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Author has written 2 stories for Royal Pains.

So, Depricate was my user name, but it is NOW : ScottIsInBolivia. This is now a shared account with a wonderful little lady by the name of Diamond.


I don't believe in any sort of biography. I can, however, tell you that I am:

Age: 17

Gender: FtM transgendered

Author: Of many novellas, a few fan fics, and poetry.

I am a published poet, and have had a few short stories published as well.


I've never actually wrote fanfiction on this site, but I couldn't resist the offer. Sooo

Age: 17

Gender: Female mostly, it all depends on the day.

Author: Of short stories, and the artist/illustrator for them, as well.

I am just recently a published author.

Our shared personal quote and philosophy on ANY kind of writing is THIS:

"I think that you have achieved a great author status when you can throw your characters into situations that can make your readers feel uncomfortable and almost insulted, but allows them to keep on reading.

If you can't take your readers from their comfort zones, then you probably can't make someone dream."

I do not believe in these "About Me's," simply because I do not believe you can sum up a person with a few paragraphs. I cannot simply tell you who I am, because I am still trying to find the answer to that question. I know what I believe in; changing the world- one word at a time. And I know what I do not believe in; ignorance, indifference, and apathy. I do not think that there is a "justice," but I believe that there is a TRUTH that will come to the minds of the people. I can only hope that happens during my time, and if not, at least I tried.

I draw. I play guitar. I smile. I laugh. I hold my hand out to others by sharing my words. Words DO make a difference, and I plan on showing people that.

At some point in my early childhood, REALITY hit me, like a slap to the face. I stopped believing in words, in music, in people, in love, in happiness, and in anything that didn't quite fit my perception of the "adult world." Someone who I cared for dearly helped me out of that four year slump- showed me that creativity wasn't foolish, it was lovely. They showed me I had to get these thoughts out- to share them with the world! If I had something to say that meant a lot, then I should show it.

If reality is truly as cold as it was during those four years, then I guess I must be living in insanity.

It should be stated and known that:

1) Yeah, we're definitely legally insane

2) Oh yes, we love anything Jhonen Vasquez, and it probably shows

3) Yes, we are PRO CHOICE [because we're sick of the "only in rape cases" argument]

4) Yep, Alyx definitely has an unhealthy obsession with all the different versions of Alice In Wonderland.

5) Ohhhh yeah, Alyx AND Diamond have an incurable love for Panic At The Disco (both albums) and The Young Veins.

6) Horrible, cliche poetry more than just irritates us. Try something other than "My pain, or I love, or I hate"

7) Seriously horrible grammar and spelling mistakes (spell check NOT included) irritates us, and can clearly show this generation's lack of education.

8) We don't do the whole "Copy And Paste This Into Your Profile If..." If we have something to say, it will be in bold, and because we wanted to make it known without the use of a group effort.

9) We are both very opinionated when it comes to politics, but we're not closed to accepting and understanding others opinions.

S U P P O R T - Because the world doesn't need to "reinvent" love, we need to Revive it.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Because we hate the fact that people have to hate.

The white man said, "Coloured people aren't allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir...when I was born I was Black, when I grew up I was Black, when I'm sick I'm Black, when I go in the sun I'm Black, when I'm cold I'm Black and when I die I will be Black. But you sir, when you're born you're Pink, when you grow up you were White, when you're sick you're Green, when you're in the sun you're Red, when you're cold you're Blue, and when you die you will be Purple. And you have the nerve to call me coloured?" The black man turned around and sat down, and the white man walked away...

Because we hate the fact that people have to hate.

Onto a different note:


And You Thought, What, Exactly?: An A:TLA fic. It is a yaoi/slash of Zuko/Sokka (or Zukka, if you will). The plot of this story is..well, sort of a cliche. Yes, it's an AU high school fic, and, yeah...there's gonna be drama. But..I'm going to try my best at making what can be written poorly and obviously, somewhat good and unexpected. (Created by Alyx and co-authored with Diamond.)

His Eyes Were Chilling Water: An A:TLA fic, and of course it's a slash of some Zukka lovin' ] The plot/summary of this story is hard to describe - I can barely bounce ideas concerning it with Alyx! I can tell you that we're giving Sokka a little bending ability called "Moon Kissed" due to an accident. I can also tell you that this bending ability will be crucial to the defeat of the Firelord. Confused? Need more info? Just read it when it comes out. (Created by Diamond, and somehow co-authored with Alyx.)

