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Joined 08-03-08, id: 1656023, Profile Updated: 06-27-09
Author has written 5 stories for Harry Potter, and Make It or Break It.

Hi everyone!

I used to go as Paddywaddy, but I now am SushiBar because I want to have a fresh restart at I have neglected my stories and I am really sorry for this. I will try and update more often!

Now, for the people who either don't remember me or who have never encountered my profile before.


My name is Rowan, born in 1992 - female- and from the Netherlands, living in the middle of nowhere- well, not really, but kind of.

I plan to be an English teacher in four years, if everything goes well, and to become near-native to the English language, because I just adore it. I would love to move to the U.K someday, even for just a few years.

I have obsessions with many things, the most-long-lasting of them being Harry Potter. The obsession started when I was about ten - imagine my eleven year old getting a letter from Hogwarts for her Birthday. Of course, it was a printed one, most definitely fake- but I was happy nonetheless. I still have that letter-somewhere. I am still as obsessed- if not more so- with Harry Potter, which probably has something to do with the amazing fanfiction and fansites out there. And Tom Felton and Alan Rickman. Moving on to the next- Alan Rickman's Voice. Oh yes. It kills me everytime- in a good way. Especially when he's portraying Severus Snape, muttering "Obviously" to Dolores Umbridge, the -pardon my French- filthy cow.

A third obsession is most likely Japan and Korea- fashionwise and musicwise. Just to name an artist; Miyavi. God I love that man, even his quirks and randomness and arrogance.

Movies I love ; Lolita; so devilish and wrong and emotional. The Fine art of Love; two girls in an orphanage-type of environment fall in love, very dramatic and bittersweet. Perfume; Slow, beautiful in all it's ugliness and the best type of murder- obsessive. The Jacket; a little odd, complicated and torture. Lovely.

Books; Harry Potter, Twilight book 1, Confessions of Georgia Nicolson. The Pigman and Me. The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime.

Actors/ actress; Gary Oldman, Cate Blanchett, Johnny Depp, Keira Knightley, Adrien Brody, Ralph Fiennes ( the man seems to have some sort of natural sneer of disdain. I love it) Angelina Jolie, Colin Farrel, Alexis Bledel, Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewards.

As for shippings, I'm a fan of (femme)slash. I've only read some het-fics in the beginning of my fanfiction-reading-days (which dates back to...My 14th, possibly) which included Sirius/Lily (what the fudge) and Lily/ James ( obviously)

One of the first multiple slash stories I read were Remus/ Sirius. One I can remember, mostly since I printed the entire story so I could read it again at any given time or place (that cost my parents a lot of paper and ink) was Read Me. Genius, by Wabbitsox. That's one I definitely recommend. And something like.. La Chat Noir et Rouge something something. I can't remember the title completely nor exactly, so if someone remembers it, please contact me! For further recommendations, you need only to check my Favourites. Momentum is definitely worth checking out.

Now, moving on to shippings. As said, most are slash. Also, I don't generally go for older-younger shippings with males. Severus x Harry is therefore not my thing if it's a slash. If it's a mentorfic, then hell yes. However, things like Ginny x Tonks, Narcissa x Hermione ( there is an excellent fic about in which Hermione is her (sex) slave) are totally my thing. Oddly enough.

Personally, I write mostly

Sirius x Remus ( so good , it's almost canon)

Draco x Harry ( I don't even know how I got started on this one, but it's extremely popular , so maybe I mustn't question that)

I read;

The above-mentioned shippings

Pansy x Hermione

Lily x James

Bellatrix x Any logical Harry-generation female student

Severus x Harry mentor-relationship.

Narcissa x same as Bellatrix


Albus Severus x Scorpius ( A.S.S still gets me every time I see the abbv.)

Teddy x James Sirius Potter

My favourite characters are ( not in any particular order); Luna Lovegood, Draco Malfoy, Harry Potter, Severus Snape, Albus Dumbledore, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, Pansy Parkinson, Moaning Myrtle, Lucius and Narcissa Malfoy and Bellatrix Lestrange.

Supposing I've bored you long enough now, I will end with a quick note

"About a Holiday different from Expectations" is momentarily on hold. I cannot seem to close the story without rushing into it and that's not something I want to do. So, until inspiration strikes me, that fic will not be finished.

Currently, I am writing a one-shot - a lenghty one, I expect- about Severus Snape. It will exist of snippets and bits of insights in what I think Severus would think in various situations. You will find pieces with diologue and placing directly taken from the books.

I have two Drarry smuts up, with no relation to the other.

I plan to update more of my old stories and also write some femmeslash.

