for Sherlock in odd ways, after The Great Game. It finds him in his mind palace, and destroys years of research. And Sherlock doesn't know how to fight this, or what to do when deleted memories start coming back. Asexual!Sherlock
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 41,764 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 110 - Follows: 176 - Updated: 4/2/2012 - Published: 1/27/2012 - Sherlock H., John W.
Foxglove by Sera dy Relandrant reviews
What if Sirius had been born a girl? Series of oneshots. 'The flower symbolism associated with the foxglove is stateliness and youth. Foxglove flowers have both positive and negative symbolic meanings. They are said to sometimes hurt and sometimes heal.'
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Family/Horror - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,117 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 5/24/2008 - Published: 5/10/2008 - Sirius B., Narcissa M. - Complete
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In My Veins reviews
"And Sherlock Holmes had always, always hated touch." Intense character study, told through Sherlock and his fear, inspired by Sleeping At Last's song "In My Veins." Implied child abuse, rape/non-con, quite emotional. Johnlock if you squint. (I tried, please read!)
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,052 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/26 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
See My Reflection reviews
"I'm at the bottom of a pit, and I'm still falling, and I'm never climbing out." Set after Season 4, Sherlock is struggling to combat his PTSD and depression, and reluctantly turns to Ella Thompson. Told through therapy notes, transcripts, and scribbles on forgotten scraps of paper. Slow burn Johnlock, trigger warnings, angst like whoa.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,163 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 7/25 - Published: 7/23 - Sherlock H., John W., Ella T.
Per Aspera Ad Astra reviews
When Sirius Black- the boisterous, reckless marauder- enters his 6th year at Hogwarts, he expects a normal year. But he's haunted by the abuse that has been inflicted on him by his parents, and when the Marauders find out, Sirius realizes he's breaking- and can't do anything to stop it. TRIGGER WARNINGS. Child abuse, cutting, suicidal thoughts, swearing, slash. RL/SB, LE/JP.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 19 - Words: 24,819 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 77 - Updated: 7/21 - Published: 7/31/2017 - Remus L., Sirius B., Peter P., James P.
The Same Blood reviews
A short poem on muggle hunting from Sirius' eyes. Rated K just cause I'm paranoid.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/7/2017 - Sirius B. - Complete
What Is Love? reviews
What is love? That is the question Sirius, Lily, James and Remus get asked on their DADA NEWT. How do they answer it? Wolfstar, Jily. Warnings inside. Based on the fanfic Four Essays.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,279 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/6/2017 - Albus D., James P., Lily Evans P., Remus L.
Shadows of the Screams reviews
She has a talent for crafting screams, pulling them from her cowering enemy in chilling cries. One-shot. Short Bellatrix character study. Rating K just to be on the safe side.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/28/2017 - Bellatrix L., Narcissa M., Sirius B. - Complete