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Joined 01-09-06, id: 967149, Profile Updated: 09-14-12
Author has written 9 stories for Naruto, Inuyasha, and Kingdom Hearts.

Okay, so...I'll just tell a bit about me and stuff...

Name: Xaic or Kira will do just fine. :)

Hair: Blonde (all-natural thankyouverymuch!)

Eyes: Blue

Age: XX

Sex: Female

Likes: Miroku, Axel, Demyx, Matt(Mail Jeevas), Anime, Manga, Comedy, Horror Movies, Japanese Culture, Books, Ghost Hunters, Puzzles!

Dislikes:My mom, guys who just want some ass, happy commercials after a quite sad or tension-y moment in a show or movie on TV, the old Charlie And The Chocolate Factory


A lot of shit has happened since I last updated this thing 4 years ago. XD

Current Obsessions:

Anime: _ (someone give me something to watch!)

Game: Catherine, Katamari

Book/Manga: Cell by Stephen King

Song: Trespassing

Character: Locating...

They say dreams reflect your most personal disires and truths...

Do "They" mean to say...

- I want a childhood friend to notice me- to leave his black and white world and be with me and have a brand new colourful life- even though the relationship may not last long, because he might die soon?

- I want to have a vampire lick the blood from a bug bite off my inner thigh? (That dream was actually pretty sexy)

- I want to be a boy who brings death upon 20 people but somehow sacrifices myself and saves everyone in the end from vampires?

- I want to be caught in a world being overtaken with mist, with the only other survivors (apparently), being a small boy who resembles my best friend's character Michael, and Axel, who's past is slowly being revealed in a park surrounded (and blocking the mist) by large pine trees?

- I want to be kidnapped, stabbed, and suffocated while watching my would-be savior watch with a terrified face knowing there's no way to save me?

- I want to be chased around by an invisible hadrosaur?

- I am horrified at the thought of going through the day according to the time given from an official sattelite?

- I want to be Uke!Axel while making a lemon with Seme!Demyx? (HAS to be my favorite dream EVER)

- I want my mommy-dearest to drive my imediate family off a bridge over 100 ft high into a lake to drown us, succeeding in her task?

Best Friend of Jacques! - Jacques

nice, just starting out RP site. Belongs to a good friend of mine. In the C-box, I am Skitzo.

My deviantART account - (NOW FEATURING...: "This... Love?" (A MelloxMatt Fancomic/Fancomic of Me and Jacques at the movies); Akudemy/Zemyx Fanart.

My Gaia account name is LuvlessAdmirer

On YouTube, I am known as SillyKiraina

Anime I love:




Angel Beats

Death Note

Code Geass

Manga I Love:

Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne


Gentleman's Alliance Cross (Shinshi Doumei Cross)

Death Note

Ouran High School Host Club


Pairing's I support:

Miroku & Sango

Shikamaru & Ino

Axel & Demyx

Demyx & Zexion

Katniss & Peeta

Finnick & Peeta

Hikaru & Kaoru

Maguri & Yoshitaka(Maora)

Edward & Winry

Havoc & Riza

Roy & Riza

Xemnas & Saix

Sasuke & Sakura

Naruto & Hinata

Inuyasha & Kagome

Fang & Iggy

Pairing's I'll support but wont write about(as in, main pairing):

Tamaki & Haruhi

Naruto & Ino

Kiba & Ino

Naruto & Sakura

Xaldin & Marluxia

Marluxia & Larxene

Axel & Zexion

Fang & Max

Katniss & Gale

Pairing's I dont like but may accept later:

Inuyasha & Kikyo

Rock & Tenten

Iggy & Max

Pairing's I'll never accept:

Axel & Roxas

Shikamaru & Temari

Hikaru & Haruhi

Iggy & Nudge


Temari(No. just... no.)

