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Author has written 6 stories for Mass Effect.

About Me

Mass Effect fandom trash of the worst order. I'm in love with Liara T'Soni and cry a lot about Cortenko. My primary interest in my work right now is writing Shepard's PTSD, and there's a lot of material there to explore. Always interested in reading stuff from other authors writing about trauma in the ME universe.

I write really slow a lot of the time. Sorry.

About My Writing

I have a few series of fics that won't work in a chapter format; I originally published them on AO3 which handles multi-part works differently than FFN. I'll mark the series title and order in the summaries for my fics that are part of a series.

Series of mine that are currently up:

Feeling in the Pipeline - FemShep/Kaidan. Set during and after ME3. Shepard is suffering severe PTSD after being brought back to life by Cerberus. Her painful and sudden death, followed by a frightening resurrection forced upon her without her knowledge or consent by the same organization that slaughtered her unit on Akuze, shook her badly. She feels unable to rekindle her relationship with Liara after suffering so much -- how could she, when Liara would blame herself for all the pain she would read in Shepard's mind? But when the Commander finds herself fighting alongside Kaidan Alenko again, her old attraction to him resurfaces. All stories rated M for language, graphic violence, and/or sexual content.

And What Shoulder, & What Art - FemShep/Garrus. Set during and after ME2. The only fic in this series I have yet is Zombie, which is not done, but I have at least one sequel planned. I don't have a good blurb for this one, just a quote:

In what distant deeps or skies
Burnt the fire of thine eyes?
On what wings dare he aspire?
What the hand, dare seize the fire?

And what shoulder, & what art,
Could twist the sinews of thy heart?
And when thy heart began to beat,
What dread hand? & what dread feet?

What the hammer? what the chain,
In what furnace was thy brain?
What the anvil? what dread grasp,
Dare its deadly terrors clasp!

When the stars threw down their spears
And water'd heaven with their tears:
Did he smile his work to see?
Did he who made the Lamb make thee?

- William Blake, "The Tyger"

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What You Wish For
Jack picks up something sexy to wear to Aria's, and Aria decides to do something nice for her girlfriend as a thank-you. Of course, this is Aria we're talking about, and "nice" means something different to her than it does to most people... Jack/Aria T'Loak, domme Aria. Bondage, suspension, tentacles kind of. Rated M for a reason.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Sci-Fi/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,833 - Favs: 6 - Published: 8/25/2015 - [Jack, Aria T'Loak] - Complete
Some Kind of Beautiful
Post-Destroy Shenko happy ending fic. Colonist/Sole Survivor Shepard has been suffering from severe PTSD following Alchera and the Lazarus Project, struggling through it with Kaidan's much-needed support. When he finds her badly injured but alive on the Citadel after the Battle of London, he decides to take her home to Canada with him to recuperate. (Feeling in the Pipeline #4)
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 13,091 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/24/2015 - [Kaidan A., Shepard (F)] [Garrus V., Tali'Zorah]
Zombie reviews
Traumatized, trapped by Cerberus and unable to return to the Alliance, Shepard must stop the Collectors without succumbing to PTSD. ME2 fix-it; I was never happy with Shepard's reasons for working with Cerberus so I'm giving the Illusive Man a real leash to put her on this time. Slow build Shakarian. Dark, violent, & focused on Shepard's PTSD after Alchera and the Lazarus Project.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Sci-Fi/Suspense - Chapters: 4 - Words: 24,710 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 6 - Published: 8/23/2015 - [Shepard (F), Garrus V.]
First Night reviews
ME3. Shepard's been working too hard, and probably spending too much time drinking alone. Down in Crew Quarters, the lights are starting to bother Kaidan's eyes, so he decides to take a chance and see if she's up for an interruption tonight... Smut and Shenko feels. There is crying. (Feeling in the Pipeline #3)
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,257 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/23/2015 - [Shepard (F), Kaidan A.] - Complete
Night Terrors reviews
Shepard has been struggling with PTSD since Cerberus resurrected her, and the nightmares are beginning to take their toll. She doesn't know how to talk to Liara about it, not after all this time, but she's seeing Kaidan now, and he's dealt with PTSD of his own... ME3, rated for language, violence. (Feeling in the Pipeline #2)
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,545 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/22/2015 - [Shepard (F), Kaidan A.] - Complete
A few days after dropping Maj. Alenko off at the Citadel for medical treatment, Cmdr. Shepard is up in the middle of the night, trying to shake off the bad dreams alone. She's fighting a losing battle with PTSD after her death and resurrection by Cerberus. ME3 Post-Mars, rated for language, alcohol abuse. (Feeling in the Pipeline #1)
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Sci-Fi/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,533 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/22/2015 - [Shepard (F), Kaidan A.] - Complete