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Author has written 10 stories for All My Children, and Grey's Anatomy.

Hi there! I used to be loves2writestories. I realized that pen name was lame, so I changed it. :) I haven't written for a while, but I am going to try to start up again. I'm married and in my 20s. I do this as a creative outlet. Other than writing, I enjoy crocheting, knitting, traveling, skiing, and spending time with friends.

I write Grey's Anatomy fics. My favorite character is Addison, because I find her fascinating, so I usually focus on her. My favorite ship is Mark/Addison, though I do tend to slip outside of that occasionally, in both reading and writing. The one ship I can't stand to read is Mer/Mark. It kinda makes me want to puke.

I seem to be a hospital drama junkie, because my other two favorite shows are House and Nip/Tuck.

But, you probably don't care about any of this, so go read my fics! ;)

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The Story You Haven't Heard by LoveandLearn reviews
Derek thinks he knows everything there is to know about Addison and her past but the truth is he is missing a vital piece of information which could change everything he knows about his marriage.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 16 - Words: 45,237 - Reviews: 155 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 1/28/2012 - Published: 8/22/2011 - Addison M., Derek S. - Complete
Baby, Can I Hold You by xxLittle Black Dressxx reviews
Addison and Alex's lives revolve around babies...just not their own. Set to Tracy Chapman's song, "Baby, Can I Hold You."
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,952 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 22 - Published: 1/22/2012 - Addison M., Alex K. - Complete
Eleven by winter machine reviews
"A lot of men have enjoyed seeing me naked. A lot of men - well, not a lot. Eight - well, eleven." The men in Addison's life, pre-show through the end of her time in Seattle. Contains mature themes.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,152 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 11 - Published: 11/22/2011 - Addison M. - Complete
How it Started by savinglives44 reviews
Maddison. Conclusion. Mark and Addison go back to church and Addison realizes her feelings. Rated M for sex. Finally.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 38,785 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 8/28/2011 - Published: 2/2/2009 - Addison M., Mark S. - Complete
Five Cab Rides That Could Have Crossed the Line by winter machine reviews
...And one that did. Mark, Addison, and Derek. Yet another exploration of the New York years.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,740 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 5 - Published: 8/10/2011 - Mark S., Addison M. - Complete
Traveling Light by OurHouse reviews
Three lonely people. One just had her dream crushed, the other enjoys his solitude and the third lost everything she ever loved. House & Cuddy's lives intertwine with a young girl, can they help each other obtain what they need in their lives? HUDDY.
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 61 - Words: 481,710 - Reviews: 810 - Favs: 192 - Follows: 152 - Updated: 5/20/2011 - Published: 8/6/2009 - G. House, L. Cuddy - Complete
All Winter We Got Carried Away by RainingMonday reviews
Two unborn children meet in Heaven … as one set of would-be parents heal and the other find their way back to each other, courtesy of a supernatural influence. My response to the finale. Meredith/Derek and Mark/Addison with hints of other characters.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,678 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 6 - Published: 5/23/2010 - Meredith G., Derek S. - Complete
a Thousand Paper Cranes by Xyliette reviews
Post 310, the exploration of a relationship neither is sure they should pursue. Sam/Addison.
Private Practice - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,791 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/6/2009 - Sam B., Addison M. - Complete
Kids Say The Darndest Things by Darling Pretty reviews
My name is Audrey and I'm ten." Meet Audrey Forbes Montgomery, sister to Addison who is getting married. But when an old friend of Addison's comes to visit, Audrey sees the sparks. Can she save her sister from a loveless marriage? Addex. Derek unfriendly.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 6 - Words: 12,710 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 4/17/2009 - Published: 12/15/2008 - Addison M., Alex K. - Complete
Dream a Little Dream of Me by Darling Pretty reviews
Oneshot. Addison has a weird dream. It has to be a dream, because there's no way she's being left by George O'Malley for Cristina Yang. And life only gets weirder when she wakes up. Addison/Alex.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,415 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/22/2009 - Addison M., Alex K. - Complete
Explaining the Affair by savinglives44 reviews
Addek. Maddison. Chapter 3: Addison and Derek have an awkward conversation about sex. Later, Addison gets drunk, and talks to Mark about her insecurities. Medschool!Trio Disclaimer: I don't own the characters.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 16,831 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 9/4/2008 - Published: 10/21/2007 - Complete
Shades of Life by Squeeka Cuomo reviews
Nail polish was such an important part of the woman. She was rarely without it, and it was one of the little things he’d come to love about her.