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Breakdown by Bravada reviews
John Cena's got a soft spot for a certain Legend Killer, and Wade Barrett is determined to use that to his advantage. Cena/Randy
Wrestling - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 22 - Words: 77,755 - Reviews: 331 - Favs: 118 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 5/17/2011 - Published: 10/30/2010 - Randy Orton, John Cena - Complete
Stained by A Fool With Hot Chocolate reviews
Because in order to get Roxas back inside of Sora, they had to break him. Series of Ro/So oneshots and drabbles. 16: Only You. Roxas steals Sora's boyfriends to prove his devotion.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 14,652 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 1/27/2011 - Published: 11/8/2006 - Roxas, Sora
The Fire Inside by Jenna822 reviews
Aʙᴀɴᴅᴏɴᴇᴅ *Modern AU - Novel* When Sokka and Katara start a new school, they will learn that you shouldn't always trust a first impression. There is always more to a person than their smiles, tattoos or scars. *Sokka/Zuko and Katara/Haru*
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 24 - Words: 61,530 - Reviews: 542 - Favs: 222 - Follows: 309 - Updated: 12/4/2010 - Published: 4/6/2010 - Sokka, Zuko
Two Halves And A Whole by Joel182 reviews
Cenaton SLASH! Randy and John have been together for two months...but ego is currently preventing them from enjoying their relationship. Will this continue forever, or will they finally decide on who does what?
Wrestling - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,875 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/2/2010 - John Cena, Randy Orton - Complete
Scars by Luna Maria Boulevardes reviews
"Maybe next you to feel like doing that, we could, I don't know, talk. Or something." Zuko has scars. Sokka has questions.
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,808 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 327 - Follows: 34 - Published: 8/5/2010 - Zuko, Sokka - Complete
Memories of Me by Seleya889 reviews
An undercover operation goes horribly awry when Tony's cover is blown. Team fic - not slash.
NCIS - Rated: M - English - Family - Chapters: 30 - Words: 107,748 - Reviews: 215 - Favs: 318 - Follows: 98 - Updated: 12/13/2009 - Published: 11/20/2009 - Tony D., Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete
Not You by Ultra-Geek reviews
A battle with Azula goes terribly wrong, and now Sokka will never be able to talk again. Not to mention that it’s all Zuko’s fault. No slash, just Sokka Zuko brotherly type bonding.
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,547 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 230 - Follows: 20 - Published: 7/17/2009 - Zuko, Sokka - Complete
Art of Seduction by Ashen Skies reviews
Naruto tries to seduce Gaara. Gaara tries to resist. Very big screw-ups ensue. Featuring really short shorts, an odd Hidden Mist mating ritual, and a bedsheet. Oh, and lots of humour, angst, and sap. In that order. Complete!
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 17,733 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 240 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 11/28/2008 - Published: 11/23/2008 - Gaara, Naruto U. - Complete
What Was by Z. Alexander reviews
It was glorious, masochistic beauty; it was a dance of desperation, and they were both good at it. He didn't love him, and he wouldn't miss him. It wasn't fair. But that's what was. Bizarre AND twisted AkuRoku, slightly dark and introspective. Canonverse
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,903 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 10 - Published: 4/6/2008 - Roxas, Axel - Complete
Incomplete by 7-hemphisis-dragon-7 reviews
Sora gets a new enemy and is forced to leave his home. But along the way he meets a new friend and gains an unsuspecting love for this newcomer as he faces new worlds & characters. Shounen Ai A SoRox Story Rated T for mild sexuality, violence and language
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 20 - Words: 90,237 - Reviews: 109 - Favs: 112 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 12/9/2007 - Published: 1/20/2007 - Sora, Roxas - Complete
Water by Morgana Maeve reviews
[Yaoi] [Axel.Roxas] [Edited PWP] With one person, the water is hot. With two, it's cool.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,979 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/13/2007 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Looking Back by FallenAnimosity reviews
Roxas growled and his eyes narrowed. He glared at Axel through his slits and yelled.“What is it then? What do you want? You’re here now, Im listening. Please enlighten me for I am so slow and stupid.”“I WANT YOU!” Axel screamed.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 22,094 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 7/12/2007 - Published: 4/5/2007 - Axel, Roxas
Sanctuary by Neptunes angel reviews
Do you belive you have a opposite pair? i do... you just have to look in the right place... soXro. the real chapter 19 and 20 is up! that was the last of it,but i have a surprse at the end of it... :]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 20 - Words: 22,133 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 12/29/2006 - Published: 10/6/2006 - Sora, Roxas - Complete
Ill Repute by spero spiro reviews
AU. With no memory of himself, Roxas is taken to live in a halfway house for other runaways, abuse victims, and orphans who don’t seem quite normal… AxelRoxas
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 17,438 - Reviews: 178 - Favs: 219 - Follows: 63 - Updated: 6/23/2006 - Published: 5/26/2006 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Roxas by absenceofstars reviews
A song inspired by the character of Roxas in KHII... WIP. Someone to find me, Someone define me...
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/6/2006 - Roxas, Sora
Animal by Countess Plays-In-The-Rain reviews
Ralph begs for his life and is spared. Three years after his capture, Ralph feels his humanity slipping away and wonders if he made the right decision. JackRalph
Lord of the Flies - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 19,642 - Reviews: 130 - Favs: 164 - Follows: 101 - Updated: 2/27/2005 - Published: 7/19/2004
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Disconnect the Dots reviews
The real reason behind Hank's obvious disregard of his father has a lot less to do with him, and a lot more to do with what happened to Evan.
Royal Pains - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,299 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 9/23/2010 - Published: 8/21/2010 - Hank L., Evan L.
Bite Your Lip and Fake It reviews
After a particularly horrifying event occurs, how will Evan manage. He doesn't think there's anything to manage. Will he tell the person he's closest to before he self-destructs? Hank/Evan Will turn Rated M
Royal Pains - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 12,525 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 79 - Updated: 9/23/2010 - Published: 6/21/2010 - Evan L., Hank L.