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Author has written 33 stories for Flight 29 Down, Avatar: Last Airbender, Big Time Rush, Glee, Fullmetal Alchemist, D.Gray-Man, and Hobbit.

I'm a college kid majoring in Neuroscience. I know basic German and basic French. I like writing porn and torturing other people's characters.

"Until the day I die, I spill my heart for you. For you...Should I bite my tongue until blood soaks my shirt?"

"Use me as you will; pull my strings just for a thrill. I know I'll be ok, though my skies are turning grey. I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to Heaven."

"Someday we'll find it: the Rainbow Connection. The lovers, the dreamers, and me... What's so amazing that keeps us stargazing?"

"Who I am from the start, take me home to my heart, let me go and I will run, I will not be silenced"

"Schrei! Bist du du selbst bist! Schrei! Und wenn ist das es letze. Schrei! Auch wenn es weh tut, schrei so laut du kannst!"

If you PM me a request for a fandom I have previously written for, then I will probably fill it. However, I can't promise continuations of previously written fics.

Fandoms I write for:

D. Gray-man

Full Metal Alchemist (no incest)

No.6

Hetalia

Elfen Lied

Spice and Wolf

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How to Save a Life by saxon-jesus reviews
At age 21, Lavi finally convinces Bookman to let him study at Harvard. Though weighed down with a heavy courseload, he is secure in his resolve to be a Bookman, but his new roommate, an obviously traumatized Kanda Yuu, begins to change that. Kanda/Lavi
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 142,582 - Reviews: 184 - Favs: 170 - Follows: 176 - Updated: 6/18/2012 - Published: 7/7/2009 - Kanda Yuu, Lavi
Waltz by drakie cakie reviews
Iroh is captured, so Jet and Zuko team up to save him. Quirky Jet. Anti-PDA Zuko. Jetko Jet/Zuko yaoi. Rated for later chapters.
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 34,447 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 173 - Follows: 95 - Updated: 5/29/2011 - Published: 4/17/2009 - Jet, Zuko - Complete
When Darkness Turns to Light by TangiblyYours reviews
"The first time they met, he was committing grand larceny." James and Logan meet under the most unexpected of situations, a well practiced craft of deceit consuming them, and the only thing that can really save them is each other. James/Logan slash, AU.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,665 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 45 - Published: 9/10/2010 - Logan, James - Complete
Falling Into Your Sunlight by DarkPrincess128 reviews
Last night, Kendall Knight's father died. While James is comforting him, he realizes something shocking. KendallxJames.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,062 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/6/2010 - Kendall, James - Complete
Undisciplined by floweranza reviews
Zuko likes to run away sometimes.
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 422 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/17/2008 - Sokka, Zuko - Complete
Nightmares by Captain-Beatty reviews
Who do you go to when you have nightmares, Sokka?" An innocent question, right? Anyway, K because of 2 words & unhappy implication
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,706 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/21/2008 - Sokka, Zuko - Complete
The Scar by Arcole reviews
After Western Air Temple--Zuko tries to make his place in the Gaang, but his scar is causing problems with his vision. Toph tries to help.
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,193 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 207 - Follows: 18 - Published: 1/20/2008 - Zuko, Toph - Complete
Etymology by Leopardus Pardalis reviews
Aang discovers some things that have changed in the past century. Drabble. Slight ZukoxAang.
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 485 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 98 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/5/2008 - Zuko, Aang - Complete
Lies by Tuna Salad Sonnet reviews
[Post Day of Black Sun] Toph is convinced Zuko needs a hug. Good thing he's a much worse lier than his sister. [Drabbly oneshot. TophAangZuko friendship.]
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 667 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 403 - Follows: 39 - Published: 12/7/2007 - Toph, Zuko - Complete
Dance for Chocolate? by SilverMoonPhantom reviews
A party is being held... a Drag party. Sam insists on going, and Chocolate seems to have a strange effect on Danny. Slight Slash, mainly due to confusion. DashDanny NOT CRACK. Does have a bit of a plot...and development and stuff like that.
Danny Phantom - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,172 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 6/9/2007 - Published: 6/8/2007 - Danny F., Dash B. - Complete
Behind That Door by SomeKindOfRomance reviews
Will Kyle ever see his friends, or the one he loves ever again, or will he suffer at the hands of his captor for the rest of his life? i apologize for the short chapters.. they will get longer. I put 3 and 4 together.. too short. i'm sorry
South Park - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,931 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 2/3/2006 - Published: 1/29/2006 - Kyle B., Stan M.
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Life of Leaving Home reviews
Slight AU. Set before The Hobbit, why Kili's so good with a bow. When Kili contracts a deadly sickness, he leaves his mountain home and accidentally wanders into Elven territory. He survives the illness, but violated a treaty. Now, he must stay for one year, train, and learn their way of life. Eventual Kili/OMC.