House, M.D. - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,039 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/11/2008 - J. Wilson, L. Cuddy - Complete
Rules of the Game by Elizabeth Perry reviews
Pairings: Addex and Addek. Addison is caught between her past and her future, who will she choose. The man who broke her heart or the one who helped her repair it?
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 27 - Words: 63,260 - Reviews: 266 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 5/28/2008 - Published: 12/15/2006 - Complete
Last of Days by CitronPresse reviews
Future one shot set in 2018. Addison receives two letters. Pairing: Mark / Addison. Characters: Addison, Mark, Cristina, brief mentions of others. Warning: Character death. Reviews appreciated.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,036 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/13/2008 - Addison M., Mark S. - Complete
On The Other Side by Lizzie9 reviews
Life didnt come down on the side of the dirty mistresses, so the dirty mistresses came down with each other. Mer and Mark learn the hard way that loving the one you're with doesn't change the one you really love. Post yesterday, MD, Maddison eventually.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 10,994 - Reviews: 163 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 81 - Updated: 2/26/2008 - Published: 5/15/2007
Facing It Alone by dustedoffanoldie reviews
Studio 60: Matt receives some devastating news. Will he give in and ask for help, or will he try and face it alone?
Studio 60 - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 26,995 - Reviews: 96 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 2/23/2008 - Published: 5/16/2007 - Complete
Bite by troatie reviews
A series of three Maddison oneshots set before Seattle. The three of them could be independent oneshots, but they're related, so I decided to make them a series.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,304 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 2/16/2008 - Published: 2/12/2008 - Complete
Second Opinions by SparkELee reviews
What happens when our favorite team makes a cross country journey to a little hospital known as Seattle Grace? Grey's Anatomy Crossover! REVAMPED ALL CHAPS! CHECK IT OU!
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 19 - Words: 26,340 - Reviews: 179 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 79 - Updated: 2/4/2008 - Published: 7/2/2006 - A. Cameron, G. House - Complete
Perfect Memory by rebanana reviews
What lead to Addison sleeping with Mark? Why didn't Addison and Derek ever have children? Addisons sister knows all and she might just let something slip to the interns of Seattle Grace Hospital.After Addison and Derek's divorce memories from before.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 50,276 - Reviews: 145 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 1/20/2008 - Published: 11/15/2006
The Smut Files by Mispent Youth reviews
HouseCuddy and their sexual adventures! Be warned, it's quite mature! This is not a continuing story and doesn't really have a plotline, it's just lot's of separate chapters of HUDDY smut! Update 21st DecFinally and complete! Merry Christmas everyone!
House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 22,647 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 12/21/2007 - Published: 7/6/2007 - G. House, L. Cuddy - Complete
Destination: Almost Perfect by roadtoforever reviews
Addek, MarkOC. Kalen Shepherd is Addison's daughter, and is following closely in her mothers footsteps. Read and Review please! Final Chapter up!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 15 - Words: 36,156 - Reviews: 146 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 8/31/2007 - Published: 4/18/2006 - Complete
My City of Ruins by TheFicChick reviews
ON HIATUS. Two buildings. Two planes. Two people in love. One day that changed the world.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 14 - Words: 53,409 - Reviews: 228 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 64 - Updated: 8/19/2007 - Published: 3/12/2007
Full Circle by shekina reviews
Addek fic. Derek and Addison both need to get away from everyone and everything but what happens when they end up in the same place and are forced to look at their past? Will it lead to their future? M for later chapters.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 27,159 - Reviews: 123 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 8/5/2007 - Published: 3/25/2007
Through The Rain by Seashadow reviews
Addison, recently divorced from Derek, is forced to deal with the aftermath and consequences of her divorce, as she struggles to figure out where she stands. Eventually Addek. Complete!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 73,580 - Reviews: 155 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 8/2/2007 - Published: 12/17/2006 - Complete
Work in Progress by Elizabeth Perry reviews
Addek, MarkCallie, MirandaCallieAddison friendship. What would happen if Derek learned something about what really happened with the affair that made him change his view on everything?
