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Author has written 7 stories for Final Fantasy VII, Resident Evil, Heavy Rain, and Walking Dead.

It is with the utmost reprieve that I take solace in confiding my deepest literary desires within this universal collective. For it is only here that I may put my inner thoughts into words, thoughts that I only pray that Gad never find these most unprofessional of writings for he seems to take pride in my professional works. My pleasure in writing this newly introduced to me idea of fanfiction has led me to the sensual drabble sort, thus sending me another sort of censorial fog for this content is considered of poor recourse by many a lady or gentleman. It would appear that this fog is consuming my every being from my personal life to my works.

I must confess that with the dampness the fog leaves upon my body, it is also a humid one; bringing a warmth to my heart that my professional writing can not. I often wonder what Lord Byron would think of this - not the sensual actions between two men that leave me so astounded for I know the great Lord Byron would have no interest in that sort of thing - but the mere idea of fanfiction. Writing purely for pleasure, using universal characters known by many, with no hopes to publication. Would he uphold the idea or scorn it?

I now understand why my dearest grandmother, Isabella Caldwell, waited until many months into my marriage to introduce me to this culture of writing. It has consumed my daily thoughts, replacing my previous loves in literature. I now find no greater relief in anything other than the explicit depictions of two grown men finding comfort and pleasure in one another. If my grandmother had revealed that most sacred of genres to me prior to my wedding, I would have rushed back to Ireland with Gad and used my now better toned womanly charms to press for a few wild nights between my betroved and the young Earl of Shannon, master Cameron – formerly described in a letter to my mother as a charming Irish toad. This darkest of fantasies has not merely gracefully waltzed into my mind on few occasions…No, many nights it takes me off guard like a strike of heat lightning in the summer skies.

Had the key to these dormant passions for this so called “slash” been discovered prior to that Christmas, my life would assuredly be different; Devilish thoughts come to mind that would make any other lady of my statute gasp and surely blush.

From here, I leave you with short tales spun from the wonderful characters I have come in contact with during my travels with my dearest Mrs. Caldwell.