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 15,343 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 83 - Updated: 12/27/2012 - Published: 12/19/2012 - Kili
Wayward Brothers reviews
Movieverse. After the incident with the trolls, Thorin has to deal with his disobedient nephews. Contains spanking. No slash, just parental Thorin.
Hobbit - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,245 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 10 - Published: 12/22/2012 - Thorin, Kili - Complete
What's My Name Again? reviews
When 16 year old Kanda is injured gathering Innocence, an eye-patched, red-head going by Remy helps him out. When the teenager reappears with a different name, Kanda just can't get a grip on him. Kanda/Lavi.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 21,920 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 6/22/2012 - Published: 3/14/2012 - Kanda Yuu, Lavi
Moment in the Marble Garden reviews
If Matron hadn't dragged Lavi and Yu back to the infirmary after they went to find Allen. Realizing that Allen wants some time alone, they spend some time alone in the Arc. seme!Kanda/uke!Lavi. PWP.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,193 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/31/2012 - Lavi, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Nicotine and Morphemes reviews
Short scene. Lavi can't distract himself from the blood stains on the walls for very long, so he guesses it's ok to bum a smoke off Tyki.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,033 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/10/2012 - Lavi, Tyki Mikk - Complete
His Hearth reviews
Cold brings memories and feelings of a life that's past. Heat takes those away. That's why Kanda likes when Lavi crawls into bed with him. KandaxLavi. yaoi.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 889 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/8/2012 - Kanda Yuu, Lavi - Complete
Pushing Forward reviews
A Bond of the Heart and Hand Part 5. Slight AU. After Ed's recklessness almost gets him butchered by Barry, Mustang decides to impart some logic into his charge. WARNING: contains spanking of child/teen.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,611 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 7 - Published: 2/23/2012 - Edward E., Roy M. - Complete
Cleaning up after Others reviews
Slight AU. A Bond of the Heart and Hand Part 4. After Night of the Chimera's Cry, Brigadier General Grand punishes Ed for his insubordination beyond reason. Mustang is left to clean up afterwards. Warning: contains spanking/abuse of child/teen.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,352 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 6 - Published: 2/20/2012 - Edward E., Roy M. - Complete
Driving Out the Cold reviews
Takes place between Leaf of Revival and Beyond the Snowstorm when Allen is unconscious. Lavi and Kanda need to warm Allen's hypothermic body and use the only heat source available: themselves. SomewhatEstablished Lavi/Kanda, PreLavi/Allen/Kanda
D.Gray-Man - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,281 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 7 - Published: 2/15/2012 - Lavi, Kanda Yuu - Complete
We'll Make You Feel Good reviews
Lavi and Kanda need to keep Allen occupied for a while. Slash Lavi/Allen/Kanda. uke!Allen.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,735 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 289 - Follows: 50 - Published: 2/13/2012 - Allen Walker, Lavi - Complete
Breaking from Guilt reviews
A Bond of the Hand and Heart: Part 3. Slight AU. When Edward puts himself purposefully in danger on the anniversary of his mother's resurrection, Mustang has to rescue him and impart some simple logic into him. WARNING: contains spanking of child/teen
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,135 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/12/2012 - Edward E., Roy M. - Complete
Reinforcing Boundaries reviews
A Bond of the Heart and Hand series: Part 2. Slight AU. Mustang has a discussion with Ed about his unhealthy study habits. WARNING: contains spanking of child/teen.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,406 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/9/2012 - Edward E., Roy M. - Complete
Fine Lines Emboldened reviews
A Bond of Heart and Hand: Part 1. Slight AU. Mustang takes Edward in hand after the blond makes purposeful trouble for him. WARNING: contains spanking of child/teen.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,822 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/8/2012 - Edward E., Roy M. - Complete
Glee as Folk: I Love You reviews
Based on QAF. When a bomb goes off in a gay nightclub with Sam, Kurt, and Blaine inside, Puck realizes his feelings and everyone is pulled closer despite the tragedy. Puck/Sam, Kurt/Blaine, Quinn/Rachel, Santana/Britt.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,091 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/15/2011 - Puck, Sam E. - Complete
Outhouses and Matzo Ball Soup reviews
Puck finds Sam in an outhouse the day after he got out of one. Sam is reluctant to spill his secrets and to ask for help, but Puck and his grandmother have a way of taking care of people. Sam/Puck Slash.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,818 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/9/2011 - Sam E., Puck - Complete
Pest Control reviews
"We haven't failed this bad since we lost to Duluth East 8-1" "Yeah, that's the game Kendall and I got ejected from for unsportsmanlike mooning" Duluth East doesn't play by the rules, Carlos and Kendall sink to their level, and the team suffers.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,529 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/25/2011 - Kendall, James - Complete
Stand By Me reviews