Roxas.(HATE.HATE.HATE.HATE HIM. I HATE him SO much, I tend to not read as many fics that constantly have him around. The only exception to me not hating him, is Xanrivash's fics. He annoys the HELL out of me. "Why?!" you ask? "He's too cute to hate!" you say? Well, the answer to that is simple. I just dont like him. I never liked him. Kinda like my deal with Justin Timberlake. I had an intense dislike of him even when N'Sync was popular. I don't know why, I just do. Yes, this means I'm no where NEAR an Akuroku shipper.I feel my fingertips burning just typing that pairing. But I can stand it when he's with Namine. I mean, they WERE destined for eachother, ne?)



Kingdom Hearts:

AkuDemy(omg. There aren't as many fans of this pairing as I would've hoped. I mean, come on! Does the phrase Opposites Attract mean anything to anyone??)

Zemyx(The concept of Opposites Attract applies here too. I'm a big fan of that phrase. :)



YamatoMimi(The lone wolf with the pretty, pretty princess, a classic OA example)

TakeruHikari(Come on. I loved them when they were little kiddies, I loved them when they were older. And together they just... click. That means no Daikari)

TakuyaIzumi(It's obvious that he likes her with his dream, and that she likes him. I wanna dig a hole in front of them and watch them fall in love together! ...Bad pun, I know)

KoujiIzumi(I lurve it about the same as Takumi. And considering the promise she made to the both of them -the date thing-, it's just as possible as Takumi)

Ouran High School Host Club:


HaruhiTamaki(OMG. :reminds me of oc and bff's oc: I can't stand HaruhiHikaru, so this is the best thing that includes her)


MirokuSango(Okay, She is the ONLY one I will EVER allow with him. I'm fucking serious. He is my ABSOLUTE FAVORITE CHARACTER OF ALL TIME. He is my LOVE. And I like Sango, and don't like most of the other girls)

InuyashaKagome(I dont hate Kikyo as much as I used to. But I don't really like Kagome either. I'd just rather have her and Inu together)

SesshomaruKagura(We all know that she loves him. And he is a father fig to Rin. But I just cant help but like him and Rin together too...)

SesshomaruRin(:looks up:)


InoShikamaru(I.HATE.TEMARI. I love Shika, And I look like Ino a bit. I'm talking microscopic similarity, here... even though I dont act like her all the time... Or rather, ever. >.>)

SasukeSakura(What can I say?)

NarutoHinata(Naru's adorable and I can SO relate to Hinata)

NejiTenten(Hey, Neji needs some love. And I'm not too fond of Lee... though he amuses me and I sympathize for him.)

KakashiIruka(A-hem... :looks away:)


ToshirouMomo(What's not to love? Childhood friends... the nicknames, the protection issues...:could go on forever:)

RenjiHanataro(You. Don't. Want. To. Know)

Death Note:

MelloMatt(aka: Mihael and Mail. Matt was the only person Mello ever asked for forgiveness from, and said sorry to.)

RaitoLawliet(erm... yeah...)

I'm also down for Matsuda being tossed in there somewhere with L or Raito. ;)


Harry Potter:


Hunger Games:



Maximum Ride:

FangIggy(Just the thought of them together makes me fawn. Max just gets on my nerves a lot)

FangMax(Though they both make me want to strangle them sometimes, that doesn't mean I can't love them at the same time, right?)

Current Projects:

Xaic's Notes(ZeMyx. ON HIATUS. 5 chapters so far.)

Unwell(Zexion centered. Sometimes, we try to belong but are misunderstood.)

Untitled(AkuDemy. Realization is a must in order to have a chance at a relatonship.)

Future Projects:

Finality comic(!)


"You shouldn't judge anyone by appearance!"
- Demyx

"If you're texting Magnus to say 'I think u r kewl,' I'm going to kill you."
- Isabelle

"I feel like... like pudding. Pudding with nerve endings. Pudding in pain."
- Iggy (James Griffiths)

"You love me. You love me this much!"
- Fang

"Fire is life, not just destruction."
- Zuko

"If your son is dead, Lucius, it is not my fault. He did not come and join me, like the rest of the slytherins. Perhaps he has decided to befriend Harry Potter?"
- Lord Voldemort