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Sex, Lies, and Duct Tape by Nightlore reviews
After the kidnapping of Patricia Madrazo, Michael is forced to hide out with Trevor in his trailer on the wastes of Sandy Shores. Despite his reluctance he does his best to deal with the situation, even if it means keeping his ex-best friend happy by sharing more than a few beers and watching a couple dirty movies together...
Grand Theft Auto - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,673 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/24 - Michael D., Trevor P. - Complete
Prince of Mist by Nightlore reviews
The nights have become long and agonizing for a young sorcerer living in secrecy amongst the people of Camelot. While others may sleep soundly in their beds, Merlin is left to suffer alone in his room as a desire consumes him each time the sun sets. Yet something is waiting in the pages of his book of magick that might briefly cure what torments him...
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,161 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 11 - Published: 4/16/2013 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete
The Norman Frequency by Nightlore reviews
Carter Blake experiences the worst day since he began working at the police station, but a certain theatrical performance could change his life and his outlook of a certain Bostonian entirely. It's David Cage's dream – a crack/parody fic!
Heavy Rain - Rated: M - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 3 - Words: 19,033 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 10/2/2012 - Published: 1/10/2012 - Carter B., Norman J. - Complete
Madness within the Light of Illusion by Nightlore reviews
In the midst of another high profile case, Agent Jayden and Lieutenant Blake decide to explore an old office building on a hunch. They stumble on more than they expected. Norman is pushed to the furthest extent of his capabilities as a member of the FBI. He may not be able to survive this investigation...
Heavy Rain - Rated: M - English - Crime/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,000 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/10/2012 - Carter B., Norman J. - Complete
Uploaded by OnlySnakesCanLove reviews
Agent Jayden died attempting to arrest the Origami Killer. However, when Lieutenant Blake finds the former agent's device known as ARI, he will come to discover the untold realms of possibilities it holds for them both. Blake/Jayden
Heavy Rain - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 227,650 - Reviews: 174 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 88 - Updated: 5/28/2012 - Published: 5/3/2010 - Carter B., Norman J.
Skype Night by Nightlore reviews
Carter's long distance fling with Norman gets a little hot and heavy over their favorite instant messenger. PWP. Slash. Oneshot.
Heavy Rain - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,415 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 10 - Published: 1/10/2012 - Carter B., Norman J. - Complete
Enjoy The Moment by Arumei reviews
A sequential set of one shots illustrating the slow yet steady evolution of Lieutenant Carter Blake and Agent Norman Jayden's relationship into one that's more than just sexual.
Heavy Rain - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 9 - Words: 68,084 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 9/27/2011 - Published: 7/17/2011 - Norman J., Carter B.
Mea Culpa by JadziaCee reviews
Blake & Jayden face-down Nathaniel Williams. What happens if Blake isn't wearing "plot armor"? No longer a one-shot, this story is multi-chaptered & explores an AU of the "Nathaniel" chapter and events post-chapter. "Blayden" to come in future chapters.
Heavy Rain - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 25,138 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 5/22/2011 - Published: 3/27/2011 - Carter B., Norman J.
Why Can't I? by Nightlore reviews
Chris has a secret that he's kept bottled up inside for so long; there's only one way for him to get it out. His captain is going to find out that life doesn't always work out as planned. It's as ridiculous as a humor fic can get!
Resident Evil - Rated: T - English - Parody/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,381 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 16 - Published: 6/26/2010 - A. Wesker, Chris R. - Complete
Pretty on the Inside by Nightlore reviews
Ginger has never been like other girls. Ever since her run-in with a wild animal she's been having dreams and desires no other girl would have either. One autumn night she takes a stroll to Sam's place to experiment...
Ginger Snaps - Rated: M - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,412 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 7 - Published: 5/19/2010 - Ginger, Sam - Complete
Antichrist by Of Wolves And Dogs reviews
“I’ll get you for this, Jayden. Don’t worry, I will not forget!” Blake never did forget.
Heavy Rain - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,687 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/20/2010 - Norman J., Carter B. - Complete
The Price of Silence by Shadows Underground reviews
It was the price he had to pay for secrecy. Blake/Jayden
Heavy Rain - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 934 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/9/2010 - Norman J., Carter B. - Complete
Gun Locker Reparation by lemon-sprinkles reviews
After Chris causes police brutality charges to be brought against the STARS team, Wesker decides to punish him by having him clean the training guns. Unfortunately, Chris doesn't agree with this and Wesker is forced to calm him down. WeskerxChris Smut
Resident Evil - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,444 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 7 - Published: 11/1/2009 - A. Wesker, Chris R. - Complete
Torture Technology by Nightlore reviews
As Chris and Sheva make their way into the Ndipaya ruins they are faced with impossible odds, and an old foe will return to end an old rivalry. What other dark secrets lay not far off from the ruins? M for non-con, horror, smut.
Resident Evil - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18,049 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 87 - Follows: 14 - Published: 8/24/2009 - A. Wesker, Chris R. - Complete
Indulgence by TheMillionthMind reviews
Chris runs into Wesker at the residence in the courtyard outside of the mansion. After saving his captain's life, he's pulled into a nearby room and punished for his recklessness. Chris/Wesker slash BEWARE.
Resident Evil - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,015 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 4 - Published: 8/17/2009 - A. Wesker, Chris R. - Complete
Never Win by lemon-sprinkles reviews
Chris' inner thoughts and feelings as he becomes drawn deeper into Wesker's dominating persona. WeskerxChris
Resident Evil - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,033 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/19/2009 - A. Wesker, Chris R. - Complete
Plaything by Mending Hands reviews
Chris Redfield finds a certain someone in his kitchen...this can only lead to one thing! Sorry I'm terrible with summaries lol. ChrisxWesker Yaoi One-shot. Rated M for explicit sexual themes. Reviews are vastly appreciated.
Resident Evil - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,749 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 5 - Published: 4/12/2009 - A. Wesker, Chris R.
The Velociraptor's Tea Party by EvilMentalHamster reviews
Jane the velociraptor has a crisis.
Dino Crisis - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 3/7/2009 - Complete
I love you not by Whisperings Of a Little Flower reviews
Albert Wesker x Chris Redfield. Wesker catches Chris off guard at an undisclosed Umbrella facility and confiscates the younger man's gun. What will happen?
Resident Evil - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,093 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 164 - Follows: 12 - Published: 12/13/2007 - A. Wesker, Chris R. - Complete
Kill Your Night Mares by AshestoLight reviews
Albel battles monsters born of his own mind. AlbelxFayt. Chapter 4: Cliff gets his violence on. Sort of.
Star Ocean - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 15,400 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 6/9/2006 - Published: 1/11/2006 - Albel N., Fayt L.
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A Splinter in Contention reviews
Shane and Rick share a night together in an effort to break the tension. Rough one-shot.
Walking Dead - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,216 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/10/2012 - Rick G., Shane W.
Hymns for the Heathen reviews
A brief exploitative piece centered around Blake following the events of Heavy Rain. Blayden in later chapters.
Heavy Rain - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,041 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 2/17/2012 - Published: 12/31/2010 - Carter B., Norman J.
Eating Out reviews
Chinese food can lead, yet very rarely, to possiblities other than indigestion and heartburn. Smut. Slash.
Heavy Rain - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,763 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/28/2010 - Carter B., Norman J. - Complete
A Disruption in Animosity reviews
"What had began as a heated partnership violently fluctuated into a lustful demand from heated lips and determined fingertips; their bodies writhing against the tactless wash of white and pressing against one another where they knew no law at all."
Heavy Rain - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,062 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/2/2010 - Carter B., Norman J. - Complete
Fairytales Tell Tales reviews
Wesker/Chris oneshot. Trails of saliva, strawberry gashes, and smut, oh my.
Resident Evil - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,219 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/7/2009 - A. Wesker, Chris R. - Complete
Secrets of the RPD Locker Room reviews
Wesker/Chris . Collective of pure Pre-mansion affairs.
Resident Evil - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,073 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 7/9/2009 - Published: 6/27/2009 - A. Wesker, Chris R.
Flirt reviews
Short one shot involving Cloud, Kadaj, a bar and yaoi. Enjoy.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,446 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 8 - Published: 12/24/2005 - Cloud S., Kadaj - Complete
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