Now, (hopefully) enjoy reading my stories


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Battle of the Bands by simplymoshingintomordor reviews
Jace is an arrogant, spotlight-hogging lead guitarist and Jonathan Morgenstern's best friend. The trouble is, Jon's sister - Clary - can't stand him, and the feeling's mutual. But when the boys enter the Battle of the Bands contest and all but move in with the Morgensterns, the two of them are forced to see a lot more of each other than they would like. NOW COMPLETE (AH)
Mortal Instruments - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 41 - Words: 187,944 - Reviews: 3296 - Favs: 2,187 - Follows: 1,684 - Updated: 5/11/2014 - Published: 7/19/2013 - [Clary F., Jace W.] Jonathon M./Sebastian V. - Complete
Laundry Letters by Cheryl Dyson reviews
Arthur attends a prestigious university and seems to have everything going his way… except for an inability to do his own laundry. Mature content herein, etc.
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,256 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 660 - Follows: 58 - Published: 8/22/2011 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
The Machine In The Ghost Within by MissGoalie75 reviews
He wishes that his life could be a little less pathetic and not resemble a popular classic rock song that was briefly resurrected by a Scorsese film.
Gilmore Girls - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,822 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/21/2011 - Jess M. - Complete
Promises Made on Wands by Lomonaaeren reviews
HPDM slash, oneshot. Harry has to keep asking Draco Malfoy for help, and in return, Draco asks only for the smallest of payments: a promise. A promise made on wands. COMPLETE.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15,535 - Reviews: 138 - Favs: 323 - Follows: 36 - Published: 11/24/2010 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
Flirt by xErised reviews
Draco finally decides to give Harry a set of rules and two months, nothing more and nothing less, to court him. But Harry had never expected it to be such a challenge... Post-Hogwarts. Complete. HP/DM
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 108,881 - Reviews: 693 - Favs: 1,066 - Follows: 333 - Updated: 5/7/2010 - Published: 1/15/2010 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
On a Clear Day by Sara's Girl reviews
Draco Malfoy is waiting for his real life to begin, and it appears that he's not the only one. Coffee, charity, and the wisdom of the elderly. HPDM. Oneshot of epic proportions.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43,663 - Reviews: 405 - Favs: 1,839 - Follows: 133 - Published: 1/22/2010 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
Talk to Me by Sara's Girl reviews
When the usual channels of communication are shut down, the most surprising people can find a way in. A strange little love story. HPDM slash, AU 7th-year fluffy!verse.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16,550 - Reviews: 492 - Favs: 2,379 - Follows: 248 - Published: 9/25/2009 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
How to Survive College and even Fall in Love by Storm Elf reviews
Upon entering the Chatnoir's Wizarding College, Harry is shocked to learn that his new roommate is none other than Draco Malfoy. He is certain that they will spend the whole year fighting, but fate seems to have different plans for the pair. Harry/Draco
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 14 - Words: 37,291 - Reviews: 230 - Favs: 211 - Follows: 135 - Updated: 9/14/2009 - Published: 9/20/2008 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
The Real Hogwarts Champion by leoandsnake reviews
Ficlet, parody of Twilight. Cedric and Draco meet up in a bar and Cedric laments the turn his life has taken. You probably shouldn't read this if you're a very SERIOUS BUSINESS fan of afore-mentioned series, you may be mildly offended.
Crossover - Harry Potter & Twilight - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 629 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/10/2009 - Draco M., Edward - Complete
Inter Vivos by Lomonaaeren reviews
AU. Life alters drastically for Harry, Draco, and Snape after the Parseltongue incident in second year. Sometimes, all it takes is one impulsive throwing of a stone to send ripples of change through several lives. HP-SS mentorfic, HPDM slash. COMPLETE.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 40 - Words: 263,213 - Reviews: 1917 - Favs: 2,533 - Follows: 901 - Updated: 6/8/2009 - Published: 12/24/2008 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Dancing Lessons by remuslives23 reviews
How Remus became an incredible dancer. Slash. See the warnings.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,812 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 115 - Follows: 11 - Published: 6/4/2009 - Remus L., Sirius B. - Complete
Read my Mind by smirking-muse reviews
Harry wakes up one morning with a new voice in his head that opens his heart to some of his own.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,324 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 10 - Published: 5/20/2009 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
April Showers by justaddsugar reviews
Someone has the nerve to prank the Marauders. It's either a very fitting, or a very bad, way to celebrate the start of spring.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,129 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/22/2009 - Remus L., Sirius B. - Complete
Look Back and Lament by MissGoalie75 reviews