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 30 - Words: 92,337 - Reviews: 190 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 7/24/2007 - Published: 10/19/2006 - Complete
Something's Missing by AdenaMentzel reviews
Take off on the Ferry crash episode arc. What if Addie were on the Ferry when it crashed? Would anyone notice? Please review.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 18,202 - Reviews: 130 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 6/29/2007 - Published: 2/19/2007
Family Life by bellatrix760 reviews
Just a fluffy snapshot of life in the Sloane and Shepherd familes a few years down the line. Maddison, MerDer, possible other pairings later.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 11,000 - Reviews: 126 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 6/19/2007 - Published: 3/3/2007
Dirty Dancing: Grey's Anatomy Style! by xiao chan reviews
AU: That was the summer of 1963. When everybody called me Mer and it didn't occur to me to mind. That was the summer we went to Kellerman's...and that was also the summer I fell in love. MerDer
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,729 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 6/19/2007 - Published: 5/29/2007
The Safest Place by MoonlightGardenias reviews
When a hostage situation occurs at Seattle Grace, two doctors are brought together and lives are forever changed. Addex.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 43,319 - Reviews: 232 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 6/17/2007 - Published: 12/21/2006 - Complete
So She Dances by cmaddict reviews
Oneshot songfic. Maddison fluff. I can't keep on watching forever. I'd give up this view just to tell her.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,370 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/31/2007 - Complete
Third Party Caller by firenze083 reviews
Cameron really needs to stop sneaking in. HouseCuddy
House, M.D. - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 889 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 110 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/29/2007 - G. House, L. Cuddy - Complete
Last Chance by moreawake reviews
A story about building & rebuilding relationships, Addison deals with the aftermath of her divorce and the feeling that she doesn't have anyone who cares when something else comes up to complicate things even more. AddisonMark pairing. MerMark friendship.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 25 - Words: 82,141 - Reviews: 261 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 54 - Updated: 5/28/2007 - Published: 11/11/2006 - Addison M., Mark S. - Complete
Dancing on Broken Glass by emmmelie reviews
Addison comes back after 6 years away. With a over controlling husband and 4 year old daughter wise beyond her years Addison has to try and get on at work – keeping her secrets as well as she can. [Addex with Addek friendship]
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 24,957 - Reviews: 236 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 5/18/2007 - Published: 4/6/2007 - Complete
False Optimism by Great Gomerel reviews
Post 3x18. Addison and Alex grapple with professional aspirations and personal yearnings. AddisonAlex. COMPLETED series. [Ch. 13. Alex completes his training. Our pair moves forward. Final chapter.]
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 39,061 - Reviews: 243 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 4/14/2007 - Published: 3/18/2007 - Complete
The World Spins Madly On by Sassgina Mills reviews
People say you have one love of your life. If you are really lucky ... you have two. What happens.. when the person you´re really falling for, is about to leave? AlexAddison
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,218 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 4/5/2007 - Published: 4/4/2007 - Complete
The Mating Game by dealan reviews
Ever wonder why the nurses are so organized and up to date on the gossip about Bailey’s interns? Three words: M.A.G.I.C. Bingo Fever.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,773 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 3/23/2007 - Published: 3/21/2007
Lady Lazarus by PnkPnguinParade reviews
It’s kind of her thing. Whenever she is faced with emotional trauma of any kind, she dyes her hair. Addisoncentric implied Addek and Maddison.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,930 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/7/2007 - Complete
Stuck by CSM reviews
The five interns and four attendings get stuck in the elevator. Chaos, drama, anger are let out and of course Mark’s inappropriate comments are ever present. Addex, MerDer, McStizzie.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 23,360 - Reviews: 731 - Favs: 267 - Follows: 128 - Updated: 2/24/2007 - Published: 2/11/2007 - Complete
Wreck of the Day by hyacinthian reviews
Mark and Addison and Derek through the years. [MarkAddison]
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13,027 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/16/2007 - Complete
Everything I Once Had by sam0587 reviews
The story of Mark and Addison before Seattle through Mark's point of view. Thanks to everyone who has reviewed!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 11 - Words: 14,725 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 2/7/2007 - Published: 1/12/2007
Girl Talk by recycled-stars reviews
The girls of Grey's Anatomy talk love, life, the joys of womanhood, men and bad hair days. All very tongueincheek, but I wanted to do a series in which the ladies kicked ass. And this is it. [Chapter 13 added]
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 14 - Words: 17,011 - Reviews: 225 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 65 - Updated: 1/16/2007 - Published: 9/20/2006
Cheaters Never Win by Best Mistake reviews