"You never want to talk to me unless I have anything to say!"
- Jacques

"We're going to have a 'Make a Baby' party!"
- My Biology Teacher

"Oh! I see why I messed up! It's because it's confusing!"
- Girl in German Class

"Do I ring any bells yet!?"
- Axel

"Come here, I'll make it all stop."
- Axel

"Now that's just plain rude!"
- Demyx

- Axel

"If your dream is good, I hope you never wake,
Live your life happily without anguish or pain.
If it's bad, don't worry, I'll give you a shake,
Lie back down and try again."
- Illusion's of Life (HeavenlyHorror)

- Lilu-sama

"Did you flash your bit's at the wrong man's wife?"
- Riley Jenson

"Being the best isn't all it's cracked up to be. When you have power, you become arrogant and isolated from the world."
- Itachi

"Everytime I try to make you smile, you're always feeling sorry for yourself. And everytime I try to make you laugh; you can't, you're too tough; you think you're loveless. Is that too much that I'm asking for?"
- "Too Much to Ask"

"What do you want him to do? Call the fire department and eat lasagna all night?!"
- My Cousin Noah

'What is wrong with this girl?!'
- Light

"I could fall for you, you know?"
- Lawliet

"I gained another friend."
- Lawliet

"And I'm female, too."
- Rem

If you've ever been so obsessed with something that now everyone is scared of you because of its effects, copy this into your profile.

You people have NO idea

Just because someone makes you feel like you have a heart, DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH SAID SOMEONE. Just because a person leaves your life, possibly forever, and you'll miss them DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH THEM. Just because you exist with a bunch of prats and idiots, and think one person out of all of them is different, DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH THEM. Just because you wanted to see your only companion before you fade, DOES NOT MEAN THAT YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH THEM.