She remembers the last time this has happened, except she was approaching him on the bench, looking for something she could never seem to find except whenever she was with him.
Gilmore Girls - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,528 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 6 - Published: 4/11/2009 - Rory G., Jess M. - Complete
The Haunting by Sara's Girl reviews
As Theo Nott’s study partner, Harry finds out more than he ever wanted to know about Slytherin traditions. HPDM slash. Harry/Theo friendship. Ridiculous, silly fluff. Oneshot.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,852 - Reviews: 219 - Favs: 1,289 - Follows: 174 - Published: 4/7/2009 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
Photographs and Phrases by MissGoalie75 reviews
He’s sure she didn’t mean for her photo to mean anything; it was just different way of congratulating him for finishing that book. But she inadvertently started something big: she’s making him consider initiating a way to communicate.
Gilmore Girls - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16,631 - Reviews: 135 - Favs: 328 - Follows: 32 - Published: 3/7/2009 - Jess M., Rory G. - Complete
Non Compos Mentis by justaddsugar reviews
It's a common problem with inbreeding.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 483 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/19/2009 - Sirius B. - Complete
Hark! the dogs howl! by Froody reviews
"Word to the wise, werewolf," said Sirius, a wry smile on his lips. "Next time, don't get caught." - Remus' soul is cast bare when his lycanthropy is discovered, but some secrets are left untouched by the full moon...
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 63,048 - Reviews: 558 - Favs: 333 - Follows: 133 - Updated: 12/24/2008 - Published: 7/8/2008 - Remus L., Sirius B. - Complete
Red Herrings for the Queen! by Trampy Mouse reviews
Set after SITNOP. I just had to start writing this, all the Dave POVs have inspired me. It is written from both Georgia and Dave's POVs, and the whole thing is supposed to be ironic, better summary inside.DavexGee although other pairings occur.
Confessions of Georgia Nicolson - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 16 - Words: 73,297 - Reviews: 120 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 12/21/2008 - Published: 8/30/2008
Silk makes Severus tick by Crazy4Moony reviews
Regulus runs around school wearing a skirt for a day—and although someone did dare him to, he has ulterior motives. He has the faint idea that maybe silk makes Severus tick and he'll just have to use that knowledge to get what he wants from the older boy.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,176 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 11/2/2008 - Published: 10/18/2008 - Regulus B., Severus S. - Complete
Wascally by Cheryl Dyson reviews
This was originally written as a set of drabbles on my Livejournal. Crackfic leading to the dreaded mature content! Draco finds a bird in the forest...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,131 - Reviews: 122 - Favs: 494 - Follows: 59 - Published: 10/25/2008 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
A Higher Law by RBTL reviews
The wizarding world has laws keeping homosexuals from equal rights. Albus Severus Potter is angered by this and fights against them. Unfortunately, someone in the wizarding world is watching him, and they aren't happy with what he's done... AS/S, Complete
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 2 - Words: 36,160 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 8 - Published: 10/23/2008 - Albus S. P., Scorpius M. - Complete
The Small Print by faithwood reviews
Draco Malfoy's first mistake was buying the thing. However, his second mistake was even worse. Sixth year AU. Draco's reasons for acting suspicious are a little different. HPDM. HUMOR. COMPLETE.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,285 - Reviews: 219 - Favs: 1,176 - Follows: 119 - Published: 10/22/2008 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
Whispered Promises on Postits by Crazy4Moony reviews
James has approximately one year left to spend with his lover. During the Christmas holidays he visits said lover, to find him incapable of speech. What to do when your voice fails? Use post-its of course. Perfect to drive a lover crazy with lust for you.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,274 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/15/2008 - [James P., Lucius M.] - Complete
Boggart In Cosplay by yumekutteikiteru reviews
Oneshot Crack!fic. From the scene in Ch.7 of PoA- Professor Lupin cajoles Neville to force boggart-Snape into cross-dressing. Japanese edition of this story("コスプレのまね妖怪") is also available.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 611 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 5 - Published: 10/8/2008 - Remus L., Neville L. - Complete
Ephemera by Lomonaaeren reviews
HPDM slash, oneshot, HPGW. Ginny understood things about Draco Malfoy's pursuit of Harry that Harry never would.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,935 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 238 - Follows: 22 - Published: 9/25/2008 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
What is Slash? by clarex-ama reviews
Harry and Draco discover the world of Drarry slash by accidence... mwahaha... Okay, this may seem silly and it is but I like the idea of Harry and Draco reading Drarry slash together, so shoot me…
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,061 - Reviews: 198 - Favs: 916 - Follows: 114 - Published: 9/22/2008 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