Take off of the movie, or of The Body by Stephen King. The boys go searching for a body and have to deal with all sorts of issues along the way. Warnings: Lots of swearing, mentions of child abuse, original character deaths, minor boy love: Kames and OT4
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,837 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/27/2011 - Kendall, James - Complete
My Lungs Gave out as I Faced the Crowd reviews
That swirling abyss of depression lures into its clutches anyone who thinks too much. Logan is one of those people. Jogan in later chapters.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 4,938 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 3/20/2011 - Published: 1/20/2011 - Logan, James
Take Me or Leave Me reviews
Logan hears James singing Rent in the shower and decides to join in. Jogan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,205 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/15/2011 - Logan, James - Complete
No Weenies Allowed reviews
BTR is Spongebob. RPS fic. Logan and James go to the beach, and Logan wants to go to a rad skate park. Only the best skaters can get in, but James gets left outside. Jogan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,747 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 7 - Published: 2/11/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Bambi ain't so Kind reviews
On vacation from Rocque Records in Minnesota, the boys try to rescue an injured deer. However, this may put themselves in danger. OT4 slash.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,928 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/3/2011 - Complete
Don't Mess with the Swag reviews
James is feeling empty after Logan has too much swagger. Logan decides to fix that, fill him up, and show him what he's really worth. Response to Kinkmeme prompt. Jogan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 859 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/2/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Awkward reviews
Based on an entry from bash dot org. James and Logan want to get high but they need to find a place to do it. Just as they start, a cop pulls up. They create a distraction and end up in an awkward situation. Jogan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 890 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/26/2010 - James, Logan - Complete
In the Night reviews
James doesn't like horror movies. light Jogan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 409 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 29 - Published: 10/5/2010 - James, Logan - Complete
Confusion is a Crime reviews
Jo doesn't believe in letting emotions get in the way of career goals, which is why she keeps a distance from everyone emotionally. Like it or not, Jo can't distance herself from Camille, and doesn't understand why not. Jo/Camille Slash.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,365 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 7 - Published: 9/18/2010 - Jo, Camille
What Comes around Comes around again reviews
Kendall cheats on Logan with James one night, thinking Logan won't find out. When Logan does, he takes it upon himself to exact revenge on both of them. Established Kogan, but also Kames and Jogan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,194 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 4 - Published: 9/12/2010 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
I'll Be Your Doctor, I'll Be Your Cure reviews
When James gets sick, Logan takes care of him. Traditional h/c fic... established Jogan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,455 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 4 - Published: 9/5/2010 - James, Logan - Complete
Breathing reviews
James has an asthma attack during dance practice and Logan has to help him keep control of himself before he panics. implied Jogan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,311 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 10 - Published: 9/2/2010 - James, Logan - Complete
Lips of a Diva reviews
James feels insecure about his lips after Hawke modified them. Logan tells him how much he love those lips and shows him too. Slash, Jogan. Warnings inside
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,747 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 8/28/2010 - Published: 8/24/2010 - James, Logan - Complete
For Your Entertainment reviews
After James and Logan get high, James confesses something to Logan, who convinces him to tell the entire band. James then goes through a series of bad boyfriends who Logan has to then save him from. James/OMC, James/Logan eventually. Warnings inside.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 24,949 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 93 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 8/13/2010 - Published: 7/22/2010 - James, Logan - Complete
Saved from the Pirates reviews
JETKO. Jet saves Zuko from pirates... Rated for violence so far
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,316 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 8 - Published: 8/24/2009 - Zuko, Jet
One Night in Ba Sing Se reviews
Jet springs Zuko from work during a festival. They forget their inhibitions, dance, and more. Slash Jetko Yaoi
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 797 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/11/2008 - Zuko, Jet - Complete
Gathering Water reviews
When searching for water with Jackson, Eric is almost killed. Jackson's check for injuries turns into something hotter. Slash Jackson/Eric
Flight 29 Down - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,796 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 5/26/2008 - Published: 3/3/2008 - Eric, Jackson
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