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Out of My Element by HeavenlyHorror reviews
A Romantic Dramedy AkuDemy ... Axel's brother, Reno, has brought home his boss's cousin to live with them for a while. The boy's name is Demyx and, despite the rough start, the two seem to have a soft spot for one another.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 30 - Words: 175,188 - Reviews: 178 - Favs: 136 - Follows: 98 - Updated: 5/4/2012 - Published: 3/18/2007 - Axel, Demyx - Complete
Winging It by Curlylocks4232 reviews
Its finally here people the results of CONTEST! Life is never easy, and it only gets harder if you're a mutant. Follow the hardships of three rag-tag flocks in their tales of survival, family, and love. OC-centric.
Maximum Ride - Rated: T - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,357 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 8/3/2011 - Published: 10/11/2010
Total Drama, The Ultimate Fanon by Realityshowfan reviews
A bunch of completely random crack pairings. LeCocowna Jr. is now up!
Total Drama series - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,855 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/5/2010
Dare You To Move by Paper Kettle reviews
Something terrible happens to Matt and no one knows what to do to help him. Can L, Light and Mello help him overcome his nightmare and catch the culprit or will he resort to drastic measures to escape the pain? Hopefully not as emo as it sounds. MxM
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 12 - Words: 46,283 - Reviews: 175 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 111 - Updated: 10/2/2009 - Published: 12/7/2008 - Matt, Mello
A Morning Suprise by Leora Condour reviews
A free weekend finds Axel roaming...and what he discovers is quite interesting...AkuDemy fluff.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,381 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 11 - Published: 11/28/2008 - Axel, Demyx - Complete
Still In Love With You by onionladi777 reviews
He was hoping a lie would make his mistake disappear. But when his plan backfired, Axel wasn't the only one with a broken heart. Axel/Demyx. AU.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 41,158 - Reviews: 97 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 9/2/2008 - Published: 2/28/2008 - Axel, Demyx - Complete
Like Glass by StrawberryBananas reviews
Because I was Ino Yamanaka, and it was my job to be strong and hot headed and unaffected by what others said. But everyone failed to see that I was just as breakable and fragile as a young girl. That I was exactly like glass.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,831 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/7/2008 - Ino Y., Shikamaru N. - Complete
KINK by Kohaku Hotaru reviews
Axel is kinky by nature and Demyx goes along with it because he loves him. What happens when Demyx is the kinky one for once? SLASH, DEMYX/AXEL, TWO SHOT.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,073 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 14 - Published: 6/8/2008 - Demyx, Axel
Shorter by InMyWildestMemories reviews
When it comes to something as precious as this to Mello, he can only trust one person. But what if he backs out before the operation's done? You can view it as a coupling if you want, or just good friends. Oneshot. DISCLAIMER - I DON'T OWN DEATHNOTE!
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 585 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/26/2008 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Confession Time by Xanrivash reviews
Axel wants to talk to Demyx...guess what he has to say.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,419 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 43 - Published: 4/2/2008 - Axel, Demyx - Complete
A Few New Scars and a Heck of a Story by Xanrivash reviews
That's what so many of these adventures boil down to once they're over...like the time Roxas and Zexion had to go rescue Demyx...
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,399 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/15/2008 - Demyx, Roxas - Complete
Strum a Melody for Me by kitfallen reviews
Zexion Ishida has a lot of problems... he lost his hearing at the age of ten, changed highschools when he was sixteen, and became college roommates with Demyx when he was eighteen.. Wait... why is that last one a problem? .AU Zemyx. .deaf!Zexion.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 6 - Words: 19,991 - Reviews: 133 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 186 - Updated: 1/26/2008 - Published: 10/9/2007 - Zexion, Demyx
Just A Little Slice of Heaven by Athame Kunoichi reviews
Due to an accident, Tenten is now 5 years old! Now it's up to Neji to play babysitter until she can be changed back for good... asuming that annoying kunoichi, schemeing cadets, and a mysterious past rushing back will let him! NejTen HumorRomanceAngst
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 29,044 - Reviews: 209 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 86 - Updated: 12/27/2007 - Published: 8/23/2006 - Tenten, Neji H.
A Little Problem by Xanrivash reviews
Oh, dear. The strange world Demyx was sent to had a delayed effect, and now Axel better polish his childcare skills...Rating may rise in later chapters.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 9 - Words: 25,467 - Reviews: 92 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 12/15/2007 - Published: 12/4/2007 - Demyx, Axel - Complete
Finality by ginandkerosine reviews
[AxelDemyx oneshot] “I’ll come back,” Demyx repeated. “For you.”
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 562 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 13 - Published: 10/17/2007 - Axel, Demyx - Complete
Miserere by Dakota-Jones reviews
AU. Zexion thinks he's finally living his dream, working at a prestigious scientific laboratory right out of college. But will he change his mind when the new subject of his research tests his morals, his beliefs, and his dedication to his trade? Zemyx!
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 21,962 - Reviews: 76 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 7/30/2007 - Published: 6/29/2007 - Demyx, Zexion
Drenched in Water by DisturbedDucky reviews