Addison wonders why they're all just so bad at it.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,242 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 4 - Published: 11/21/2006 - Complete
I Won by greysantomyyyyyxxxxxx reviews
Addison Forbes Montgomery doesn't lose. Ever. Addek. oneshot
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,036 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 4 - Published: 11/14/2006 - Complete
A Rush of Blood to the Head by Bleu reviews
[Do you think it would have been different? If you'd had kids?] Hmm... An obviously unrealistic what if I couldn't help but write about. Enjoy!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 7 - Words: 21,725 - Reviews: 103 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 10/5/2006 - Published: 9/26/2006 - Complete
Just What the Doctor Prescribed by chancetofly24 reviews
Addison & Derek after a marriage counseling session. Rated M for definite mature sexual content! Please R&R.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,494 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/11/2006 - Complete
Everybodys Got A Story, That Will Break your Heart by Kedda reviews
I've been wanting to write this story for awhile, and since I have a million things to do, now seemed like the perfect time. I'm more or less an Addek writer if that matters, I don't think it does.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 17,121 - Reviews: 81 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 5/23/2006 - Published: 4/2/2006 - Complete
Butterfly Kisses by BluEyes reviews
Can life ever really be as perfect as it seems? *FINAL CHAPTER UP, A WOO-HOO*
Friends - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 17 - Words: 31,602 - Reviews: 304 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 4/29/2003 - Published: 1/29/2003
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Blessed reviews
Derek didn't know he had a daughter until she was 5 years old. Can Addison and Derek start over and have a life together as a family after everything they have been through when Derek is hiding a medical condition that will change all of their lives?
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 21 - Words: 44,418 - Reviews: 265 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 98 - Updated: 2/3/2012 - Published: 7/12/2007 - Addison M., Derek S.
All In reviews
This is an AU of what could have happened between Mark and Addison in NYC if she'd kept the baby. Can Mark make Addison forget about Derek, and prove to her that he can be what she needs? Can they handle it when their baby has a birth defect? Maddison.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,721 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 2/11/2009 - Published: 11/29/2007 - Addison M., Mark S.
Matchmaker reviews
What if, instead of Addison and Derek, it had been Addison and Mark who got together in med school? What happens when best friends discover that they're something more? How would their lives have been different? Maddison with Maddek friendship. Complete
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 18 - Words: 37,124 - Reviews: 138 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 7/1/2007 - Published: 5/7/2007 - Complete
Blood Diamond reviews
Blood diamond. Those were the only words that he could think of to describe the sparkling stone on her left ring finger. Addek, Maddison triangley goodness.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 875 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 7 - Published: 6/29/2007
I'm Sorry I Can't Be Perfect reviews
After surviving the 60 day pact, Addison and Mark have been living together for 4 months, and are enjoying a great relationship. Will that change when a relative arrives with news that will change both of their lives forever? Maddison. Final chapter is up
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 21,288 - Reviews: 102 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 5/4/2007 - Published: 4/10/2007 - Complete
Into the Woods reviews
Richard is fed up with the way certain members of his staff have been behaving towards each other, so he orders all of them to participate in a team building retreat at a summer camp. Includes all main characters, and kind of Addie focused. Ch. 7 is up!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 21,362 - Reviews: 176 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 79 - Updated: 4/7/2007 - Published: 3/19/2007
Kismet reviews
Addison and Derek were destined to meet, but it took them four tries to get it right. These are those four times, and the fifth when they were finally properly introduced. Young and cute Addek. I decided to leave it complete the way that it is.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,863 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 4/1/2007 - Published: 3/28/2007 - Complete
Picking up the Pieces reviews
Addison was trying to put her life back together as a single woman, but instead, relationships blossomed... AddisonFinn and Addex. Whom did she choose? Friendships with Derek, Callie, Miranda, Richard, and Meredith. Family also visits. Ch. 29 is up!
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 51,706 - Reviews: 207 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 3/31/2007 - Published: 2/16/2007
He Saw Her First reviews
Mark thinks about how his relationship with Addison grew and changed over the years. Also attempts to answer the question of what made him decide to sleep with her. Addek and Maddison.
Grey's Anatomy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,241 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/15/2007
Rescue Me reviews
Can JR and troubled newcomer Caroline overcome their old problems, and new ones thrown at them, to find their way to one another?
All My Children - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,082 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 9/25/2002 - Published: 8/1/2002