Bloody But Unbowed by Lomonaaeren reviews
HPDM slash. Nothing in Harry's life has gone the way he expected, and that includes being the mediwizard assigned to treat Lucius Malfoy. But he's Harry; he can deal with this. And he can deal with Draco Malfoy's nonsensical flirting, too.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 104,330 - Reviews: 1075 - Favs: 2,981 - Follows: 744 - Updated: 8/11/2008 - Published: 6/29/2008 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
I Miss You by Avada Cait-davra reviews
Remus misses Sirius terribly after his death. Songfic- "I Miss You" Blink 182 RLSB T to be safe. I really am bad at summaries.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,352 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/1/2008 - Remus L., Sirius B. - Complete
Between the Rising and the Setting of the Sun by Lomonaaeren reviews
HPDM slash, oneshot. Draco is having visions of Harry's dead parents. He wants them to stop. Harry wants to understand what the visions mean and what his parents are trying to say to him.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Supernatural - Chapters: 3 - Words: 21,265 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 254 - Follows: 35 - Published: 7/21/2008 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
James Wasn't Laughing Anymore by BlaireVolturi reviews
James found the interactions between Sirius and Remus to be the most amusing moments of his day. But slowly, he realizes he had less reason to laugh and more reason to wonder. Mild fluff. Innuendos and suggestions. Complete.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 796 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/9/2008 - James P. - Complete
Since when are you a random shag sorta guy? by BlaireVolturi reviews
Sirius convinces Remus to have a straight guy shag. But what happens when he has to deal with it all in the morning? Slash. Smut. Language.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,335 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 6/21/2008 - Published: 6/11/2008 - Sirius B., Remus L.
The Last Thought by Flower Powerer reviews
They say the last thought you have before you fall asleep is directly connected to the love of your life. [DH Spoilers]
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,190 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/26/2007 - George W., Luna L. - Complete
HPParody by Shezza reviews
Here’s a Harry that… has normal male nightmares, wasn’t abused by his Uncle, can’t cook, hates being called ‘pup’, did NOT try to commit suicide, doesn’t stutter when Sirius is mentioned, sure as hell isn’t the Heir to the founders and Merlin, doesn’t ow
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,826 - Reviews: 180 - Favs: 483 - Follows: 184 - Published: 5/21/2006 - Harry P.
My Bella My Child by Lady Lestrange reviews
Why did Voldemort save Bellatrix at the Ministry? This is a little plot bunny that popped up after OotP and wouldn’t go away. I know, I’m usually a diehard VoldemortBellatrix fan and this will not be VoldemortBellatrix as you expect it to be, but then, I
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,892 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 6 - Published: 12/17/2005 - Voldemort, Bellatrix L. - Complete
in the closet by Michi the Killer reviews
Ron needs to see a psychiatrist, Ginny's paranoid, Hermione's absent, and Harry's in denial...My very first H/G! Teehee! H/D fans should read,'ll be suprised...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15,439 - Reviews: 452 - Favs: 504 - Follows: 50 - Published: 8/27/2003 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
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A Chance Encounter reviews
Sasha walks into the girls' lockerroom expecting it to be empty. Instead he sees Payson naked. He cannot get her out of his mind afterwards and goes slightly insane. Payson is oblivious to poor Sasha's predicament. Sasha/Payson.
Make It or Break It - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,664 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 8/28/2013 - Published: 8/9/2012 - Sasha B., Payson K - Complete
About a Holiday different from expectations reviews
Sirius and the family go to a fancy mansion every summer. Their usual place had already been booked,so his mum finds a new one..Guess what-there's no such mansion. RL/SB and minor SB/OC
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 19,875 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 12/25/2008 - Published: 8/6/2008 - Sirius B., Remus L.
Of scruffyness, dramatics and Greenhouses reviews
Potter was looking rather ruffled and angry this morning and it wasn't Draco that caused his distress. Therefore, he must find out who did...and maybe then some. SMUT Draco x Harry. Warnings; Language and blowjob
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,235 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 85 - Follows: 12 - Published: 11/3/2008 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
Wanderings reviews
Harry is wandering round the castle one night, he runs into Malfoy and some stuff happens. Pure smut,really DxH slash
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 605 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 4 - Published: 9/4/2008 - Draco M., Harry P. - Complete
Except it wasn't reviews
Sirius felt so wrong doing this with Remus. Boys weren't supposed to make each other feel good like that. Drabble RL/SB
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/6/2008 - Sirius B., Remus L. - Complete