What happens when Axel is just messing with Demyx, and ends up falling in love with him. Roxas chases after Axels love, only to find out he likes another. Whats with Marluxia? he hates gay men, but find out he's one himself.. Random Fun. Love. Yaoi! [Axel
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 54,966 - Reviews: 197 - Favs: 141 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 7/6/2007 - Published: 8/20/2006 - Axel, Demyx - Complete
My Bloody Valentine by Devastation-Eve reviews
Jealousy can work it's way into someone's soul. Not just their mind, their entire being, until they're nothing but envy. Raw Envy. Love is a selective thing. A sad kind of AkuDem and bullets of Zemyx whizzing past. Full summary inside.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,731 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/26/2007 - Demyx, Axel - Complete
Chocolate by GlazingSilverWing reviews
No one every gave him a gift, even a small smile, not even a glance not filled with hate. Today was easter and yet, he recieved nothing. Until she came up to him. ONESHOT Naruhina
Naruto - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,333 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 10 - Published: 4/16/2007 - Naruto U., Hinata H. - Complete
Inamorato by firefly reviews
Nobody told Tobi that out of all the calendar holidays, Valentine’s Day was the last one to be passionately celebrated in the company of seven homicidal men. Crackfic.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,086 - Reviews: 1551 - Favs: 3,746 - Follows: 381 - Published: 4/10/2007 - Obito U./Tobi, Deidara - Complete
A Picture's Worth a Thousand Words by SiriuslyFunny reviews
DMHG. Draco bewitches Hermione's diary so he can see all her secrets. See inside for full summary. Right now I'm revising and tweaking the plot, so don't read this fic until I'm done.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 40,877 - Reviews: 372 - Favs: 100 - Follows: 119 - Updated: 9/11/2006 - Published: 12/5/2005 - Draco M., Hermione G.
I'm Goin' To Miami by LuClipse85 reviews
Japan's Hottest Actor, Houshi Miroku, is exhausted from his work. So he and Japan's Hottest Model, Hanyou Inuyasha, go to Miami Beach for a vacation. However, when they arrive, Miroku has much more than just a vacation.
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 174,879 - Reviews: 308 - Favs: 156 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 6/25/2006 - Published: 11/12/2004 - Miroku, Sango - Complete
Rules Of Cosplay by LiLi-Sama reviews
Kairi is in love...with an animated character! One day she goes to an anime convention and meets a guy. He's annoying,loud and everything she hates. Will she end up falling for him? SxK,Clerith,etc. [COMPLETE]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 109,508 - Reviews: 543 - Favs: 180 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 4/5/2006 - Published: 12/28/2004 - Complete
How to Tick Your Neighbor Off in 3 Minutes or Less by Lamb Dinner reviews
Sango Akiyama has a rather normal life, at least until a certain guy moves in next door. When the most annoying neighbor in history just happens to move in next door, how long will she be able to stand it without killing the guy? MirSan
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 14 - Words: 23,616 - Reviews: 173 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 2/19/2006 - Published: 7/5/2005 - Miroku, Sango - Complete
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Are You Still There? reviews
In my point of view, we've slowly been pulled from eachother. That new kid, Roxas? He's okay and all, but I never see Axel now because of him. Is it wrong to miss someone so much? Would he finally answer if I were to reach out instead of him?
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 982 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/2/2009 - Demyx, Axel - Complete
Your Type of Pretty reviews
What's not cute about me!" "Everything." ZekuRoku fluff. Squint for AkuDemy. 8D The characters and begining situation don't belong to me... nor does Zexion's book.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,195 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 7 - Published: 6/13/2009 - Zexion, Roxas - Complete
Cranes reviews
Silly little oneshot. Crackish. for Zemyx day.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,344 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/9/2008 - Demyx, Zexion - Complete
A Heart For A Heart reviews
The antics between numbers Nine and Eight conceal a small secret between them. A nightly ritual is revealed. A small drabble thought up as I went along only because I wanted a oneshot out on V-day. The Idea came from a pic on my cell, and I don't own them
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 501 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/14/2008 - Demyx, Axel - Complete
Xaic's Notes reviews
IX can only find cold emitting from VI, so he finds some random papers laying about from the new members' other life. He immediately mistakes them as a back up sign to make Zexion smile. Unwillingly, Zexion starts feeling annoyed. Or was it a smile? No OC
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 9,035 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 1/28/2008 - Published: 10/21/2007 - Demyx, Zexion
Enzyte reviews
Demyx is left alone, and has thoughts. Acting on a whim, he tries to order what the commercial called 'Enzyte'. Suggests AkuDemy, definately. BL Boys Love. Also, written on a whim. Can seem a bit crackish. Set in an 'AUish' setting. Enjoy
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,274 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 9/17/2007 - Demyx, Axel - Complete
Past reviews
A poem from the mind of Kairi, thinking about our Hero. Placed during the time when she resided on the Island. After first game, 'bout the begining of KH II.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/31/2007 - Kairi - Complete
Who? reviews
A poem I thought of in 2005, I thought it was pretty good... My first fan anything! You don't have to be gentle with reviews, I can handle it! KagomeXInuyasha
Inuyasha - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/21/2007 - Inuyasha, Kagome H. - Complete
It'll Be Okay reviews
TenTen reflects on the boy who is training in the grounds in front of her. hints of onesided TenXNeji
Naruto - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/21/2007 - Tenten, Neji H. - Complete