Author has written 10 stories for Final Fantasy VII, Dracula, and Star Wars.
Tattooed skeletons are those authors
(Nietzsche, Le voyageur et son ombre)
: Me :
Lilly, 25 (gah!), French.
[This is a message for Createspace: yes, this is Lilly White, and yes, I am looking to make Border of Taboo temporarily available in physical format in order to send copies to my readers!]
What the hell is up with ffnet making all my links lead back to this profile page??
Anyway. You'll find me on tumblr with the url "lilly-white".
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I'm the sort of person that keeps her grief to herself, and never shares it for fear of other people interpreting her attitude, refering to her as a certain psychological type, etc. So, since grief is the type of thing that must be shared, I share it with fictional characters.
Freefall (FFVII): Based on a first love of mine, a rather sadistic girl who is now a fully fledged libertine. This was when I'd chosen to break away from her, so about five years into the relationship. I had fought my way to get to the position of "the favourite", and once I'd obtained her full attention and love, I had distanced myself from everyone else, everything else that didn't include her. I felt immensely guilty and doubtful about breaking away from her, since she had distanced herself from everything that didn't include me, too. And I never really explained to her why I broke away, it was so sudden, like survival instinct kicking in and forcing me to lash out. This fic is practically a stream-of-consciousness of that time, that I traced over Zack and Aeris.
Heavy in your Arms (FFVII): Based on a second love of mine, a man this time. Four years. Much softer, and purer than what I had with the aforementionned girl. I couldn't write about death for at least a few months - experiencing his death was something I wanted to analyze and express to get it out of me but I just couldn't. This was my first attempt to spell out what it felt like, though it's difficult to sort through and express all the different phases I've been going through. Traced over Vincent and Lucrecia. It would've made more sense, perhaps, to trace it over Aeris and Zack, but I relate a lot more to Vincent's psychological tendencies than Aeris'.
: Fandoms :
- Final Fantasy VII
I'd like to try writing in other FF universes but I just can't get my head out of the seventh, it's so good. Can't get enough of it! Have been trying my hand at one of the only anime I've watched and enjoyed till the end, Blood (plus), because it's bloody amazing too. (I've recently fallen in love with Speedgrapher too, though its fandom seems to be quite shockingly absent. Then again, if you like Sephiroth, you'll obviously fall in love with any character who's a rich white-haired bastard doing evil things for his own personal reasons, and who spent his childhood as a lab rat. I do love the reasons behind his apparent 'evil' though; money, and all its dirty ramifications. Though a bit clichéd, it's intelligently expressed for an anime.)
: Muses :
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To Anonymous reviewers: LOVE YOU GUYS. Wonderful human beings. :D But, it's so frustrating to not be able to thank you properly; you guys should make yourselves profiles, so that we can lavish you with gratitude and metaphysical hugs and all that you deserve.
DISCLAIMER: All of my stories are based on existing franchises (movies/books/games). I am making no money off of them. I claim no intellectual property over the worlds and characters that I write about (excepting the original characters who do not appear in those franchises).